This person is really kind, he has become like this, but he still thinks about others.

And such a kind person should not suffer so much, if he is sorry for him again, then he will suffer more?

Pei Yuehua is unwilling to let such a kind person suffer so many tragedies, and even more unwilling to let a good person become a bad guy.

Pei Yuehua didn't know how he would react when she really did that?

may become a bad person, just like in many TV dramas, because of love and hate.

Maybe it will be more painful, and even do something stupid, but no matter what, she doesn't want to see it, so Pei Yuehua finally decided to marry him.

No matter how painful she is, as long as she gets along with him, she thinks she will definitely fall in love with Zhang Rui.

"Then I'll go to your father and ask him to save you, no matter what, I'm going to go to him. Because I don't want to see you go on like this, I don't want to see you so uncomfortable. Pei Yuehua said.

"No need, really no need, as long as you are by my side, in fact, I have never asked for anything since I was a child? Regardless of whether your brothers have bullied you or not? No matter what my father does to me? No matter what you all do to me? Anyway, I have always maintained a kind heart, but I don't know how long this kind heart can go back? ”

Zhang Rui paused, gasped slightly, and continued to say with difficulty: "Since I suffered from this disease, my heart has become darker and darker, although there is still a trace of reason, but I don't know if I can control myself. I'm afraid that one day I'll become a monster, I'm afraid I'll be uncontrollable and even hurt you, don't you look like a monster now? ”

"I know, although you appear to be calm on the surface, you are actually scared in your heart, right? It doesn't matter, I can understand that sometimes when I see myself in the mirror, I will scare myself out. Actually, it doesn't matter, I've gotten used to it for so long anyway......," Zhang Rui said intermittently.

He paused and continued: "I have been a lonely person since I was a child, no one sympathizes with me, no one loves me, although my father is good to me, but he is an official, so he is often not at home, and my mother died early, although my brothers will be good to me occasionally, but it is really only occasional, more often they will only bully me." ”

Zhang Rui's face was a little hideous: "Forget it, why am I telling you this?" Anyway, I don't want you to sympathize with me, because I know that you will not change your mind about him because of your sympathy for me, so I never dare to expect you to come to me because of sympathy for me. ”

"If that's really the case, I'll look down on myself and rely on sympathy to keep you, so you better go, let me be alone for a while, maybe after tomorrow, I'll get better, when I was sick before, it was like this, as long as I gritted my teeth and endured, it will be fine soon." Zhang Rui gritted his teeth and said this passage almost with great difficulty.

However, the more he said this, the more Pei Yuehua felt sorry in his heart.

So she said, "I'm not sympathetic to you, because there are many people in this world who deserve sympathy, not to mention, you are not the worst person in the world."

She has seen a lot of things worse than Zhang Rui, so she will not sympathize with Zhang Rui.

What's more, she is a big man, why should he have a woman sympathize with her?

Pei Yuehua just wants to share the weal and woe with him, although she doesn't like Zhang Rui yet, but she really regards Zhang Rui as a good friend.

And as he said, if she really stayed with Zhang Rui because of sympathy, it would not only hurt him, but also herself, so I wouldn't marry a man I didn't like.

If Zhang Rui wants her to marry him, then let Pei Yuehua have feelings for him before that.

"If you really love me, hold on to me, and together we will find a way to save you." Pei Yuehua looked up at the sky and said to Zhang Rui.

"But what can be done?" Zhang Rui said.

"You wait for me here, I'll go to your father, didn't you say that only he can save you?" Pei Yuehua said.

"But ......"

What else does Zhang Rui want to say? But Pei Yuehua didn't give him a chance, and in order to prevent the malignant transformation, he specially knocked him out.

It took a lot of effort for Pei Yuehua to drag Zhang Rui back to the room.

After carefully putting him on the bed, he said softly: "I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either, but if you don't do this, you will be more and more miserable, I promise you, I will definitely make your father less sad, so you wait for me here, I will come back immediately."

After finishing speaking, Pei Yuehua walked out of the door.

didn't dare to slack off, and as soon as he went out, he came directly to Zhang Ting's room.

Although it was a little inconvenient, he couldn't care about it in order to save people, but when he knocked on the door.

Only to find that the door was not closed at all, although I was puzzled, but in the end, I was still worried about Zhang Rui's condition and walked in without thinking too much.

However, when she walked in, she found that Zhang Ting was not in her room, where would he go so late?

Also, as a member of the imperial court, it is normal for Zhang Ting to be away from home often, but where will he go at this critical juncture?

Anyway, let's go to the palace first, there are so many miracle doctors in the palace, I will definitely think of a way.

It's just that she thought again, if the imperial doctor in the palace really had a way, then why hadn't Zhang Ting cured his son's illness for so long?

No matter what, I can't find any way for a while, and I can only go to the palace, if I can't do it, I can only go to Nangong Hanmo.

Nangong Hanmo has a wide range of acquaintances, and he must know a lot of people, if he helps, then things will be much easier.

Although he has not completely let go of the estrangement between him and Nangong Hanmo now, it is important to save people now.

He heard that there is a god horse in Master Zhang's house, which can travel thousands of miles a day, although the palace is not too far from here, but it takes an hour to go back and forth, so he can only borrow Zhang Ting's horse for the time being.

In this way, you can buy some time

Because Zhang Ting told the people in his house that Pei Yuehua was his future daughter-in-law, and no matter what he did, he couldn't stop him, so when Pei Yuhua said that he wanted to borrow a horse, the people who watched the horse lent her the horse almost without thinking about it.