Chapter 269: Guang Shaoqing's letter
The inside of the cemetery is the same as it was eighteen years ago, and almost nothing has changed. My son and I stood in front of Guang Shaoqing's tombstone, looking at the yellowed and faded photo.
It was pasted by his master back then, but after Guang Shaoqing was resurrected, Jing Sichen specially found someone to cover up this place.
It's only now that it's back to normal, but the time above hasn't changed. And Guang Shaoqing has always been a very low-key person, so no one noticed anything abnormal at all.
I was looking at the tombstone when I heard footsteps and a few barking dogs behind me.
"Why are you here?"
It was his son's voice, which sounded a little surprised, but it didn't seem to come from the heart.
When I looked back, I saw that Wen Wen came over with a few people in black, and she was also surrounded by the boy who had taken away the dog in the temple before.
I looked at her and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, then turned my head to look at my son with some confusion. I thought about how this girl had offended her son, otherwise how could she have come here.
It's a pity that it's too late to stop it now, and besides, it's the son who deliberately wants her to see it. Seeing me looking at him, Jing Sichen just smiled faintly and said, "Let's go back." ”
I had to nod and leave with him on the other side, not that I didn't want to explain to the warmth. But there is no way to explain such a thing clearly, it is better to let her find an excuse for herself to forget.
Warmth shouted a few times in the back, but in the end it didn't catch up, and I left as if I was running away.
On the way, Jing Sichen sat next to me and drove the car, I watched him be silent for a moment, and finally asked, "Why do you want to let the warmth follow?" ”
My son looked back at me and said, "The more brutal the truth, the more cheering it is." She's still so young, and we're friends anyway. ”
Jing Sichen turned his head and smiled at me as he spoke, and I couldn't help but be stunned when I looked at it.
Sure enough, what I Ouyang Ze said was not wrong, I seem to be really old. There are some things that my son hasn't understood yet, and I just want to hide Guang Shaoqing's affairs.
But she didn't forget the warm feelings, in fact, she wouldn't feel good if she didn't know it. After all, Guang Shaoqing will not come back, this has become a fact.
I looked at my son and sighed and said, "Maybe you're doing the right thing." ”
Jing Sichen turned to look at me and smiled, and I couldn't help but laugh. In fact, in the end, it's all someone else's business, and maybe others will think I'm selfish.
But how much better can I be in my own situation now, so instead of worrying about others, I should worry about my own affairs.
It was almost noon when I got home, but it was overcast. On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the streets are very sparsely populated, and even the wandering ghosts are much less.
I sat in the car and looked at the shops on both sides of the street, and I hadn't been out for a long time. Suddenly, a feeling hit my heart, not sad or sad.
It's just that I suddenly felt empty in my heart, and I don't seem to know anyone I know except for my son, Ouyang Ze and Xiao Yangyang.
It seems that all the people who know have encountered accidents because of their own reasons, Xiaorui is like this, and so is Shaoqing.
But this was not what I thought, and I didn't know when it started to feel like I had fallen into a black hole.
It was pulling itself away from the world, and I suddenly realized that this feeling was loneliness.
When my son saw me staring out the window, he reached out and took out an envelope and handed it to me, but when I looked back, it was the one I had just seen in the temple.
It's just that I was suddenly disturbed by the warmth, and I don't know where the letter fell all of a sudden. Unexpectedly, now it is in my son's hands, I slowly took the letter and opened it carefully.
There was only a thin page in it, and I couldn't help but cry when I read it. In this life, Guang Shaoqing died twice for me, but I was destined to fail him.
Now all he has left is the wisp of demon left in his heart, and he didn't say anything else in the letter, just told me that the remaining half of my soul was actually sealed by his master in the string of Buddhist beads that Guang Shaoqing gave to Xiao Yangyang.
As long as I burned the Buddha beads, half of my soul could be returned to its place, and I couldn't help myself for a while when I looked at the short letters.
I sat for a moment, but my son wiped his tears with a tissue that he had handed me. Finding that the car had stopped in front of his house, my son turned his head to look at me and asked softly, "Do you want me to take Xiao Yangyang over?" ”
Jing Sichen kept staring at me like this, and I knew that with his cleverness, he didn't need to peek to know what was written in this letter.
I folded the letter and put it back in the envelope and said, "Now there are so many wandering spirits outside, I can't help you always take Xiao Yangyang with you." I want to keep the beads on her body. ”
With that, I put the envelope away and slowly got out of the car. When I got to the house, I suddenly felt a little empty, and then I remembered that the Filipino maids had been sent to the hospital.
In the past, when there were Filipino maids, I always felt that there were a lot of people in the house, but now suddenly there is no one and it is a little desolate.
Suddenly, there was no one in the house who served hot tea, and I was still a little unaccustomed to it. I thought I wanted to get something to eat, but I found that I couldn't use anything in the kitchen except for the microwave.
Fortunately, the son will be soon, and there is a man who comes in with him. He looks a little old, but he is very energetic.
The gray beard is very well trimmed, I have never seen this person, but I can guess that he is the butler by looking at his dress.
"How are they?"
I came out with two cups of coffee, just in time to be talking to him.
The butler saw me bowing politely and said slowly, "Evan has been diagnosed as severely mentally ill, and Susan and Blaney are still under observation in the hospital after being poisoned. ”
Jing Sichen nodded, not saying anything.
The housekeeper said that Ai Wen is probably the Filipino maid who was controlled by the puppet spider, and in the end, I am still the one who has affected them.
I'm afraid that the Hades family has become a terrifying legend in the industry, and I don't know if I can still get a Filipino maid.
I couldn't help but wonder what to eat at noon, and it was time for my normal meal. I'm really not used to going out to eat, thinking that it's been many years since I last cooked.
"The new one should be there soon, and it won't delay your lunch."
The butler said and looked up at the watch on his wrist, and I couldn't help but look up. Three more people walked in through the back door, dressed almost exactly like the one before them.
And the faces of foreigners are really not very recognizable to me and us, so I can't tell who they are.
Besides, I don't spend much time at home, so I don't have much communication. They watched us bow and go about their jobs, and I couldn't help but feel relieved.
Jing Sichen explained a few words to the housekeeper and let him leave, and I couldn't help but be in a trance when I looked at my son.
I don't know if it's because I'm about to leave into a strange transition, or if it's the sudden accident of my parents, which makes me even more relieved of my son.
Although I know that he can protect himself well, I am still very reluctant in my heart.
Seeing that I had been staring at him, Jing Sichen's face was slightly red. After holding back for a while, he said, "This is what I brought back from the temple, it should be something that Uncle Guang Shaoqing left for you." ”
He said what he said, took out a bag and handed it to me, I reached out to take it, and looked at my son's appearance, I couldn't help but feel cute.
Involuntarily reached out and touched his hair, but Jing Sichen was suddenly stunned. My eyes were a little red, and I looked at me in a daze and couldn't speak for a long time.
I looked at him and hurriedly smiled, patted my son on the shoulder and said, "Let's eat first, and then we'll see after eating." ”
As he spoke, he pulled his son to the dining table, and the two of them sat at both ends of a large table, and this sense of distance couldn't help but make people feel a little sad.
I couldn't hold it anymore after I didn't rest all night last night, so my son accompanied me back to the room and left.
As for what he does, I don't want to interfere too much, I missed his growth, but I can't selfishly make up for the vacancy in my heart by interfering in his future.
Picking up the bag that Jing Sichen brought back, there were not many things in it. A few boxes contained brushes that Guang Shaoqing had been using before, as well as a few boxes of cinnabar.
There was only one palm-sized box that was a little different from the others, and I didn't know why I hesitated when I held it.
Finally, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before slowly opening the box, which contained a very ordinary bracelet.
I couldn't help but shrink in my heart, this bracelet was given to me by Guang Shaoqing when I first met Jing Sichen. Because I told him about being haunted by ghosts, but this bracelet was torn and thrown away by Ming Yichen.
I didn't expect him to keep it, and I repeatedly lied to him that he forgot to bring it. I didn't expect him to know about it a long time ago, and he didn't get angry with himself.
I lay on the bed, clutching the bracelet tightly in my hands and slowly closing my eyes. I'm destined to owe him so much in my life that I don't even have a chance to pay it back now.
Maybe the demon in his heart left in his heart is also a punishment for himself, I sighed and put the bracelet that Guang Shaoqing had repaired in the palm of my hand.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart, now I can't control what I want to bring. However, this bracelet was still very effective at the beginning, but I don't know if there are a few more cracks or it is not as effective as it was at the beginning.
I reached out and untied the whip that Ouyang Ze gave me and put it next to my pillow, and now I am fully armed. It's just that his own ability is insufficient, but he can only rely on these things to protect himself, and he can't help but feel a little sad when he thinks about it.
The sleepiness just now disappeared all at once, and he simply turned over and sat up. I turned out the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone that Guang Shaoqing had left behind, and practiced the talisman he had taught me before.
Thinking that the last time Ouyang Ze drew that talisman on his father's body, it was very powerful, and I thought to myself, even if I could only draw a little ghost with the magic of God, I couldn't help it.
I couldn't help but be full of fighting spirit, so I moved a small table and put it on the bed and started practicing, but I didn't have contact for a long time and felt a lot of hands.
And I don't know if it's because I'm tired in the first place, or because of these things. Before the last picture was complete, I felt that I couldn't hold on to the fight with my eyelids.
With the pen in his hand, he fell asleep on the table, as if he had returned to the temple in a daze. But it was like Dean Gu's room in Sanqing Academy, and the two locations overlapped in my mind.