Chapter 64: Woke Up
"Mr. Hades, I wish you happiness." I don't know how I said those words, I just know that my heart was trembling when I said them.
I don't know when, tears have already crossed my cheeks.
Originally, I just thought that I could have a chance with Ming Yichen, but after I heard that Nan Mingyan was pregnant, I felt that all my dreams were shattered.
My heart really hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much that I want to escape from this world.
I closed my eyes gently, as if something was blocking my throat, and I didn't know how to express the bitter feeling.
This time, Ming Yichen was not there, Guang Shaoqing was not there, and Wang Qi was not there.
Really? In fact, a person is a person from beginning to end all his life, and no one can accompany you all the time when you need it.
I coughed a few times, and what I saw in my eyes became extremely blurry.
It's really tiring to be alive!
I really want to run away and don't want to go on like this.
If time could be repeated, I would never have to meet with Ming Yichen, but time can't be repeated.
During this time, I was also decadent too much.
Then the nurse walked in and saw my state with a panic.
"Miss Qiao, are you alright?"
The nurse has recently received a lot of tips from me, so she has been very kind to me.
"It's okay, I want to be discharged."
I took a deep breath and felt like it was hard to speak.
I don't know why, this time I always feel that the breath of death is constantly close to me.
This time, I really can't get over this hurdle, but I'm afraid that I will fall very badly in this life.
"Why do you suddenly want to be discharged from the hospital, your health is not yet well."
The little nurse was puzzled.
After all, for the nurse lady, it is really difficult to meet a person who is very easy to serve and very generous.
"It's okay, it's like this when I stay in the hospital, and it's still the same when I leave the hospital, nothing."
I'm afraid that I'll be stimulated by the ghosts again later, and I'll really be scared to death.
"Miss Joe."
The little nurse looked extremely hesitant.
However, I was very persistent and finally got out of the hospital as I wished.
Looking at the dazzling sunlight outside, I went outside to find a taxi home with the help of the little nurse.
However, the moment I opened the door, I found that Guang Shaoqing was in the yard of my house and didn't know what he was doing.
"An An, are you okay?"
Guang Shaoqing seemed to be very surprised.
I nodded.
"Why do you think something happened to me?"
I blinked, Ming Yichen thought so, and Guang Shaoqing thought the same way.
"Some time ago, you were on the news and said that you were hit and killed, and during this time I tried to recruit your soul, but failed." Guang Shaoqing breathed a sigh of relief.
I also noticed the bruises at the corners of his eyes, and it was obvious that in the past few days, Guang Shaoqing had not rested well.
"Thank you for caring about me so much, it's just that I can't give you what you want, if you can, stay away from me a little."
I opened the door, but when I opened it, I almost fell to the ground because I wasn't used to walking.
Fortunately, with the support of Guang Shaoqing, I was so embarrassed that I fell to the ground and couldn't get up.
"Thank you."
At this time, I found that apart from these two words, I couldn't give anything to Guang Shaoqing.
"Listen to my advice and stay away from the underworld."
Guang Shaoqing didn't seem to hear what I said before.
Just said things about me very indifferently. However, I was very confused when I heard it.
"In the future, there is no need to mention him in front of me, after all, one day, I will forget about him."
There was something in my tone that I wasn't sure about.
"An An, are you willing to let go of him and start over?" Guang Shaoqing seemed to be very excited.
"Just because I'm willing to let him go doesn't mean I want to start over."
I said lightly.
I just felt that Guang Shaoqing's actions at this time were too childish.
"As long as you are willing to let go, I will definitely accompany you through this time." Guang Shaoqing said very seriously.
Just, I shook my head.
I don't have any feelings about what Guang Shaoqing said.
"I'm ready to go through this threshold by myself, I know your kindness, and I understand it."
I stared at Guang Shaoqing with a smile on my face.
Then, I started packing my things and getting ready to get out of here.
I think that as long as I go to a city without Hell, I will be able to forget him.
At the very least, there is no longer so much news about him.
"An An, what are you doing here?"
Guang Shaoqing watched my movements and immediately realized that something was wrong.
"I'm going to leave in two days."
I took a deep breath, and I did my best to say and do.
"An An, why don't you ever think about me? Is it because I don't have as much money as the Underworld, so you don't think about me? ”
Guang Shaoqing approached me, and that look seemed to be bent on knowing what was going on.
"It has nothing to do with money, it's just that in terms of time, you are a little bit behind you." The movement of my hands has not stopped.
Although you haven't figured out where you should go yet, it's still necessary to prepare in advance.
Guang Shaoqing coughed suddenly, and I noticed that his palm was bloodshot.
"Senior brother, are you alright?" Looking at such a light, Shaoqing couldn't help but feel a little distressed.
"It's okay, junior sister, you take good care of yourself." Guang Shaoqing is also rare to call me a junior sister.
I was surprised, and Guang Shaoqing disappeared directly in front of me.
I was a little surprised by his speed, but I didn't ask too much, everyone has their own privacy.
After packing up all the things in the house, I collapsed on the bed to rest because I was too tired.
In my dream, I was in a very luxurious house, and everyone looked at me with ridicule, saying that I had been abandoned by someone.
Even if I am very angry about such remarks, there is still nothing I can do to change anything.
I could see a beautifully dressed figure sitting by the well, and I looked at her from afar, as if it was too dangerous to persuade her not to sit there, but for the first time I found myself not even able to speak.
I could only watch as the woman kept being pushed down the well.
The inexplicable pain in my heart is something I can't express in words. It was as if that woman was me, and I was very confused.
Later, I also saw that the people in that palace kept making up lies in order to hide the news of the woman's accident.
I can't help but feel very ridiculous, many, many crimes were borne by the woman alone, and in the end the woman just accepted it with a smile.
Looking at the whole process, I know very well that there is nothing wrong with the woman, if it is really wrong there, then she is in love with someone who should not be loved.
She's probably the same as me, meeting someone who shouldn't care.
I thought she was very stupid, she was bent on getting rid of her after being abandoned, and no matter how others slandered her, she accepted it all.
After I laughed at the woman, I suddenly realized that I seemed to be like her. When I knew that Nan Mingyan was pregnant, I also wanted to be relieved.
It's just that I was the authority myself at that time.
If there were bystanders that time, I am afraid that it would have been very ridiculous.
I couldn't help but laugh at myself, but luckily I wasn't that stupid at the time.
This dream was so long that I didn't even know when I would wake up.
But in the story about women, I can only see half of it, and there are many unknowns.
"An An, wait a little longer, Ming Yichen has a secret that he can't say."
The male ghost suddenly messed up in my dreams.
"It's been a long time, and it looks like you and Mr. Hades are very familiar."
At the beginning of the male ghost, there is news about Shen Yichen, which makes me very disgusted, and at the same time, I have to accept this news about Ming Yichen.
It's just that the male ghost seems to realize that such words are a bit inappropriate. After a moment of silence, he picked me up.
"Do you remember something that was important before?" The male ghost tried to ask.
"What counts as important? When was it before? "Several times in a row, the male ghost can enter my dreams at will, which makes me very afraid that the male ghost is not intentionally letting me see some of my dreams.
"If you don't know, forget it, if you don't want me to touch you, you'd better continue to sleep obediently now." The male ghost seemed to be bullying a child, and directly ravaged my hair.
I shook my head dissatisfied, but I still hadn't escaped the clutches of the male ghost.
After my hair was messed up, the male ghost hugged me very gently.
"Promise me not to leave me no matter what." The male ghost murmured in my ear as if he were a hypnotist.
I shook my head insistently, I didn't want to put a trap on myself.
"I'm a human, you're a ghost, and we're destined to have nothing between us." I said it very coldly.
Actually, I don't know if it's for the male ghost or for myself.
Maybe I really don't want to find a ghost as my object.
The male ghost was obviously very dissatisfied with my answer, but he really didn't do anything, just hugged me very hard, as if he was afraid that I would leave.
"Can you loosen it a little bit? I, I'm almost out of breath. ”
I asked cautiously.
Anyway, the male ghost is still a ghost, and he can do anything to me, but I really can't resist the male ghost's actions.
The male ghost can touch me, but I can't touch the male ghost's entity.
He was a little relieved when he heard my words, but he still held me tightly.
"I'm thinking about leaving this city tomorrow, I don't think you should leave here, compared to other places, this place seems to be more suitable for you, there is not much sunshine, it won't hurt you."
I couldn't help but hug the pillow tightly, for me, such a thing, to say it, I felt very stupid.
When I couldn't protect myself, I was still thinking about how others could be comfortable.