Chapter 152: Cold

My name is Hanyao, and I've lived in the Land of Ice since I was conscious, and it's said to be the depths of the abyss, but I don't think so.

There is light here, translucent on all sides, and it has nothing to do with darkness.

But I was the only one here, oh, and the peach tree that I don't know how long it had survived, I had no memory, I didn't know the time, and it seemed like everything would fade into my mind when I woke up the next day.

I can't remember anything, everything is vague.

I just knew that I had been in the land of ice for a long, long time, and that one day I felt a calling, that soul resonance.

I felt her sadness, despair, and pain.

That was the first emotion I felt.

It's a pity that it's only a flash.

When I opened my eyes again, I had left the cold land I was familiar with, obviously it was an unfamiliar environment, and it was a blank space around me, but it was still reassuringly familiar.

I met someone, maybe it was a person, I couldn't see her face clearly, but she helped me choose a name, Hand.

The peach is dying, scorching, obviously a lush scene, but I use the surname Han, I don't understand, but I'm glad that I can finally stop staying in that bleak place.

I have traveled through many worlds and met a lot of people, Chu Ye, Bai Zheyu, Li Moxuan, I remember each of them, I want to remember.

But I don't know when it started, my memory began to blur, I felt that I had forgotten a very important person, and my heart seemed to be missing.

But what had I forgotten?

I don't remember what love feels like, but I feel like I should love my country, and the feeling of being able to give myself completely away is dangerous and addictive.

I knew that I was doing all this to save someone, to save Long Qi, she didn't tell me who she was or everything that happened to her, but she told me that she was me and I was her.

I am a touch of her soul, and even so, am I willing to save her?

I agreed.

It doesn't matter, even if I'm incomplete, even if I'm just a part of her, but I'm still myself, I'm still her, I know, I'll be good to myself.

When I crossed over to the third world, I met a very special person, and the feeling on his body was so warm that I couldn't help but want to lean on and get closer.

This is the first time I have been tempted, and it feels really good to like one person, and all the worries can be borne by two people.

At least when you are sleepy, you can still have a place to lean on, instead of resisting yourself.

But I know that sooner or later I will have to leave.

I kept my memories with him in my heart and put them away.

But I didn't expect that I would forget him.

I know that it was him every time I met, and it was always him, following me like a fool.

But I was scared, I was afraid that if I recognized him, I would be even more unable to let go.

I'll start worrying if I'll ever meet him in the next world.

If we don't recognize each other, we won't regret it even if we think about it in the end.

Long Qi is waking up, I know.

Above the temple, she was so lonely that she didn't tell me the reason, and I didn't ask.

I consulted ancient books and finally found information about her.

I asked her, do you hate?

But she only said that she didn't remember.

She told me that I was just a remnant, that I had no way to store memories and feelings, and that I might have been unforgettable, but that I would eventually become a stranger.

The soul she gave up at the beginning became me, maybe she had already calculated the result back then.

Long Qi told me that there was a touch of obsession that followed me all the time.

She said that the mortal soul is very fragile, and it is his limit to be able to hold on until now.

He really loved me to keep going until now.

Long Qi gave me a choice.

She can let me go.

But at that time, I had no memory for a long time, I didn't know the man standing next to me, maybe my soul could still feel the throbbing.

At the moment of burying him in his arms, I think, I remember.

I remember the familiar temperature and smell.

But I was afraid.

It's just an obsession, but whether he loves me or pursues me.

Love exists, but how long will it last?

I don't know, it's enough to let it fall at its most splendid.

I think I'll remember him.

In the last second of my vanishing, I remembered everything.

I don't regret it, because I know.

I love him.

We used to love each other, and that's enough.

It was Long Qi who gave me a second life, and she never thought of stopping me or devouring me.

As a proud God, she gave me choice.

That's enough.

From the very beginning, I never regretted saving her.

Because I know that she is me, and in this world, only I can guard myself forever.

Only you will not betray yourself.

If I'm gone, both Long Qi and I will fall.

We are one.

Even if I disappear in the end, so many good memories I once had will be remembered by Long Qi forever.

The royal blue roses that bloom all over the mountains are a symbol of despair.

It was Long Qi's despair.

They followed me through so many planes and planes, and eventually they eventually withered.

No matter how long the flowering period is, there will be an end of the day.

I used to be just as tired of these flowers.

They are beautiful, but they are a symbol of badness.

As long as they existed for a day, Long Qi still couldn't break free.

Me too.

There are too many memories in my mind, mixed with that trace of emotion, and the ordinary cobwebs wrap me tightly around me, without respite.

Ordinary people who run desperately on the plastic track will immediately fall to the ground as long as they have the slightest desire to stop.

Never get up again.

I didn't want to stop myself, I didn't want to face the scene of separation.

Only in this way can I keep going one step at a time.

To go on for yourself.

The flowers are withering, and I know, I'm about to disappear.

Maybe it's not gone, I still exist, and I exist with Long Qi.

She will see all my memories that we are one, aren't we?

I left anyway, maybe I could have a better choice, but the outcome of that choice is unknown.

I don't want to take such risks and wandering, so it's nice to just go back to where I belong.

I hope you're still well, someone I loved.

Forget about me and you can move on with your new life.

I can feel the passage of my body and soul, and I can feel my own rebirth.

When his eyes touched the person he was familiar with again, the throbbing in his heart disappeared completely.

I no longer feel sad and tired, as if my whole person is transparent, and everything in the world has become normal in my eyes.

I live only for myself.

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