Chapter 166: He's Really a Miserable Man
I smelled a smell of alcohol on Shen Yinan's body, but it wasn't heavy. Looking at him in a cold sweat again, he probably knew what was going on, and pushed him away.
"Drunk?"
"Hmm."
Didn't eat anything tonight and drank alcohol? Yes, you did it yourself, don't come down if you have the ability, you will die upstairs.
I think I should go to sleep. Shen Yinan grabbed my shoulders for a moment, "I can't sleep at all if I don't drink, and when I close my eyes, it's all you spinning." I've not dreamed of that fire for a long time. “
"Haven't you been in this time?" The psychiatrist told me that if his condition improved, he would slowly stop thinking about it. But he actually dreamed about it again tonight, what kind of trigger is this? I thought about it all day today, I didn't have much of him, I even went out with him, shouldn't he sleep very soundly.
Shen Yinan said that there was a wedding banquet on the night of Ma Yancheng, but it was not deep, he woke up quickly, and the reality of tonight made him palpitate, plus his stomach hurt, he was uncomfortable like being roasted on the fire for a while, and it was like soaking in ice for a while, and he couldn't sleep peacefully.
"Why the hell are you, aren't you okay during the day?" The person's subconscious is too difficult to understand, thinking that it is good, but the sudden appearance of this shows that he is still in an extremely uneasy state.
"I don't know. Probably because you mentioned that you saved Ling Xue, I would think of that picture. “
I thought about it for a while, and I also felt that this was the case, after all, Ling Xue, a madman, had only restored all the things of the year in front of him, and he would naturally not be able to stand it.
I asked him to sit down on the couch and went to the bathroom to get him a clean towel and "wipe off the sweat." “
Seeing that I was about to leave again, he subconsciously took my hand, "Where are you going?" “
"I'll get you soda bread. Or do you not want to eat it? "He seems to have had stomach aches a few times before, but I didn't pay much attention to it at the time. Now I feel that he is not an iron person, and he will have such and such small problems, and he needs to recuperate his body more than me.
Wait, how did I think this stubble is coming. What do I have to do with him now, really. I really despise myself. Don't heal the scar and forget the pain. The scum is not worth pitiing.
I put the whole box of biscuits in front of him, poured him another glass of warm water, and said, "Rest early after eating." “
"Can you stay with me?" He grabbed my hand and wouldn't let go.
I could feel the hot flashes and sweat in his palms, and it was really uncomfortable for him to be so hot in this weather.
"I didn't tell you during the day, you don't have to think about it all the time, I want to save her myself. Moreover, it doesn't mean that I don't hate her if I save her, she is always responsible for what she has done, such as everything she plotted against me in the first place. Thinking about it this way, wouldn't you be better? “
I rarely slowed down my voice and said these words to Shen Yinan. I used to disdain to fight with Ling Xue, and at that time, the situation was a bit complicated, I always thought that Shen Yinan had reservations about Ling Xue's affairs, and he was special to her, so I felt that no matter how much I fought, it was useless, but I let myself be trapped in the love network and couldn't get out.
After I settled down in Maodu completely, I didn't care about Ling Xue anymore. Whether she is ruthless or not, whether she is vicious or not, it has nothing to do with me, as long as she doesn't appear in front of me and doesn't mess with me, I won't pay attention to her, but once she provokes me, her life will never be easy.
I thought that she would always learn to be obedient for more than two years, but I didn't know that she became more brainless. It was also a period of time before that when I had to bring my heart treasure, and I had to be busy with the wedding of Ma Yan and Xiaoxiao for the New Year, I didn't have time to clean up this garbage, and now there is not much urgency to be busy with, I always have to give her a different gift, so that she can remember who she is.
"What are you thinking?"
Probably because of the change in my expression or eyes, Shen Yinan was sensitive to it.
"Nothing. You rest, I want to sleep too. “
He pressed my body to stand up, "Just sleep here, I'll just watch you and do nothing." “
I squinted slightly, "Are you worried about something, are you afraid that I will disappear into thin air, or are you afraid that I will suddenly run away and you will never be found again?" If I really don't want you to look for it, no matter how uneasy and worried you are, it's useless. ”
He smiled bitterly: "Just because I understand that you are ruthless, I can't let go, I always feel that I have to watch it with my own eyes and hold it hard to convince myself that you are here." ”
I was completely speechless. I don't want to sleep on the couch. But I don't want to, let him come into my room again. He's been in once and I don't want him to get used to it.
I broke free of his hand, put a pillow behind my head, and slowly lay down.
Shen Yinan sat at my feet, staring at me for a moment, his eyes soft and supple, reflecting the moonlight.
I soon fell asleep, and the strange thing was that my dreams also became disorganized, one moment was Shen Yinan's panicked face, one moment was Lu Huainian's pretending relaxed face, and then one of them pulled one of my arms and pulled it in the opposite direction, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't stand it.
Shen Yinan said: "Lu Huainian, you let go." Isn't it enough, you have already married another woman and had children, and you are not qualified to rob her with me. ”
Lu Huainian said: "The one who should let go is you." You married her but didn't cherish her, who is to blame? I can't let you hurt her anymore. ”
"You forget her, that's the biggest harm to her."
"What about you, you connived at other women to hurt her, this is your deep affection for her?"
I shook them off, "Don't make any noise, I don't want any of them." With that, I turned around and left.
When I woke up, my whole body was very tired, Shen Yinan actually hugged me, his head was on my shoulder, his eyes were closed, his expression was relaxed, and he seemed to be sleeping well.
I tried to withdraw from his arms, but his hands tightened, and I tried to get a pillow to hold him instead, but before I could move, he woke up.
I slept so lightly that I didn't dare to move anymore, and he continued to fall asleep without waking up.
By the time Shen Yinan woke up from a full night's sleep, I was already so hungry that I couldn't speak. This big guy is really the president's life, and he can even toss people when he sleeps.
"What do you want to eat? I'll get it for you. “
I ordered a lot of unceremoniously, but what I really wanted to eat was just white porridge and side dishes.
Shen Yinan went to wash, and then went to the kitchen to cook breakfast for me refreshed, saying that lunch was okay, after all, it was not early.
"I'm going out later, I may not come back to eat tonight, you can solve it yourself."
"Where are you going?"
I looked at him fixedly, wondering if I should tell him. Originally, my grievances and grievances with Ling Xue were related to him, and they were related, and they had nothing to do with him, nor did they have anything to do with him.
I still didn't hide it from him: "I want to solve Ling Xue." Do you have an opinion? “
Shen Yinan came out of the kitchen, "I'll go with you." “
"No, I'll do it all by myself. If you go, you will cause chaos. But if you want to save her to the maximum, you can ......" Before I finished my words, I was pressed against the wall by Shen Yinan's shoulders.
"You still don't believe me. Did I kill her so you could trust me? “
I stretched out my finger and poked his chest, this action was a bit of a flirtatious element, I just did it on purpose, "I don't believe you, think about who caused this." I don't know who covered her again and again? Why, take back those promises you made to her, and you can act as if a lot of things didn't happen? Shen Yinan, I can't be as big-hearted as you, I have always had revenge. So, there are some things I have to do and you can't, and that's probably fate. ”
"There's nothing that can't be done. Even if it's fate, I can change it. Wen Ying, I haven't slept so well for nearly a thousand days and nights, I'm so greedy that I want to see you every day, sleep with you, and cook what you want to eat when I wake up, I want to come to your world, I want you to be my woman, and then have one or two children, and we will spend the second half of our lives together. Nothing else, it doesn't matter. All I want is you. ”
I looked at him faintly, "What if I can't give birth?" ”
"Then I won't give birth."
"What if I don't want to get married?"
"Then it won't end, but you can only be me by your side."
"What if I regret being with you, and I don't want you anymore?"
"I'm ......," he paused, and then said for a few seconds, "Then I'm not going to go." “
I raised my eyebrows, "You go and make breakfast first." “
Shen Yinan turned back to the kitchen. Just then, the doorbell rang.
I saw an incredible person in the cat's eye. Chen Gongzi. I almost forgot about his existence, he suddenly appeared, and I thought about it for a while before I remembered.
"You called Chen Yan here?"
Shen Yinan frowned slightly, "No." ”
"That's weird." Did Chen Gongzi find the door by himself? Looking for me or Shen Yinan? It's kind of interesting.
I opened the door and met Chen Yan.
"Wow, that's you."
I gave a particularly cold response: "Who are you?" “
"Haven't you forgotten who I am? Do you remember Shen Yinan? Your poor ex-husband, your ex-husband who is about to be tortured to the point that he can't be human, and he can't die. “
If I hadn't known that this man was in this nature, I would have closed the door, gone back to the house and got a broom, and then went out to greet him. As soon as I heard that, I knew what he was coming from.
I deliberately replied to him, "Oh? Do I have an ex-husband? You seem to know me very well, sir. “
"Of course. Would you like me to come in and have a chat? “
"Okay." Looking at him like this, he probably didn't expect Shen Yinan to be in my room at all. He came over to make peace and be a trust. When a brother is like this, he has nothing to say, but as far as he is, I don't know if he will become more and more discordant as he talks.
I brought Chen Yan into the living room and deliberately asked him to sit on his back to the kitchen.
Chen Yan took out a photo of Shen Yinan from his coat pocket and put it in front of me, "Oh, this is your ex-husband, called Shen Yinan, do you still have an impression?" “
"Nope."
"I guess you probably don't remember, it's okay, then I'll tell you about his situation in the past two years. He's really miserable, before our brothers thought he felt guilty about you, but I didn't expect the feelings to be so deep. The brothers introduced him to a woman who looked six or seven points like you, and guess what, he couldn't. Mr. Shen, it's not good. Then the brothers introduced him to the old Chinese medicine doctor, and the result was even more desperate, saying that he was not cured, and he was stimulated to have no descendants in this life. He has nothing to do except sleep and eat and miss you every day, after a long time, people are not good, and the brothers are afraid that he will regret it in the future, after all, he has no descendants, so he plans to take him to donate a little personnel, as a result, take your photos, good guy, the survival rate is 90 percent......"
I was stunned and didn't hear a miserable taste, but someone couldn't hold it back, grabbed the spatula and knocked it on Chen Yan's head, and asked in a dark voice: "What are you doing?" “