Li Yue felt that the rent boss had bad intentions towards her: "I don't feel at ease if you live here alone." ”

"You forgot that I'm still a taekwondo master!" She closed the door and inadvertently left his embrace.

"Are we still friends?" He took her hand and looked at her very sincerely.

"It's a classmate." Mo Yan intentionally or unintentionally drew a line with him.

"Can I visit you often, then?" He was afraid that she would refuse: "Don't worry, it's just a concern between classmates." ”

"Forget it, I don't want to come to Lan." She just wants to live the rest of her life quietly.

As for the rest, she didn't have any extravagance, if the little gold bar came to her, she would not hesitate to go with him, wherever she went.

But she's been waiting for a long time, maybe she'll wait, a year, two years, ten years......

Li Guo left, and she was the only one left in the room, holding a small golden snake, lying on the bed.

"Little gold bar, you're really angry, aren't you? However, I really didn't abandon you, I just couldn't help it! ”

"In life, if I have a choice, I don't want to lose my parents, and I don't want the little gold bar to misunderstand me."

"Eva, I miss you so much, do you miss me now? Did the little gold bar come to you? ”

Mo Yan slept until dawn, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the old walls of the rented house, and his eyes rolled, it was a dilapidated wardrobe.

She sat up slowly, I don't know when she opened her eyes and saw the natives, and Eva, and Bai Xue?

There had been several times when she had persuaded herself to forget about it, that it was just a dream she had after she had fallen asleep.

What soul passes through this thing, only there is inside, and it is impossible in real life.

But she thinks that everything can be fake, only the small gold bar has ever appeared.

Alas......

Little gold bar, I just soul crossed over to Eva, you have never seen my true face, even if you want to find me, it shouldn't be easy!

She comforted herself countless times, be patient, the little gold bar will come sooner or later, that is not a dream, she has really fought monsters in another world.

But time is like a knife to kill pigs, waiting makes people panic, and she feels that her life is chaotic every day.

As Eva said, after living for a long time, I feel tired, and I don't want to open my eyes when I close them.

She once persuaded Eva that life was like a blank slate, with no goals and no hobbies, and she was like that now.

Seeing that the Chinese New Year is approaching, in previous years, she would invite a few classmates to go to her house to make dumplings and make hot pot, which was also lively.

This year, she wants to celebrate the New Year alone, and she doesn't even have a TV except for a computer, and she doesn't even have to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

It's been almost five months since she woke up from the hospital, and the number on the card is already 10,000 yuan.

Li Yue came to see her several times, but she was rejected by her, since she was an orphan, she should look like an orphan.

Since it is impossible between them, they should be broken completely, she is not the kind of person who is melancholy cut off, and she doesn't want to be dragged on for a long time.

Time, whether you are happy or unhappy, will not stay for you, and your mood can only be regulated by yourself.

Little gold bars, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, I wrapped dumplings, there are meat traps, leeks trapped, I know you are not picky eaters, we all eat.

"Knock Knock ......"

"Who?" Someone still came to her today?

"It's me, seeing that you are home alone, I will send you roast duck to eat." Wang Hai carried roast duck and two bottles of wine.

"No need, thank you boss." Mo Yan had two bowls of dumplings left, and after eating his own, he was eating the portion of the small gold bar.

"Open the door and let me accompany you little girl." Wang Hai called outside without giving up.

"No, let's go!" She got up and went to get an iron rod, which she had ready at all times.

"Don't be ignorant, stinky cripple."

Wang Hai was so angry that he scolded outside: "How much money do you want for a night, I'll give you the money." ”

"Phew, don't want any money, get out!" Looks like she's going to have to get ready to move tomorrow.

Although she has practiced taekwondo, she still can't deal with an adult man, and besides, there are only three or two families left in the real building during the New Year.

Wang Hai kicked the door angrily, shouted and cursed outside for a while, and left with his things, he stared at her for a long time, and thought that she would open the door for him tonight when she was lonely.

Mo Yan breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the footsteps leaving outside, there were big snowflakes floating outside, she wrapped her scarf around and opened the door.

Walking alone on the cold street, I looked up and saw that the fireworks exploded in the sky, like a goddess scattering flowers, but after a moment, they fell like raindrops and passed away quietly.

After the fireworks burned out, she left infinite loneliness, and her life was also passing quietly, and the melancholy and confusion in her heart were like a stream.

"Prosperous life, after several vicissitudes, laughing because of vanity, crying because of hypocrisy, and finally letting youth pass, who is right and wrong, where to find the cause?"

Two tall men approached in the distance, they were talking, and they seemed to be arguing, but one of them heard Mo Yan talking to himself.

"Hey, big brother, you've already found more than a dozen people, and you pulled me out for the New Year, where are you going?" Wang Yishen saw that he suddenly stopped, and followed his line of sight.

A girl in a long black down was looking up at the sky, looking too sad, and after a while, she turned and walked away.

He walked a little lame, and he wore a pair of thick glasses, except for being taller, he didn't look good anywhere.

"Hey, you're not going to have a crush on that cripple, are you?" He has called many beauties who have not opened their bags to him these days, and he is good, not a single one.

"Nope." Ling Tian shook his head, her demeanor just now was not like the person he was looking for, it was just that the words she was chanting attracted him.

Mo Yan felt cold, she held herself in both hands, and walked from the deserted street to the end of the street, until she was tired of walking, she remembered that she still had a rental house.

What is home?

Is she starting to doubt her life?

I am no longer optimistic about life.

However, she is only twenty-four years old, and she graduated from medical school, and now she has achieved nothing.

She had also thought about going to the desert countless times, rediscovering that entrance, and entering another time and space, because there was Eva, the little gold bar.

It's just that she was afraid that she would die in the desert without anyone before she found the entrance.