Chapter 111: The Cheap Feeling After Love

"I love you so much, I don't want to lose you, can you feel it?"

His eyes adjusted to the darkness, and by the moonlight outside the window, Fang Xiaoye saw Huo Jue's unfathomable eyes, compared to the kindness during dinner, his eyes were full of anxiety at this time, "What happened, can you tell me?" ”

"Go to bed and say." After finishing speaking, Huo Jue picked her up and walked directly to the big bed.

The moonlight was bright, the yarn was moving, and Huo Jue seemed to be tireless in his work.

Fang Xiaoye went from the initial enjoyment of the cooperation in the middle, to the perfunctory, and then to the final rejection, she was really exhausted, although it was not her who contributed to the effort.

A few rounds later, it was already the second half of the night, Fang Xiaoye was tired and sleepy, but reason reminded her that Huo Jue still had something to say.

"You liar." Fang Xiaoye complained weakly, and raised his foot to kick him, "Are men all animals thinking with their lower bodies?" Didn't you say that there was something important to say, then you said, if you don't say it, I'll sleep. ”

Huo Jue grabbed her ankles, wrapped her round heels in the palm of his hand, and said, "Who told you to keep seducing me, little goblin, sooner or later I will be squeezed dry by you." ”

"......" can you still talk properly?!

"Since my mom died, my dad couldn't accept this fact and ran away from home, and my grandfather died a few years later because he couldn't bear the blow, and this home no longer feels like home. Xiao Yezi, I have never been so happy as I am now, even if the work is tiring and difficult, I am not afraid, as long as I have you by my side, I feel that it is worth it. I really don't want you to leave me. ”

"We're not going to leave you, why are we leaving?"

Huo Jue didn't reply, and suddenly fell silent after talking for a long time, which made Fang Xiaoye panic a little, "What's wrong?" She asked, "Can you tell me better?" ”

"Give up the college entrance examination, go abroad as soon as possible, go to the Netherlands, I will arrange some of them, you and Xiaoshi can go to school, you can choose your favorite major."

Fang Xiaoye was stunned, "Holland? Where is that? ”

"Europe."

"This ...... Are you kidding? ”

"Nope."

This news broke all Fang Xiaoye's sleepiness, she turned over and propped up her upper body, lay on Huo Jue's chest, and asked him seriously, "Why?" ”

"Because it's not safe here."

"Has our relationship been discovered? Does this affect you? ”

Huo Jue played with her long soft hair and said, "It's hard to say now, maybe things haven't reached the worst, but I have to make sure that you are safe, only when you are safe, I can fight without worries." ”

Fang Xiaoye said: "I don't have any objection to your decision, I absolutely believe in you, but can you wait until I finish the college entrance examination before leaving?" There are only more than 20 days left, and I have worked hard for a year just for this day. ”

"No, you have to leave immediately, Xiaoshi's hukou will follow you, and you will have to leave as soon as the visa comes, three or five days."

Fang Xiaoye was still stunned, and couldn't react for a long time, "Then how long are we going?" ”

"Not sure."

"Not sure?" Fang Xiaoye began to hesitate, she didn't understand Huo Jue's arrangement, the presidential palace was monitored before, and she also cooperated and returned to live in the new area for a while, for Huo Jue's arrangement, she believed and obeyed it 100%, just let her, a person who had never even been far away, go to Europe so far away at once, she really didn't know the bottom of her heart.

From country Z to the Netherlands, it is not as simple as going from the new area to the capital, from the new area to the capital, she took a bus for a few hours, but when she went to the Netherlands, it was a completely strange country, the language and culture were not understood, and she couldn't come back if she wanted to.

"Huo Jue, do you think too highly of me, to put it bluntly, I am illiterate, I have no education and no ability, if I don't have you, I can't even stay in the capital, why do you think I can survive in the Netherlands with a small stone?"

"I'll arrange it, and someone there will take care of you."

Fang Xiaoye shook his head, "Then in what capacity should I accept the care of others?" I'm not like you, you're used to being served, because your status is there. ”

"You really don't have to worry about life, there is always a process of adaptation, you should go out to study."

Fang Xiaoye lowered his face and sighed, "It seems that you have already decided." It was a bad feeling, he didn't come to consult her, but to tell her about his decision, especially after a love affair, which made her feel cheap.

With Huo Jue, she has always had a feeling of dreaming, she couldn't find a sense of steadiness in a trance, and now that she wants to leave here, her heart seems to have been hollowed out.

She didn't dare to think about what would happen if Huo Jue changed his mind and didn't want her in the future, maybe she would wander in the Netherlands, or maybe she would die in a foreign land.

Huo Jue was a little uneasy, cupped her face and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

"Huo Jue, can you give me a confirmation? Go for a year, or two years? Or longer? ”

"At least three years."

Fang Xiaoye bit her lip, she had mixed feelings in her heart, she thought that she could change her life through an exam, and she could plump her wings through four years of study, but now that she thinks about it, she is still too simple. Perhaps since she became pregnant with his child, her life has been in his hands.

Huo Jue hugged her to his chest and soothed: "Xiao Yezi, I know what you're worried about, but I hope you can understand, I don't want you to go, I'm also helpless about many things." You just have to remember one thing, I love you, I love you very much, it's enough. ”

In this regard, what else could Fang Xiaoye say, she couldn't use her small belly chicken intestines to delay his great cause of governing the country, she could only chew up the little bit of caution she had as a woman and swallow it into her stomach.

"Okay, I'll go, take my son with me."

Huo Jue breathed a sigh of relief, his heart was relieved and guilty, he kissed her ear, and said: "My father has traveled all over the world since he left home, he has settled in the Netherlands in the past few years, I have been there, there is a big pasture, there are many cute animals, I think Xiao Shi will like it." What's more, it's also very close to the school, UvA, which is no less than the world's largest school, starts in September, you have three and a half months to learn English and adapt to life after you pass, you can study with a bachelor's and master's degree, four or five years is OK, my little leaf is so smart, I will definitely get a graduation certificate, I believe. ”

Fang Xiaoye just listened, he had indeed arranged everything, and even thought about how to persuade her, not in one or two years or three years, but in five years.

Late at night, she slept with her back to him, her neck pillowed his arm, he wrapped her tightly from behind, and he said in her ear: "Little Yezi, I can't bear you, but you have to go, obedient." ”