Chapter 96: Remembering the Past
Hu Ling'er finally knew about Bai Mo's departure, and he couldn't help but seal himself in the end, and on this day, she cried bitterly in front of Bai Mo's temple.
In the past, she always hid her fragility, and always showed a pungent appearance in front of people, but she put her weakness in the deepest part of her soul, and used her already scarred heart to meet the wind and rain alone, until the white ink disappeared, and she finally collapsed and died in the last dying stubbornness.
In front of the man she loves, she doesn't have any weapons to disguise herself, only follow and cling, she thinks that in this way, one day, she can use her own hands to pull out the thorns, even in front of the blood, she will not give up, she will be able to keep the flowers blooming and the moon is bright.
This is her helpless strategy as a woman, but she firmly believes that as long as she persists, she will eventually usher in the dawn. Anyway, everything dissipated, and even such an imbecile plan collapsed and couldn't continue to ......... forward.
"Bai Mo, you are so ruthless, have you forgotten that there is still a person in this world who loves you to the bone, why? No matter how hard I try, you won't want to look at me? Accept me a little? What am I inferior to her? Let you seal yourself so desperately for her, do you know that if you do this, you can change something? You are bitter, I am even more bitter. What would I do without you? How to survive? Who am I arguing with? I can't get your love, and those daily quarrels with you are so beautiful to me, Bai Mo, where are you? Where the hell are you? You won't die, don't lie to me Hu Ling'er, you have a thousand years of Taoism, you can't die, so, you come out, you're not there, who quarrels with me, who fights with me, Bai Mo, do you hear me? I heard you reply to me, reply to me, ........ ”
Those distant memories are vivid, she has loved him for so long, even if she often touches her head and bleeds, it has become ordinary in the long river of years, without these ordinary, she also feels empty, lost, and empty.
When the road she had walked in the past was covered with wild grass, she realized that so many quarrels and fights were all beautiful scenery in her life at this moment, and she couldn't erase them from her memory, only nostalgia.
Thousands of years ago, at that time, the fox Ling'er was still very immature, and she could only be a fox if she couldn't turn into a human body, but she was greedy for fun and strayed into the hunter's trap and was in danger of being killed by the hunter.
On that day, Bai Mo was walking in the mountains, and met a hunter who was hurrying down the mountain, and Hu Ling'er's sad eyes and low cry attracted him.
He paused, felt pity in his heart, and moved to the hunter: "This benefactor, can you let this fox in your hand go, you see that it is frightened, as if it also knows that if it falls into your hands, it will definitely die." The Buddha said that all living beings have the virtue of a good life, if you let it go, there will be your kindness in this merit book. ”
Seeing that the way was blocked, the hunter hesitated, and hurriedly hid Hu Ling'er behind him, for fear that he would forcibly snatch it.
"I didn't hit anything today, let it go? I got nothing left. I have climbed several mountains to hunt, and the family's income depends on me hunting, and I can sell this fox for a good price, and I can get a lot of silver just for this fox skin, and I said don't stop me, I have to hurry back, and look for a buyer before it gets dark. ”
Seeing that the hunter had made up his mind, and seeing Hu Ling'er pleading, he took off a bracelet on his wrist: "Donor, you see, I am practicing here, it is impossible to have silver taels with me, but this bracelet has followed me for many years, it is very spiritual, it is a cherished thing, I give it to you, I will be able to keep your whole family safe, if you believe in me, you will be lucky, and what you will get when the time comes, will not be less than this fox." ”
The hunter suddenly came to his senses: "What you said is true or false?" My old mother has been loyal to the Buddha all her life, she has always opposed me hunting, but I can't make a living if I don't hunt, I can't be filial to her old man, I am also helpless, her old man has been sick recently, and refuses to eat meat, the health is very bad, this immortal, I see you are very kind, and I believe you. If I give her this string of Buddhist beads, I wonder if my old mother will be happier. ”
Bai Mo saw that he was very respectful and knew that he was a person who put filial piety first. He also wanted to help such a person, so he said: "Donor, as long as you are willing to release this fox, after you go back, your mother's illness will definitely be cured, if you don't believe it, you can come back to me." He pointed to the side of the mountain: "Look, I am in this temple in the mountains, and if what I say is not true, you come to me, I will be there at any time." If what I say is true, then let go of the hunting path, no more hunting, and be devoted to goodness. ”