Chapter 154: The night is too long, and the moonlight will surely cool down

I turned around and wanted to leave, but Shen Yinan pulled my arm tightly, I wanted to shake it off, but he intensified it and directly buckled me into his arms.

He is so tall, although I have been a little rounder and weighed a few pounds in the past two years, where is my strength comparable to that of a man.

"What do you do? Let go. ”

I didn't dare to raise my voice, it was quiet in the hospital, and if I screamed, wouldn't it cause onlookers. But Shen Yinan, a madman, what the hell is he going to do.

He wrapped his arms around my waist, lifted me off the ground, and turned into the safe passage.

"You're crazy." I bent my knees, eager to knock him into a wreck.

He didn't dodge, let me attack, and then his face turned pale with pain, but he still didn't let go.

"I'm crazy, no matter what you do to me, if you want me to go, that's impossible. We just consume it, spend a lifetime. I'm patient enough now, and I don't care about the skin. Wen Ying, believe it or not, some people are born to be entangled? It's like a vine that grows and wraps together, and in the end, there is almost no difference between you and me. If you don't believe it, I can do it for you, for a lifetime, whether it is long or not, whether it is short or not, I am not in a hurry to have you again, but I will not let go and let you belong to others. No one but me. ”

I don't know what kind of mentality he has, he has been very low for the past few days, but today he suddenly changed, and he seemed to be talking to me harshly, and he had to get me.

I think he is really lenient enough, and my name is not on his household registration book, I want to fall in love, get married, and have children, do I have to report to him?

"Shen Yinan, are you using your identity to prevent me from belonging to someone else? I don't need you, an outsider, to interfere in my life. I will always have someone I like again, and then I will start a family and have children. ”

"Yes, you can have someone you like again, but you want to get married, start a family, have children, and no one can help you except me. Unless that person can bear it, wherever you go, I will go too, and I will be behind you in whatever you do. “

I almost forgot that Shen Yinan was a sinister villain.

"Do you really think that no one will dare to marry me like this?"

The helplessness in Shen Yinan's eyes appeared, "I don't want to threaten you, I want to be good to you, I want you to love me again." “

"What's the?" It doesn't look like a slut, why can't you pick it up after two years?

"But you can't deny that even if you said you liked me in the past and wanted to be a real husband and wife with me, you weren't fully committed, at least you wouldn't love me and believe in me wholeheartedly like you did to Lu Huainian. I'm very arrogant and arrogant, I can't say anything jealous of him, so I'm awkward, I'm angry, you can see this, but you just choose to let go. I owe you a lot in dealing with Ling Xue's affairs, but your heart is not here for me, which is the fundamental reason. ”

I stared coldly at his face, "Now tell me this, what do you want to express?" ”

"I want to express that I regret it. Since I was sensible, I have never regretted every decision I have made, everything I have done. Even if it was Ling Xue's matter, I felt guilty but I never regretted it, and I never thought of getting back together with her. I regret that I didn't hold on to you earlier, I regret that I didn't give you what you want, I regret that I spent so little time with you, I regret that I didn't tell you everything I wanted to say, I regret that I listened to you and divorced you, and I regret that every time I wanted to take a step forward, I pushed you further. You are cold-hearted and ruthless, but you are better to Lu Huainian than to me, you will be soft-hearted towards him, and you will involuntarily remove all your defenses, you have never put away those sharp thorns from beginning to end to me. ”

I was speechless. What's the use of talking about that now.

"So Shen Yinan, even the sky is against me being with you. Originally, you and I are people of two worlds. “

Shen Yinan pinched my chin, "Don't prevaricate me with such words." Lu Huainian became a father, he has a family, and he is no longer qualified to stand by your side. Even if he is looking for you all over the world, one wrong step and one wrong step, there is no turning back. You and him are the people of the two worlds. ”

Why did he mention Lu Huainian when he opened his mouth and closed his mouth, because this stalk was a thorn in his heart, and it was impossible to pull it out in this life? Also, Lu Huainian's birth was expected by the whole family, but Shen Yinan's birth was a tool-like existence in his mother's full calculation.

Probably no one can not care at all, because Lu Huainian's father is also Shen Yinan's father. and Shen Junquan, who actually used Shen Yinan's mother's death to deceive him for so long.

"You don't have to pretend to him in front of me. Am I the only one among you, one or the other? “

Shen Yinan looked at me deeply, "You are wrong, it's not that it's one or the other, but I won't give myself another chance and stay too far away from you." Ling Xue's matter, I will explain it to you, I will not let anyone hurt you again, and the people you care about. ”

"No, I don't." It's not that I'm incapable of protecting myself, as well as those I love.

When the two sides were at a stalemate, he suddenly lowered his head and pressed against my neck, his breath burning all over.

I subconsciously wanted to break away, but he said a little vaguely: "Let me rest for a while, just for a while." "He gasped for air, so much so that I could feel some subtle changes in him, such as his increasing body temperature and the feeling of weight on his whole body against me.

"You get up. Don't play this game with me. “

I reached out and pushed him backwards, unconscious and fell to the ground. Only then did I see that Shen Yinan's face was extremely pale, his eyes were closed, and his eyebrows were locked......

How so? Luckily, it was in the hospital, and if it was on the road, I really didn't know what to do.

I shouted to the nurse, and there was a rush of soldiers behind me, and Xu Ze arrived not long after.

I moved my lips and didn't ask anything, wanting to leave quietly.

"Miss Wen, don't you ask, what disease does he have?"

"Do I need to know?"

Xu Ze smiled bitterly, "There really is no one in this world who will feel sorry for him." If the person he cared about wasn't you, maybe it wouldn't be so difficult. I don't know what he's insisting on, and I didn't see how much he cares about you before, but after you had an accident, I realized that many things, just by looking at the eyes, are not allowed. You have to feel it with your heart. Miss Wen, I don't want to persuade you to forgive him without a position, but I think that if you come and go so far, will it be difficult to escape the end of eternal separation between heaven and man in the end. “

"I thought it would be the greatest blessing that he found you, at least he could see a little light. But now I think it's better to let him keep thinking that you are dead, and it is his greatest misfortune to meet you. “

I frowned, my throat slightly gagged, and I always felt as if I was missing something.

Shen Yinan woke up at this time, "Xu Ze, I told you, don't talk too much." “

Xu Ze shrugged, "Okay, I don't talk much, but do you really think that even if you say it, she will feel sorry for you?" ”

"Get out."

Xu Ze's face was fearless, "You are really, the two hardest and smelliest pit stones of this century." “

Shen Yinan and I were left in the ward, and out of curiosity, I still asked, "What disease do you have?" ”

"I have something in my head, and I don't know if it's benign or malignant for the time being."

My brow tightened, "How long?" “

"More than a year."

"Why not?"

"Don't want to care about it. If it is cured, it will be very boring if it becomes longer and longer. In case it can't be cured, it's better to spend your time on something worthwhile. “

Something worth it...... It's not even worth your life now, is it?

"But I've changed my mind lately. I want to live longer, I want to wait for you. But I've just met you, and I'm worried about the other fifty percent. ”

I can't tell what it feels like, his words are clearly not sensational at all, but they are so simple, they call me, a little loose, like a lock that has been closed for a long time, a little rusty, and it begins to become not tight enough.

"I don't want to use this kind of thing as a moral kidnapping, but I'm conflicted, and I want you to strain me a little. Wen Ying, can you tell me if I can't sleep on the operating table, will you think about me a little bit in the future? ”

I do not know. I didn't make that assumption.

A text message came in from the mobile phone at this time, and Ling Xue waited impatiently: It seems that you are not so afraid of death. I understand your choice. Remember how your best friend's daughter was implicated because of you.

I dialed a phone call, and of course she hung up.

Hasn't she noticed that the cat in the stroller is greasy until now? What a brain-dead. If you want to calculate, I also have trouble using my brain.

Xinbao wasn't on the cart at all, it was just a doll about the size of her with Xinbao's clothes. The reason why I put a windshield on the outside, of course, is to confuse the view.

I would have liked to see her embarrassed with my own eyes. But now I've decided not to show up. Such an opponent is not worth my attention. Naturally, someone will deal with the rest of the matter.

There have been two cases of missing children in Maodu recently, and what consequences my call to the police will have on Ling Xue depends on her own luck.

“…… Yes, she texted me, at the XX garage. Fortunately, my friend reminded me that I had temporarily entrusted the child to my friend's care, so the child was not in the stroller at that time. ”

"In addition, I think the other party may have a mental illness and behave strangely. Please keep us safe. “

After the call, I calmly dropped my phone in my bag.

Shen Yinan listened to my phone call the whole time, and after knowing that I had played a trick on the tanuki to change the prince, he said: "You are more ruthless than before." ”

Do I have to deal with people I feel disgusting a lot of? It was definitely not a good experience, and I wanted to live a few more years and see more beautiful things.

"Can you stay with me for a few more minutes?"

He won't be able to eat me for a few minutes, so I'll see what he wants.

He took out his phone and swiped it on the screen, as if he had logged into some web page or something, and there was background music popping up, the melody was very familiar, a song that was not new.

Acacia can't get better

I can only blame it, I can't find an antidote

You never gave me a signal of love

Oops, I fell before you

You love less than I do

Doomed to suffering

……

Don't be so proud, I could leave at any time

You haven't taken my hand yet

The night is too long, and the moonlight will definitely be cold, how is it good

You owe me a hug

……