Liu Yan is also strange.

When Empress Cao persuaded her, she was full of irritability. Now that everyone doesn't care about her, they are busy with them, as if Liu Yan doesn't exist, and she is not happy anymore.

"Queen Mother, can I not marry anymore?"

Empress Cao glanced at her.

"Okay, but since it's your business, it's your responsibility to go out and tell everyone that you're not married, and I won't pass the word for you."

She just said, can she really go out to meet people and say that she won't marry?

Liu Yan glared.

The queen mother has also become a bad person.

Seeing her like this, Empress Cao also asked her meaningfully: "Where are you dissatisfied?" Not enough dowry? Regret that the princess's mansion chose the wrong place? Don't want to get married this month? Don't say you want to change the pony, it's too late for you to mention it. ”

Who said she was going to change ponies?

There is a lot of dowry, and the princess's mansion is also to her heart, and there is no better day when the weather is lukewarm this month, as for the concubine......

If she wants to say that she wants to change horses, Lu Yi can strangle her if she is not guaranteed.

Really, without exaggeration.

If Tian Lin is the kind of person who can live without Princess Fuyu and have five princesses, Lu Yi is the opposite. How sleek he looks, how stubborn he is inside, definitely not without fish and shrimp...... No, not the kind of person who can do without sisters and sisters.

Liu Yan would not dare to regret her marriage, even if she was the emperor's daughter, some people could not be provoked.

In fact...... In fact, she also knows that there is nothing wrong with this marriage, but she is unhappy in her own heart.

She was flustered, scared, and always felt as if she was going to cut herself off by the roots, and her future was uncertain from now on, and her life and death were unpredictable.

Approaching the wedding date, she was also busy, trying on clothes again and again, and all kinds of jewelry turned around in front of her.

Lu Yi can't "stop by" to meet her anymore.

The eldest sister specially came to the palace to see her, told her about getting married, and comforted her by the way.

What's going on with getting married, Princess Fuyu said vaguely.

But Liu Yan understood.

I was even more panicked because I understood.

She even felt that getting married was a disadvantage for a woman.

It sounds scary.

What's more, you have to give birth in the future!

Why should a woman get married? Just to take care of the family after getting married? Serving her husband and serving her in-laws have to risk your life to have a child?

"That's how the world comes." Princess Fuyu said: "Now you think about it terrible, and when the matter comes, you won't be afraid." ”

Liu Yan asked quietly: "Then, big sister, aren't you afraid of having a child?" ”

"I'm afraid." Princess Fuyu told the truth: "Whether it was when I gave birth to Hui'er before or when I gave birth to the second one, I was afraid in my heart. But that was my child, and one day my colt and I were gone, but there was still our blood in this world, passed down from generation to generation. When people come to this world, they have to leave something behind. Those who have the ability to leave behind their merits, like we ......" Princess Fuyu paused and said, "Probably only the bloodline can be left." ”

"But it's women who are desperate to have children, and when they write to the family tree and the book, the woman doesn't even deserve a name, it's good to have a surname, and any advantage is taken advantage of by men."

Princess Fuyu glanced at Liu Yan in some surprise: "Yes, even if it is a princess, we will probably not be mentioned in the book thousands of years later - there are too many people who have not been mentioned, and everyone wants to be remembered by future generations, so will future generations remember it?" Remember what the names of the eighteen generations of ancestors were, what did they do, and how useful was it? Can you rely on this to be fed and clothed? ”

Liu Yan was suddenly asked.

"After all, people live forward, maybe the women of the future will be more comfortable, maybe not as good as we are now, who knows? Compared to other women in the world, we are so lucky. Sometimes I think, if my mother didn't raise me at that time, but handed me over to a distant relative of the Qian family, what kind of life would I live now? It may be that I don't have to worry about food and clothing, and I will marry a reliable man, but I must not have traveled as many places as I do now, and I may only know a little bit about the things that a woman in the back house knows. Princess Fuyu touched Liu Yan's head, although the sister in front of her had reached the age of getting married, the undisguised openness and doubt on her face were exactly the same as when she was a child.

When she was a child, she was like this, she trusted herself very much, and she always had more problems than ordinary children. Sometimes Princess Fuyu feels that compared with her younger sister, the couple of children born now is actually much more well-behaved, and it is not as difficult as when she was a child.

"Don't always think about what you don't get, what you can't get, think more about what you get, people will be much happier."

What the big sister said is of course right.

Liu Yan also knew that her thoughts were strange now, but she couldn't control them, these thoughts were like bubbles in a boiling kettle, bubbling up in piles.

Princess Fuyu told her an interesting story outside: "Do you know how many girls outside envy you? ”

"I'm afraid I've always had people envy me, right? That's not surprising. ”

Liu Yan has heard the words of others envy her more than once.

I envy her for being born as the daughter of the emperor and the queen, and she has everything here for good things that others can't see in their lifetime, golden branches and jade leaves, and the proud daughter of the sky.

"Where, I envy you for marrying Lu Yi."

"Huh?" Liu Yan was quite surprised: "Why is Lu Yi quite popular?" ”

Although Lu Yi's conditions are ...... in all aspects Well, it's okay, but his family background and his reputation can hold him back. If you really want to talk about it, he is far worse than the few men who are known as the four most beautiful men in the capital, is there anyone who wants to marry him?

Princess Fuyu nodded her finger at her: "You, your heart is too big." Tell you, you're not the only one who can look at people with a pair of discerning eyes. ”

"Then how did he ......?"

Didn't you get snatched by someone else?

Princess Fuyu understood what Liu Yan meant: "He didn't mean it himself, he made up his mind, but I'm afraid that even the emperor can't beat him." ”

That's true.

However, does this also show Lu Yi's intentions for her?

If he didn't really want to be her concubine, he would be able to disobey his father's orders.

When Guiyuan sent Princess Fuyu out of Anhe Palace, he sincerely thanked her.

"Or do you have a way, I see that our princess is much quieter now, and there is still a smile on her face."

Princess Fuyu shook her head: "It's not me who has a way. ”

She is a person from the past, how can she not understand the feeling of being married? In fact, the source of Liu Yan's uneasiness is still in Lu Yi's body.

Just now, Princess Fuyu just broke Lu Yi's mind a little, and Liu Yan immediately became much more down-to-earth.

Princess Fuyu also had such worries, afraid that she would be trusted by someone for life and sincerity.

Fortunately, Meng Liu did not disappoint her.