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Xu Shu was stunned for a while before remembering that it was Deng Yarong's letter received the day before yesterday, and she didn't have time to open it to see that Xu Ru had an accident there, and then hurried to Zhang's house, and then she was too busy to take care of anything, as for the letter, she hadn't read it yet, and she didn't know what was written in it.
But now...... Her eyes are out of sight, how can she "read" this letter in front of Zhou Jin?
Xu Shu was so full of thoughts about how to hide what she couldn't see with her eyes, so much so that her focus was all on the letter, completely ignoring Zhou Jin's change of clothes for her.
Xu Shu didn't say anything, but Zhou Jin had already taken out the letter, "Here!" At the same time, he swore a promise, "Don't worry, I didn't peek!" ”
Xu Shu took it silently, but she only held it in her hand and didn't open it to look at it, at this time she would rather Zhou Jin had already peeked at it.
"Why don't you open it?" Xu Shu is not a person who procrastinates, and something will definitely be solved as soon as possible, but now he is holding the envelope and not opening it, Zhou Jin can't help but feel a little strange.
"It's not important...... Xu Shu lowered her head, rubbed the edge of the envelope, her voice was low and soft, and she felt inexplicably empty.
Zhou Jin looked at Xu Shu with his head down, and Xu Shu had been avoiding him since he entered the room, avoiding eye contact with him, which made him notice a trace of abnormality, "I'll help you open it!" Even if it's not important, you should reply to the letter as soon as you receive it! ”
Zhou Jin couldn't help but tear open the envelope, unfolded the letter and shook it flat and put it in Xu Shu's hand, and kept staring at Xu Shu in the process, but Xu Shu was motionless and did not have any fluctuations.
Xu Shu stiffly caught the letter, lowered her head, and didn't say a word for a long time.
"What did the letter say?" Zhou Jin's hand was on Xu Shu's shoulder, his fingers trembled a little, and in order to suppress the trembling, he had to pinch Xu Shu's shoulder a little harder.
"Do you care?"
Xu Shu suddenly said angrily, shook off Zhou Jin's hand and stood up, probably because he had eaten and recovered some strength, this time he easily shook off Zhou Jin, and took a few steps forward, just because he lost his judgment of the surrounding environment in anger, and fell to the ground with one foot from the foot on the air.
This time, because of the suddenness of the incident, Zhou Jin didn't have time to hold on, so he could only hurriedly step forward and concern, "Where did you fall?" ”
After falling to the ground, Xu Shu was stunned for a moment, and then ignored Zhou Jin's attempt to take her hand, sat up slowly, bent her knees and hugged her legs, buried her face in her legs, and was silent for a long time, only a slight tremor on her back.
And Zhou Jin obviously realized what Xu Shu's problem was, "You can't see it again, can you?" ”
If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't see it, she wouldn't have avoided eye contact with herself all the time, and she wouldn't have found an excuse to prevaricate and refuse to read the letter, just to cover up the fact that she couldn't see it again.
"Yes!" Xu Shu raised her head, her face was full of tears, and Zhou Jin wiped it distressedly, but she couldn't finish it.
"I thought that I had been blind for more than ten years, and I was used to being blind, and it didn't matter if I couldn't see it! But one day when I saw it, and I went back to being blind, I realized that I was wrong, and the taste of not being able to see was really uncomfortable......"
"It's okay, when you get better, let Mr. Qin treat your eyes! If Mr. Qin can cure the first time, he can also cure the second time! ”
Xu Shu was silent and didn't speak, she owed Zhou Jin after all, did she still have a chance to pay it back?
"It's cold on the ground, don't aggravate the condition!" Zhou Jin picked up Xu Shu and put him back on the bed, and the sick Xu Shu was as if he was just a child.
"I want to go home......" Xu Shu muttered.
"I'll let you go back when you're sick!" Zhou Jin was very resolute in this point, "The epidemic is dangerous, I don't worry if you go back before you recover!" Besides, you can't see it now, how will you explain to the Zheng family when you go back to the Zheng family? If the people of the Zheng family knew that you were infected with the epidemic for the sake of your fourth sister's child, and if they felt sorry for you, such as Mrs. Zheng, I am afraid that they would also complain about your fourth sister, right? You don't want to see that! ”
Xu Shu stopped talking, obviously dissatisfied with Zhou Jin's arbitrariness, but the facts are indeed as Zhou Jin said, she can't see it now, she can't explain it to the Zheng family, and she can't even affect Xu Ru, the only thing she can do now is to stay in Jingyuan and stay by Zhou Jin's side......
Xu Shu suddenly felt particularly ironic, she desperately wanted to stay away from Zhou Jin, did not hesitate to discredit herself, and did not hesitate to bruise Zhou Jin's body, but when she came, it turned out to be empty, and they returned to the original point.
"Don't feel angry, it's only right to take good care of your body! As for me, I've figured it out too! Zhou Jin suddenly smiled, there was relief and persistence in his smile, "You hurt me like that, I still can't let go of you, since that's the case, then just don't let it go, I don't care about you before, after all, you owe me a life now, and when Mr. Qin heals your eyes again, you owe me a pair of eyes, these two things add up, and you are enough for you to pay back for a long time, so you can't leave me!" ”
Although Xu Shu has always boasted that she doesn't like to owe others, but now is the time when she is upset, and Zhou Jin still said this, coupled with the injury has not healed, and she has lost her sight again, under exhaustion, she suddenly felt aggrieved, and said angrily, "Since you said that you owe you a life, you just take my life, I didn't beg you to save me, it's better to let me die!" ”
Zhou Jin expected that Xu Shu would be angry when he heard what he said, but he didn't expect to be so angry, and he couldn't help but regret that he was in a bit of a hurry, and he should have thought about it slowly.
"How could I have watched you die? What is the point of me alive when you die? ”
Xu Shu's heart was shocked, if Xu Shu could still see it at this moment, she only needed to look up to see the sad and heartbreaking gaze on Zhou Jin's face.
"On the way to Zheng's house, I didn't dare to think about you, I didn't dare to think about what happened to you, I was afraid that when I arrived at Zhang's house, what I saw was a ...... you who could no longer open your eyes to look at me and talk to me again."
A cold drop suddenly fell on the back of his hand, followed by another drop, was that Zhou Jin's tears? Xu Shu suddenly felt the pain of those two skins burning like a fire.
"Since you broke off with me ruthlessly, my heart has been empty, no matter what I do, I can't fill it, until the moment I saw you yesterday, the gap in my heart was suddenly filled, it turned out that the piece missing in my heart was you!"
Zhou Jin pressed Xu Shu's hand on his chest, making her feel his strong and powerful heartbeat, "If you don't have you, what do you want me to do?" ”
He couldn't live without her!