Chapter 255: Sad Heart!

The pain of breaking the shell, the black bitterness of the heart in the waiting, all the resentment, has long been turned into dark seeds, converging, roaring out, surging like a storm.

"In this world, why are you so ruthless? It is said that if the truth is there, you will eventually become a family, I think God is blind, Lord Yama, you are also confused, you can't tell the truth from the goodness and beauty, and you will only teach people to forget, what is this? What is this precept? I have been waiting here for a thousand years, but I have not been able to impress a person, nor have I been able to soften a person, what is the truth, goodness and beauty in this heaven and earth, in the world and the earth? I saw that it was a crow and it was black. ”

He was like a blackened devil, laughing wildly in a fight and roaring in a tear.

Just when everything seemed irreversible, the black sky suddenly brightened, and an auspicious cloud flashed, and the light covered the white ink, making him unable to open his eyes and trapping him from moving.

The illusion is clear, Shakyamuni Buddha suddenly appeared in front of him, he was dressed in gold, his face was like a full moon, his body was shining, and he sat in the clouds. Suddenly, the heavens and the earth shone brightly, and all living beings knelt on the ground and lay down, and everyone's faces were filled with joy and supplication.

Bai Mo was the opposite, he was beastly, like a wild horse on the loose, and he pointed in front of him, and said angrily: "Buddha, you say, what kind of fairy soup did this old woman make, the name is for all sentient beings to have a good afterlife, but in my opinion, it is clearly a lie, to confuse the public, to make people forget, to be a ruthless person, isn't it to teach people to be ruthless?" I knocked over her soup stove just to make others stop believing her nonsense, but these ghosts are indiscriminate, but they want to arrest me, what is the reason? ”

The Buddha smiled, not angry, not annoyed, neither light nor heavy, but said: "Baimo, everything has a law, it is the absolute truth." You don't have to be too extreme, everything in this world has cause and effect, and everything has reincarnation. It is precisely in this way that the causes and conditions flow, and the mind is always in the cycle of birth and death round after circle, and cannot escape from it. You must understand that dependent origin is extinguished, and dependent birth is empty. can be born as a human obsession, always do not believe in the beautiful illusion of this world, and always can't resist the troubles and suffering. Birth suffering, old suffering, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment will be bitter, asking for no suffering, five extracts of suffering. Only by living in the past can we get out of the sea of suffering, and let people live a good life in the next life. But you misunderstood Meng Po's painstaking efforts, without her bowl of fairy soup, you can only let all the ghosts and souls, with these pains to reincarnate, how can you have a new life? My Buddha is compassionate, I read that you are a lover, and the people who can withstand the torment of the Lechuan River are not ordinary people who can do it, the Lethe River is full of insects and snakes, and the perennial waves are rolling and the fishy wind is blowing, and there is no perseverance that is different from others, and it is difficult to have a way out. You see, no one can beat this torment for thousands of years, only you have walked out of the millennium. ”

"But so what? It's not the same result, I've waited for so many years, and the most painful thing is to look at the woman I love in front of me, walking in front of me for a lifetime but unable to reverse all this, it's even difficult to say a word, I engraved her in my heart, but she has long forgotten me. When I finally got out of this Lechuan River, she regarded me as a stranger, my pain, even your high Buddha can hardly understand, I can't understand it, I can't understand it, I can't understand all this, how to explain it? Bai Mo roared angrily.

The voice of the Buddha, who only listened to it, sounded ethereally: "In this world, everyone has desires, and they have desires and desires, and they can't ask for them, so they give birth to many troubles, and if they give birth to knots, they will create all kinds of confusion and karma due to resentment." Bai Mo, you can endure hard in the Lechuan River, which means that you have some cultivation and concentration, and you will definitely be able to understand the truth, you are so anxious, anxious, extreme, just afraid that you will enter the devil's path with one thought, where is hell? Hell is just a thought away from each of us. Today's matter, I think you are deeply infatuated, but I can still give you a chance, and I will show you the way. The Buddha pointed forward and smiled slightly: "Go, what you need to cultivate is the mind, and when you reach cultivation, you will also reach enlightenment, and everything will naturally be solved." You know, everything flows, and nothing stays forever. ”

After that, the Buddha waved his hand, and the white ink was on Qingyi Mountain, and when he stood up in front of him with tears, he saw that the Buddha was smiling and disappearing.

Since then, Bai Mo has followed the teachings of the Buddha and practiced carefully, but the thoughts in his heart cannot be put down, although it has been a thousand years, everything is still like yesterday, Sun Meng is his wife, this heart feelings, he has never felt that everything is far away.

But as long as he thinks of Sun Meng's eyes that regard him as a stranger, his heart will always ache, it turns out that time has passed for so long, like a kite flying far away, even if the person on the other end desperately pulls it back, the kite is still far away, and finally in a high place, under the traction of the wind, break free.

The kite with a broken rope seemed to be unable to pull it back, and it ran away like a black horse that had taken off its reins.

Every day, he stands on the top of the mountain, looks at the mountains and white clouds, is accustomed to the sunrise and sunset, listens to the sound of the stream and insects, and seems to have gentle words with the woman he loves. In the distance was him and the little hut, but he had never been there, he was afraid of touching the scene, afraid of the cruel truth of the reality between what he had gained and what he had lost.

He was accustomed to looking at each other from afar, warming his heart with those remaining memories, but he also wept bitterly in the sad past in his memory.

He is accustomed to the days of being with the wooden fish, and injects his heart into the wooden fish every day, every beating is a statement of the soul, and every sound is a fragment of the past.

Year after year, the green mountains are still lush, and the years are always getting older in the heart, but they are not extinguished. He thinks like this, but he is helpless about life - this life that seems to die of old age is always alive and well.

Sometimes, he feels that he doesn't even have the right to choose death, because the soul is always there, and reincarnation is always there.

What's more, after years of dedicated cultivation, he has slowly cultivated in the Tao, and he also has an immortal body........

Sun Meng's image came back to her senses, only to realize that she didn't come here for no reason, those faint inspirations in her heart will always pull her to him, although, her memory is zero, but what exists in her heart will one day break through the dust and re-breed beauty.

It's just that when she woke up, it turned out that the love he gave was so eternal, but in the cycle of life, she peeled him off again and again until it was erased. But I don't know the power of love, always in a corner, awakened in a way, whether sad or lucky, it is the original intention of immortality and unforgettable.

And between her and Bai Mo, the ending is painful, and the love is so much that she can't see it again. Because, she is going to die, Hu Jiu'er said, this time, she can no longer be lucky to extend her life, what will be the next reincarnation? Will there be a junction to meet?

Life is an unbearable weight, and life is a pain that is always continuing.

She was extremely weak, as if the breath of life could be terminated at any time, she held up the last trace of strength, and looked at the wooden fish with teary eyes: "He's here, he.... Always..... Yes, right. ”

The tears had already flowed into a river, surging like a scoop of water, but it couldn't exhaust the sadness and pain in her heart.

"I'm sorry, Bai Mo, I failed you so much, I rejected you so much, when I understood, I knew, but I couldn't tell you that I love you. You're there, right? You've always been there, just like I've always been in your heart, we haven't left each other, even if the dirt of the years covers the past, it can't hide our place in each other's hearts, I understand, I understand, why when everything is finally clear, you are gone, where are you? Where are you? Come back, let me see you, let me say I love you, why, what I want to tell you in person, but you can't hear it anymore, you can't hear it anymore. She said with tears in her heart.

Fox Jiu'er saw her eyes staring at the wooden fish, she understood, seeing things and thinking about people, will always make people think about life full of disappointment, so she gently handed the wooden fish to her, Sun Meng stared at the wooden fish, she gently stroked her chest, a sad face, and said in a low voice: "He's here, he.... In, he put ..... Myself..... Sealed in the ...... Inside. ”

A heart hurts to the extreme, and only tears can tell the inexhaustible sadness, and it becomes a pour. The words in front of him who threw himself in front of the wooden fish vaguely rang in her ears, hurting her heart.

"You....... Love me? Even a little. He asked.

"I don't love it." She replied.

"Xiaoxiao, you-let's go, you and I don't have to see each other again." Word by word, he walked slowly and sadly towards Muyu: "....... This love is too bitter, I can't bear this waiting for the chief of space....... If a soul does not grow old or die, it will still be trapped by love after all. It's better for you to seal me, I will snuggle up to your heart, so that my soul will no longer rest, and I will have such an unbearable existence. ”

.......

Such a scene clearly seems to be just yesterday, but no matter how hard it is, let the memories support the life that is about to be exhausted, and in front of the gossamer, it is still time to really separate.

"White ink, white ink, white .... Ink, you're ..... Where, you ...... Come out. She raised her voice in a low and weak voice, and her tears poured out on the wooden fish.

Slowly, she drooped down the last trace of life, swallowed the last reluctant breath, and said in her heart: I'm gone, I can't hold it anymore, goodbye, Baimo, goodbye, I can no longer tell you my words - I - love - you!

The end of life is like the sunset at dusk, you always watch, want to continue the beauty that has been bright, but the day, will not turn back, only darker and darker, until the night is dark. No matter how obsessed you are, if you want to look back and look again, it is already yesterday. The daily renewal is like the reincarnation of life, yesterday, long gone, gone forever.

"Benefactor, benefactor........" Fox Jiu'er cried: "It's a pity that you two haven't been able to confess this relationship to each other until you die, you can't understand each other, this kind of miss is really sad, but Fox Jiu'er can't help her benefactor anymore, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......." ”

The person is dead, the residual warmth is still there, it seems to be the last reluctance and helplessness, the tears flowing from the face have not yet dried, it is dropping by drop, sliding towards the wooden fish in his arms.

The wooden fish suddenly flashed with light, and the jewel-like light shone with a piercing crystal, as if it had life, and a cloud of smoke slowly rose out, and finally stood upright in front of it and transformed into a person.

It turned out that when Sun Meng's tide-like tears soaked into the wooden fish, the wooden fish became vivid and flexible. Unforgettable people always have infinite power, giving birth to obsessive wings, with a heart of infinite power, calling their beloved, and finally gathering the scattered souls of white ink.

When the last wisp of green smoke was closed, and a clear outline appeared in front of him, Hu Jiu'er suddenly exclaimed: "Engong, Engong, you are finally here, you are here, you are finally here." She bowed her head and sobbed to Sun Meng, and said sadly: "You are here, but the little girl, she is gone, her life is up, and we can't save her no matter what." ”

In front of Bai Mosheng's pace, in front of his slow and sad steps, he hugged Sun Meng with trembling hands, stroked away the tears on her face, and couldn't hold back his tears anymore.

His trembling body, intense grief came to him like Mount Tai, his hands and feet were numb, his blood coagulated, even his heart was about to suffocate with grief, and his chest was like a sharp knife piercing his heart, and his internal organs were broken! He didn't have time to catch up to see her for the last time, and such a separation made people despair with regret. He and her huddled together, their shoulders trembling violently, sobbing one after another, and their liver and intestines were so weak that they could only moan at the end.

Every minute and second makes people feel like a century is so long.

"Why do you remember me in such a form? Why, you open your memories but want to leave, is it because fate is always so unfair, why? You're gone, but I'm still there, Xiaoxiao, what should I do? I finally warmed your heart and finally entered your heart, but I still can't compete with the joys and sorrows of this world, and my fate is ruined. ”

He cried out heartbreakingly, and the valley reverberated with breath, but he could no longer recall the life that had been extinguished, and there was no response.

Those wind-swept pasts, engraved in memory year after year, those who have said that they will never be separated, or how many years later, they are still in vain, life is like a dream, and those who open their eyes and love each other will always disappear. The real past, the scenes are vivid in the present, but in the end, they still have to dissipate like fog.

Her smile had long been buried deep in his heart, and had blossomed into a splendid garden, which made him linger and difficult to abandon.

But the man in front of him, his face was as pale as lime, and even the air was gray, and in his heart, a turbulent river swelled in an instant, unable to swim across, and the sound of the river howled in despair at his throat.

"I can't just let her go, I'm going to let her come back, let her come back." He roared.

"How do you save her? Engong, everything has its own certainty, the mandate of heaven cannot be violated, how many years, you, just let it go. ”

He looked at Hu Jiu'er, stared at a pair of blood-red eyes, as if he wanted to swallow her alive, and roared: "She has already been immersed in my blood, how to put it down?" ”

His eyebrows and eyes were distorted, and the expression on his face seemed to have his abdomen hollowed out, leaving only a painful face, and he asked in a low voice: "Miss Jiu'er, where is she now?" Are you crying on Huangquan Road? She must be lonely, she must be sad, right? ”

Seeing that Hu Jiu'er was sad and silent, he said with a hideous face: "I'm going to find the king of Hades, I'm going to tear up his book of life and death, I'm going to find that Meng Po, and break her fairy bowl that makes people boil soup and soup, I'm going to overturn this heaven and earth, this unjust ....... of God." ”