"I'm not stupid, I know what you mean. I just think it's a matter of effort, so why don't you want to help? ”

"It's just a gentle word, why don't you want to say it?"

Chen Yue's words were neither salty nor light, and her tone was neither light nor heavy, not like a reproach or a justification.

Song Yao listened carefully and didn't interrupt, and slowly, he understood. Chen Yue was just willing to be used, and she didn't even think it was a use, it was just a gesture.

"However, it's not just you who advised me to stay away from her, Yaoyao also said it."

"I can understand that you are doing it for my own good, but today I was suddenly scared when I saw her sitting on the windowsill."

"I'm afraid that in the end, what is good for me will hurt another person. I can't blame you, but I'm going to be miserable, you know? ”

"So please, don't hurt others because of me in the future, and don't hurt yourself because of me."

Song Yao sounded a little strange to this, but Du Jingchen, who returned home, slowly remembered these words, and after more than a year, he suddenly understood what Chen Yue meant.

This is not much different from what Chen Yue said to Du Jingchen on the night of the third year of high school.

- I don't want to hurt anyone...... Every one of you feels bad because of me, I feel that this is a disguised punishment for me.

- I don't know what to do to keep you from feeling bad.

- I'm still thinking like a virgin, and I can't see anyone hurt...... But I can't give anything.

- What torments me is that you are suffering because you like me.

She seems to be really afraid of hurting others, if thinking about others is kind, then she is already kind to the point of perversion.

It was as if the person who was hurt was herself, as if the person who felt the pain was herself.

Du Jingchen suddenly regretted a little, and said that to Chen Yue to keep her away from Xue Wan, and also regretted that before Xue Wan jumped down, he did not respond to Chen Yue's request and say a word not to hate.

But it's just regret.

In the car.

"So you actually have some resentment against me in your heart, right?" Song Yao's tone was quite calm at the moment.

"If something happens to her today, will you alienate me?"

"No, it won't." Chen Yue answered almost in seconds.

Song Yao breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

I heard Chen Yue say slowly: "But I don't want to, I don't want this to happen." ”

"Like the last time you did to that pervert, I'm not going to alienate you because I like you. But until then, if I had known what you were thinking, I would have stopped you. ”

"You feel sorry for that scumbag?" Song Yao's tone was a little weird.

"Hahaha~" Chen Yue couldn't help but smile when she heard this.

"Honestly, it's a little, after all, he didn't get any good. Still, I don't want you to have so much blood on your hands. ”

Song Yao, if it weren't for loving you, if it weren't for your sickness, I might have chosen to leave, or I would have told you frankly that I was also very uncomfortable.

But I love you, and I must take care of your sickness, so even if I am sorry for these things, and reproach you for these things, I dare not speak.

When will such days come to an end?

"Song Yao, get better quickly. I have so much to say to you, so much more to do with you. ”

When Song Yao heard this, his eyes darkened a little.

"Why can't you talk to me now, can't you do it with me?"

He may know the reason, but he still doesn't want to hear Chen Yue say it in person.

"Because I'm afraid. Fear of hurting you, but also fear of hurting yourself. ”

In front of you, I am afraid that I will be seen even if I am sad.

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