Chapter 486: It's embarrassing
I looked at the door of the room and thought about everything that happened last night, and the people and things that Xiao Chen said about the illusion were all my fears and worries.
That's why I saw the old monk and the dried corpse on the first day. But last night, I saw Yan Ji and Ming Yichen together.
This just shows that deep down, I am still very worried and afraid that such a thing will come true. I couldn't help but be a little entangled, thinking to myself, could it be that I have been wronged all along?!
Could it be that all this is the work of my own demons, because I am afraid that he will be with Yan Ji, so I will constantly wonder if he will really have a relationship with Yan Ji.
I couldn't help but feel confused for a while, and I felt irritable inexplicably. He simply covered his head under the quilt and rolled around on the bed, then closed his eyes and kept himself from thinking about these things.
But the more this happens, the more things slowly come into my mind. Whether it's good or bad, there's a figure everywhere.
I rolled around under the covers with my head covered, getting more and more tangled. I don't know if I want to believe in my feelings or what I see.
It's just that now what I see is getting more and more ridiculous, and sometimes even I can't tell what is true and what is false.
It's just that all of a sudden, I felt that the quilt on my body was stagnant, as if something was pulling on outside. It was only in a split second that I remembered that Shen Yichen would come in at any time.
Hurriedly turned over and poked his head out of the quilt to look, just in time to see Ming Yichen looking at me in front of me. For a moment, I couldn't help but feel embarrassed and didn't know what to do.
Just as I wanted to retract it, Ming Yichen grabbed my quilt. looked at me and said with a smile: "An An, if you want to roll the sheets, you can tell me, this kind of thing is my favorite thing to do with you." ”
I looked at him and couldn't help but be stunned, his cheekiness I had already learned. It's just that now I can't help but feel embarrassed, and I want to hide in, but the quilt is grabbed by him, and I can't pull it.
For a moment, I felt even more overwhelmed, and the two of them looked at each other. I realized that I hadn't been so close to see Shen Yichen in a long time.
He looked at me and smiled suddenly, and reached out to pull the quilt to get in. I hurriedly stretched out my hand and grabbed the quilt tightly, and my body shrank back into the quilt.
Then put both hands on the head on the quilt, otherwise Ming Yichen tore it open, and the two of them were frozen together for a while. Ming Yichen didn't exert himself after pulling hard a few times, in fact, he didn't use much force at first.
Otherwise, my little strength is not enough in front of him, let alone a quilt, even if it is the whole room, he can easily lift it.
Actually, I don't want him to be deadlocked here, but I'm a little too embarrassed to be in this situation now. I didn't know how to face him anymore, and I was even more overwhelmed when I looked at him.
But before I could be an ostrich in the quilt for a long time, I heard Ming Yichen outside whisper: "Okay, An'an." I'm not kidding you anymore, come out of here. The quilt is stuffy inside, be careful that it's stuffy. ”
As he spoke, he gently tugged at the quilt, and I thought about it for a moment that it was not a way to continue to struggle like this. Besides, I didn't know what would happen tonight, so I just let go.
Ming Yichen pulled the quilt and threw it aside, and I looked at him for a while and didn't know what to say. Fortunately, my face is dry now, and I can't see any emotional changes.
But despite this, I still couldn't meet his gaze. I always felt like I was sitting on a bad thing, and I didn't know where all the courage and anger before I had lost it for a moment.
Ming Yichen looked at me with a faint face, and stretched out his hand to wrap the quilt around me. Then I sat down next to me, and the winter here was a little colder.
But being wrapped by him like this, I suddenly felt a little hot and sweaty. I thought about pushing it away, but I looked at Ming Yichen's gloomy face and finally gave up.
After all, the heat of this point is still hot, but although it will not die, it is even more infiltrating. I simply reached out and grabbed the quilt around me, leaning against the head of the bed and looking at Ming Yichen.
It's just that I didn't expect him to climb into bed and sit next to me. I looked at him in a daze, not knowing what kind of medicine he was buying in this gourd.
Shen Yichen turned his head to look at me, stretched out his hand to wrap his arm around my shoulder, and said slowly: "Sleep with me, and use your own strength to heal yourself." This effect is far better than treating it for you. ”
As he spoke, he reached out and pressed my head to his shoulder, and for a moment I was a little dazed. Thinking to himself, if it was that simple, he really didn't have anything to ask.
But he didn't say anything, and I didn't know how to speak first. was just pressed by his head and looked at him stunned. Shen Yichen looked at me sideways, and for a moment the tip of his nose was almost against my forehead.
I looked at his gently stirring lips and said in a soft voice, "Close your eyes." ”
His voice was like a spell, and I subconsciously closed my eyes. His fingers kept running through my hair, gently pressing against my scalp.
For a moment, it seemed that many emotions just now had been sorted out of his brain, and he suddenly felt much more relaxed. I wasn't in a hurry to mobilize my strength, I just lay quietly and the power slowly began to move around my body.
The strange thing is that I didn't fall asleep this time, just lay quietly with my eyes closed. Slowly feeling the heartbeat of Ming Yichen, he completely emptied himself in an instant.
But this state is actually no different from falling asleep, but I don't know what happens outside when I'm asleep. But now I can almost feel anything out of the ordinary.
Moreover, I found that my divine sense was much stronger in an instant, and my perception ability had expanded several times at once. If there's any unfriendly people or something around here right now, I'll be the first to know.
Although I was able to control this ability before, the scope was far less than it is now. And when I was treating myself before, I was in a coma and didn't know anything.
That's why I was sent to my mother-in-law in a sarcophagus and carried to the Valley of the Dead last time, if it wasn't for Shen Yichen to save me. I'm afraid I've long since become a lonely ghost in the Valley of the Dead.
In the past, I didn't think there was anything wrong with falling asleep, but now I realize that it's actually the most dangerous thing to fall asleep and not knowing anything.
I relied on Shen Yichen to treat myself, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion in my heart. In fact, his concern for me is not a day or two, if the time is short, it can be said that there is some purpose or other ideas.
But now that I think about it, he seems to have been helping me all along, but I've always struggled with the hurt he once caused me. In fact, if you think about it carefully, those injuries actually don't have much to do with him.
Take Yan Ji as an example, now that I think about it, I can only blame Blue Moon Mengji for being too cowardly. In fact, from beginning to end, Shen Yichen never helped Yan Ji once, or even a word.
He just raised her and claimed to be his concubine, but he never got involved. And Blue Moon Mengji was forced to commit suicide by such a woman in just three months, and now that I think about it, I was just blinded by the pain I once had.
I inadvertently rolled over, reached out and grabbed Ming Yichen and retracted into his arms. If he was at fault, then my fault was not being able to fully trust him.
And he didn't give him a chance to explain in person, until Long Jiaojiao appeared later. I realized that I was just pure jealousy, which is why I thought about giving up.
will also walk in step by step with Ouyang Ze, not so much that he is wrong, but that I am wrong. For this relationship, the two of us seem to have some plans of our own.
My love is a little selfish, and his love is too domineering. I leaned on Ming Yichen's chest and couldn't help sighing, he gently stroked my hair and said slowly: "An An, I know that I am sorry for you before.
But I just want you to know now that there has always been a you in my heart. Whether you are Blue Moon Mengji or Qiao An'an, it's just you.
As for Yan Ji, as I said a long time ago, she is just a bargaining chip to maintain the balance of power in the ghost world. His father and brother thought so, and so did I.
As for Long Jiaojiao, in fact, you should be more clear. It's just a deal between us, and if it's about feelings, it's not just a friendship between you. ”
I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at the corners of his mouth. I saw him raise his eyes slightly and look down at me. For a moment, we seemed to be back to the time when we first met, and his gaze was so determined from beginning to end.
It's just that I didn't see it clearly until now, and I couldn't help but feel cold on my face for a while. I found that a crystal teardrop flowed from the corner of his mouth, and it landed in the corner of my eye.
I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, maybe love has always been buried in my heart. It's only now that they've been lifted, and they've seen each other clearly in an instant.
Ming Yichen still reached out and rubbed my hair, and slowly lowered his head and kissed the corner of my eye. Suddenly a burning sensation spread in the corners of my eyes, and I couldn't help but close my eyes.
Hot tears rolled down his cheeks, and in an instant, the skin everywhere he went was released, as if it had been burned. The stinging pain spread from his cheeks to the bottom of his heart, as if he had opened a bloody path.
I closed my eyes tightly, resisted the pain, and reached out to grasp Ming Yichen's arm firmly. Eventually, the pain slowly subsided, and I looked up at Shen Yichen in disbelief for a moment.
He looked at me with a rare smile on his face, and for a moment I couldn't help but be stunned. Looking at his smile makes people feel like a spring breeze is blowing on their faces, and I can't help but reach out and touch his face.
Ming Yichen looked at me with a faint smile and said, "I like your smile, just like you." ”
I couldn't help but freeze on his face when I saw his smile, and now how can my face be worthy of a smile. I couldn't help but reach out and touch my face, but I couldn't help but be stunned when I touched it for a moment.
The dry feeling disappeared in an instant, and I was looking at Ming Yichen in surprise and didn't know what to say. Suddenly, there was a sharp knock on the door.