After some days of recuperation and Wei Ruoxiao's careful care, Sun Meng's eyes seemed to recover very well, and although he was blind, he did not deteriorate.

But Sun Meng has been depressed since then. Her world is dark, there is no difference between day and night for her, and she even felt that she was Wei Ruoxiao's burden and his burden at one point.

I often think of death, and death is always so compelled for her to be relieved.

She sat alone in the small courtyard in front of the door, wanting to go out to meet Wei Ruoxiao, who was about to go home in search of work. Groping open the wooden door, feeling the gentleness of the wind blowing on her face, this is the only touch she "sees" the world, listening to the wind whispering in her ears, and the fragrance of flowers carried by the wind wafting through the tip of her nose, her mood suddenly opened up, thinking, the sky must be very blue, inhaling the fragrance of the wings of her nose, and smiling brightly from the heart on her face.

"The flowers must be blooming." She said to herself, but suddenly forgot that she could not see, and got up and walked forward, but in an instant she stumbled and fell to the ground.

Then she suddenly remembered that she was blind. Despair arose in my heart, and I was sad and wept softly.

Fang Cai's face was still happy, but the word death suddenly became firm in her heart, she knew that her present and the rest of her life were a dark future, in addition to dragging Wei Ruoxiao down, living, for herself, it would also seem redundant.

Standing up, feeling the location of the lake in front of the door, she knew that as long as she walked forward and walked towards the lake, she could end her helpless and desperate days.

With this in mind, she walked towards the lake with her memory and feelings.

"I'm gone, Ruoxiao, if there is an afterlife, let's see you again, in this life, I can't afford to love, I'm tired, I'm really tired." She muttered to herself.

"Hey, what are you doing? Don't go any further". Sister-in-law Chen was working in the fields, and suddenly saw Sun Meng from a distance, hurriedly dropped the hoe in her hand, and rushed all the way to her: "Dangerous, dangerous, don't go forward, if you go any further, you will fall into the lake." ”

Sister-in-law Chen was very anxious, and her steps were in a hurry. She thought she would stop if she told her. But I don't know that her heart to seek death is very determined.

Ignoring Sister-in-law Chen's words, she quickened her pace and ........ straight forward. With Sister-in-law Chen's piercing "Oh my God", her feet were soft, her center of gravity fell forward, and she couldn't hear anything ........

The sound of water in her ears was in her ears, and her breath was short, and she hoped that death would come soon before her, and she stretched out her body and san.......k towards the bottom of the deep lake with a sleepy posture.

Wei Ruoxiao anxiously looked at the sun sinking overhead, like the wind under his feet, and was hurrying on the way home, since Sun Meng was blind, he always finished work early, eager to return to her.

Suddenly heard Sister-in-law Chen's scream, he knew that something was wrong, and he didn't have time to think about it, so he hurriedly threw away the things in his hand and rushed towards the lake like crazy.

She was so soft, ethereal like a wisp of wind, and her subconscious told her that death was not terrible, there was no pain, only relief.

She is so eager to be freed, and after a lifetime of misery, she thinks that in the face of suffering, she has already refined a pair of copper walls and iron arms, and all poisons will not invade. But in the face of blindness, she felt that she had become a burden, a waste.

Suddenly, the boundless cold penetrated into the body, as if the bones were completely cold, someone lifted her up in the haze, she felt that she should die, the person who held her up, was there to pick her up?

coughed violently, spit out a puddle of water in his mouth, and there was Wei Ruoxiao's voice next to his ears: "You stupid, do you think it's so easy to die?" I tell you, I won't let you die, even that God, he won't dare to take you away from me, I want you to live, live well. ”

"Quick, let her spit out the water, just spit it out." Sister-in-law Chen's anxious voice sounded. Her chest kept being squeezed, and then she spat out mouthfuls of lake water.