I woke up hungry and hungry, very tired, but in good spirits, after all, I slept enough.

The place where I slept was no longer Shen Yinan's hotel. It's like a hospital, but it's not as cold as a hospital. Shen Yinan's anger, I still have palpitations, I even wondered, to save my life, should I explain it to him?

It is true that in the first three years after marriage, my heart was still with Lu Huainian, and the starting point for everything I did was Lu Huainian, but later, I had too much involvement with Shen Yinan, and I actually didn't have such a good concentration to be indifferent. I have a heart for him, this is true, and I have also had the idea of being a real couple and living a good life, but the appearance of Ling Xue made me break such illusions with my own hands.

The reason why Shen Yinan and I can't be together, Lu Huainian is not the main reason, Ling Xue is. As for Lu Huainian, although I can't watch him suffer, I will no longer have the idea of renewing the relationship with him, I just keep my own promise, keep the source for him, and leave him a way back, just as a write-off of the past.

Shen Yinan didn't ask, I didn't say, so the rift between us became bigger and bigger, and it couldn't be repaired.

I was stunned, and a nurse came in, and when she saw that I was awake, she exhaled softly.

"Is there anything to eat?"

"Yes, you wait."

I waited, and after a few minutes, Shen Yinan came, his shirt was a little wrinkled, and his face was pale like having survived a night, but those eagle-like eyes were still terrifying.

I was so hungry that I said, "If you have anything to say, wait until I have something to eat." ”

He snorted softly, as if he was very disdainful, I can still eat at this time.

The breakfast, or rather lunch, was very hearty, and I drank two bowls of chicken soup happily, not even letting go of the soup residue, and a bowl of white rice with eggplant shredded meat, I felt full of blood.

I wiped my mouth, lifted the covers and got out of bed. I still wore the same clothes as before, like pickles.

"It seems that I am not willing to wake up, but hungry." Shen Yinan's voice was flat and not thorny.

But I know it's far from over. Lu Huainian was also detained in Qingcheng, and the Lu family was also in a mess, and the Lu family was more than lucky. I didn't plan to be a hero, but I can't let Lu Huainian suffer such a crime because of me.

As for what the Lu family Lu is, I don't care.

Shen Yinan ...... "I want to say, let's talk about it, I will say what he wants to know, and tell him without reservation, but I don't dare to be sure that he will believe me."

"Do you know where I was going? Qingseong. ”

My heart is tight, he wants to see Lu Huainian, become a king and lose a villain.

"It turns out that you are quite cowardly, you know that you can't hide, and you faint and fall, you want to see if I will show mercy to your subordinates?" Shen Yinan took out his cigarette and swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog.

"I know you won't. You are Shen Yinan, what you have to do, no one can stop you. "I looked out the window at the sun, and before I knew it, was it summer? Last summer seemed like it wasn't that long ago, and it's another year.

Shen Yinan was disdainful, "You don't seem to beg me to let him go?" “

"Please, is it useful?"

He dropped the cigarette, and his gaze suddenly deepened, "How do you know if you don't try?" ”

I mean, I'm going to step into his trap again, right? But now I don't have a choice. I don't think I owe him anything, but calculating that he got married to leave a way out for Lu Huainian, it was indeed my injustice at the beginning, even if he wanted to kill me, I couldn't say a word.

It is not easy to ask Shen Yinan to open his mouth.

I thought left and right, but I couldn't figure out what to do, and finally turned into a very weak sentence: "Then I beg you." ”

"In exchange for what?" He looked at me coldly, as if he were looking at a piece of goods.

I stood, he sits, and it was obvious who took the initiative.

"Can't answer?"

My powerlessness deepened, "Because you've got everything." “

Shen Yinan suddenly smiled, like a complete demon, "It's not everything, such as the lack of a child." There are many women who want to have children for me, but it seems that there is only Mrs. Shen in the name of it? “

No! My scalp is numb, don't be what I think it is.

I looked at Shen Yinan in distraction, my mouth full of bitterness.

"It seems that Mrs. Shen did not agree to this condition, so there is nothing to talk about. The divorce is consumed, and as for Lu Huainian, it all depends on my mood. Mrs. Shen is playing tricks on me, and I can get it back from him little by little, and it makes me happy just thinking about it. “

I can't tell which sentence is true and which sentence is false, the only thing I know is that he hates children at all. The thought of him using this kind of thing to negotiate terms with me made me feel as uncomfortable as someone holding me by the throat.

"Why? You simply don't want it. ”

Shen Yinan straightened his legs and smiled weirdly, "You're wrong, who said I don't want it?" What do you think is the reason why I had to let you stay in the hospital last time to check if you are pregnant? ”

When he reminded me of this, my head suddenly buzzed, and I just felt that the sky was about to fall. What did he, to me, do? My heart was half cold, thinking back carefully about that day, I was still worried that there was fraud in it, so I asked Song You to help me find someone to keep an eye on, could it be that person is also Shen Yinan's person?

I almost couldn't stand on my feet, and the more I thought about it, the more panicked I felt, because I couldn't remember the process and details, I only remembered that I did an examination, took a test sheet, and proved that I was not pregnant and left.

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember it. Wen Ying, I'm too nice and tolerant to you, right? So much so that you dare to lie to me for so long, just for one Lu Huainian. It wouldn't take much thought for me to ruin you and him, really, but I think that would be too cheap for you and him. Divorce is not so easy. “

Shen Yinan slowly stood up while pulling up his cufflinks, and told me word by word: "When you are pregnant with my child and give birth, it will not be too late for me to divorce." At that time, no matter what you go, no matter what you do, I will not interfere with you. “

He hooked his lips and chuckled, like a bloody and insensitive executioner.

I'm getting more and more out of breath, why is this happening? Is this the best way for him to get revenge on me? If it were, it really hurt me.

"What the hell have you done to me?"

He chuckled, "Guess." “

"Scared? Aren't you always like that, not afraid of anything, nothing matters? I especially want to see if you don't care about anything else except Lu Huainian. “

My temples were pounding and I had a rush of headaches. How could I be indifferent? There is no woman in the world who doesn't care about her flesh and blood.

Shen Yinan, you are serious, too ruthless.

"Don't rush to pass out again, maybe the good news for you is that you haven't gotten into bed yet? But the bad news is that in case that happens, I think we need to spend more time trying to create people. ”

I can't listen to it, and to this day, until this moment, I can't imagine that he really did something to me.

"Mrs. Shen needs to digest the news slowly. Then, I should meet Mr. Lu for a while, my younger brother by blood. A sharp cold light appeared in Shen Yinan's eyes.

I finally came to my senses, and although I was powerless, I knew that if I didn't stop him from getting out of this door, the consequences would be immeasurable.

"Wait."

Shen Yinan's hand was already on the doorknob, just one step away.

I used all the strength of my life to hug his waist tightly from behind, and my face was pressed against his back, "Shen Yinan, don't go." It's not fake, I said I like you, it's not fake, it's not acting. ”

Shen Yinan's body suddenly became tense.

I kissed him softly on the back, tears welled up at this time, I don't know why it became like this, if you leave this environment, it should be moving to confess, but at this time, mixed with too much impurity.

"How can you be such a shrewd person as you who don't know what is true and what is false?" I muttered, many words are usually pressed down at the slightest hint of the head, and there will be no day, but at this moment, I let it go, whether he wants to ridicule, whether it is unbelief, whether it is revenge, I admit it.

"If it was fake, I wouldn't have been hurt by you and Ling Xue again and again. I've avoided you like this, why don't you let it go? I'm willing to have nothing, why don't I still want a divorce? ”

Shen Yinan broke away from me, turned around, and squinted at me, "You want to lie to me again?" ”

I smiled wryly, "Are you so easy to deceive?" ”

"How do you tell me to believe? Four years, not four days, four hours, who are you bothering to work for? Wen Ying, you damn it, I have never been trampled on my dignity like this. Shen Yinan's eyes were red, and his face was hideous.

The only thing I thought about was that neither I nor him felt good. The original separate camp, I don't know when it began, has changed its taste, there is no trust and love as the basis of the bond, which makes people sad and can't help but want to approach.

"For the first three years of our marriage, you didn't put your mind on me. If you want to trample on dignity, I am the one who has been trampled on repeatedly by you Ling Xue. Lu Huainian and I are already strangers who can never go back, do you understand? How many times, I want to get the source from you and give it to Lu Huainian, this is the only reward I can give him. That's right, he was indeed investigating Liu Ran's affairs, but so what? My heart has changed, and I'm no longer the one who waited for him in the same place. “

"Don't say it. I don't want to hear you and him. ”

"No, you have to listen." I clasped Shen Yinan's hand fiercely, "What you care about, not only because I lied to you, but more importantly, that person is Lu Huainian, so you will lose your mind." Shen Yinan, my affair with him may be a bit long, listen to me, after I finish speaking, I will not stop you from doing anything to him or to me. “

But Shen Yinan didn't have the patience to listen, but sealed my lips hard and bit hard until my mouth was full of fishy sweetness. Later, he didn't give me a chance to breathe, let alone a chance to speak in full.