Chapter 240: The Breath of the Gods
The heart gives birth to all kinds of demons, and the heart destroys all kinds of demons.
After understanding what her inner demons were and understanding that this was her spiritual world, Miss Chai Ying had gradually realized something.
Then, in a dream, she met an ancient and great goddess, and received a wise answer and divine favor...... She gained apocalyptic wisdom and supernatural knowledge from the old gods.
And I also realized what I should do.
So after that, although she didn't wake up from the dream, she completed her trial like a backdoor. But with each subsequent reincarnation, the new spiritual "world" cannot be reshaped normally—
Because she saw through the essence of this "world", resisted the influence of her demons on herself, and began to choose to confront her fears head-on, confront and hope to overcome her psychological shadow and mental trauma......
Even if you can't immediately overcome the dark side of your own mind, after all, it's one thing to make up your mind, and it's another thing to accomplish something. It's like a person who has made up his mind to climb Mount Everest, the world's highest peak, and then he has to climb it step by step.
- It's not that if you put your mind to it, it's just done.
The tempering of willpower is not an attribute that can be improved by talking about it or making up your mind for yourself, but something that can only be reflected if you do it in a real way and practice your determination.
It's just that being able to make up your mind and really insist on practicing and facing it is indeed a good start.
Before that, Miss Chai Ying was facing her most feared nightmare again and again, and then she was scared again and again with cold hands and feet, her body stiff, and unable to move, and then the picture went black, lost consciousness, and directly announced the game-over.
Although the heart demon has no way to kill her directly, it is undeniable that in such failures again and again, Miss Chai Ying's master personality consciousness is constantly weakening, and instead the heart demon is constantly growing and strengthening itself.
And after that, although she was still losing, she gradually reversed the situation and regained the power that should have belonged to her in the stubborn and unwilling confrontation again and again.
The present "world" is in ruins, with gray skies, oppressive and gloomy environments, and a lifeless barren land...... This is a clear proof of this.
Because this means that the inner demon has no way to manipulate this spiritual world and continue to shape the scene that Miss Chai Ying fears the most, this space belonging to the realm of pure consciousness is collapsing, to be precise, it should be stripped of all false appearances, revealing the essence behind the space.
She didn't know why, her inner heart was like this, and she could only speculate that it might be because of the appearance of demons in her heart, which caused a special change in her spirituality......
This is probably the best explanation.
Because the concept of spirituality is a deeper existence than consciousness, and it is the most important light of wisdom that constitutes the soul, once there is an abnormality in spirituality, it is normal for the spiritual world and the realm of consciousness that are closely related to it to be affected.
It's as if the source of the water is polluted, and the downstream rivers will naturally be affected, which is really a normal thing.
After all, if the average person has depression or something, it can already be said that there is a mental problem. And Miss Chai Ying's problem is that her inner demons have been born unconsciously, which is even more serious than a split personality!
In such a situation, she did not think that her spirit and heart were still intact, and there was no problem in the slightest...... It is precisely because of this that her spirituality has undergone a certain degree of distortion and mutation, which is understandable.
And these are the things that have already happened, and she doesn't plan to study them, she only knows that the only thing she should do next is to completely defeat and defeat her inner demons and complete this great trial-
This was the revelation given to her by the ancient and great goddess, and she believed in it as the "chosen one".
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It's closer......
It's closer......
That call from the heart......
That's right, what you're looking for is right ahead, and your goal is at the end of this "world". Thinking so, the girl with a single ponytail took another deep breath and quickened her pace.
At the end of the wilderness ahead, a small black dot slowly appeared, and even with her eyesight, it was not clear.
But as the distance closes, the scene ahead is gradually enlarged, and the outline slowly becomes clear in the eyes of this girl, it is a dilapidated palace, basically only the foundation stone and the ruins of broken pillars, but it is still vaguely recognizable as the grand posture of the past.
Looks like a temple? But why is there such a dilapidated temple?
Why does it appear in the landscape of its own mind? What does its existence represent, and what does it symbolize in its own spiritual world?
Will there be some interpretation of this particular situation in terms of psychology?
One thought after another flashed through Miss Chai Ying's heart, but although she was puzzled, she did not slow down because of this, but continued to walk forward.
This is indeed a temple, but it has been so badly damaged that it seems to have been densely bombarded by countless missiles as if it had been densely bombarded with the surrounding barren land, and the ground was directly washed.
So much so that this space presents itself as a badly dilapidated wilderness, a lifeless gray land.
Of course, Miss Chai Ying didn't seriously follow this line of thought to open her mind, she didn't have such a concept at all. After entering the ruins of the ruined temple, a terrifying aura of sacredness came directly to him.
She was no stranger to it, this sense of sacred terror, or rather the sacredness of horror—
It was the most intuitive feeling I felt when I met the goddess in my dream before, which was both a great divine and a great horror!
She even had an intuition that the appearance of the goddess she saw was definitely not the other party's divine true body, because it was terrifying that mortals could not bear, and it would lead to various horrific consequences such as dysfunction and complete dementia.
If she really looked at it, she would have been blind and crazy on the spot, and her brain would melt like wax.
"The breath of the gods...... It's a similar feeling, could it be that the goddess has been here? ”
Feeling this breath carefully, Miss Chai Ying noticed a trace of familiarity, it was night, the underworld, life and death...... Blah blah
Although she didn't understand too much why the legendary goddess of wisdom, Athena, had the aura of night, the underworld, the earth, and death, which could be said to be an aura of authority that did not correspond to the concept of mythology at all, she wisely did not ask.
Anyway, you just need to know that the atmosphere here is the same as that of the goddess Athena, and you can confirm that the goddess has been here a long time ago, so that's it.
Miss Chai Ying felt a hint of peace of mind, who in this world doesn't want to hug their thighs and live easily? In the past, there was no thigh to hold, so she had no choice, but now that the legendary goddess took the initiative to release her kindness, Miss Chai Ying would not say that she was stupid enough to refuse.
Although I don't know what I have to look at the other party, the fact now is that she is indeed the "divine choice" of the goddess.
I have to say that there is a background and a background, but it is very different, originally Miss Chai Ying was still a little nervous and apprehensive, but after realizing that there was a residual breath of the gods she served here, and she was sure that the goddess had been here before......
She was instantly relieved.
After all, his own gods had been here before, and with the supreme power of the true gods, he must have foreseen what would happen to him next, right? In addition, he will come here to meet his ultimate fate, which is originally a revelation given by the goddess......
In this way, if you are stable this time, you should have a great advantage.
Miss Chai Ying thought so, and unconsciously was full of confidence and courage, as if she had come to a familiar place, or entered her home field to face the enemy, and the home battle was naturally more psychologically advantageous.
She looked calmly and calmly at the other side, only to see a figure slowly emerge from the air between the ruined stone pillars of the temple ruins.
A cold single ponytail, a well-fitting leather vest, and an indifferent expression......
It's the other Miss Chai Ying.
Although she knew that it was her own demon, she might be very close to her appearance, but Miss Chai Ying was still a little shocked, but she quickly forced herself to calm down and raised the short sword in her hand.
This is her most used melee weapon of all time, lightweight, easy to use, and allows for light movements and quick succession attacks.
Combined with her most frequently used abilities such as "perspective" and "teleportation", she can achieve extremely violent high-speed killing battles, and when she goes all out, even the most advanced cameras at the moment can't keep up with her movement frequency.
Once in actual combat, the state asked her to cooperate with the anti-drug work and completely annihilate a troublesome drug lord den.
I thought that something unexpected would happen to her, so I had a team of heavily armed SWAT fighters on standby outside, and rushed in to save the scene as soon as she noticed something was wrong...... It didn't work at all.
She chose the most royal stealth method, entered through the main entrance, and killed all the criminals in the den in less than half a minute.
Hardly anyone reacted-
Even if someone happened to turn his head and saw a companion a hundred meters away, whose head was cut off by a shadow that suddenly flashed out of the air, often in the next moment, that ghostly figure flashed behind him and stabbed him in the throat.
- It can be said that the nerves of this person's brain have not yet reacted! The body of another person a hundred meters away has not yet fallen!
Combat footage flashes three or four times a second, each time zigzag forward a distance of tens or hundreds of meters, and instantly kills one or two or more enemies.
So much so that when the expert group conducts targeted analysis, it needs to slow down countless times and watch frame by frame, otherwise they will only be confused and don't know what they see.
It is conceivable that Miss Chai Ying is undoubtedly the kind of agile hero and explosive player.
High-speed killing combat is what she is most accustomed to and best at fighting!