Even if she doesn't love her father anymore, doesn't she love her as a daughter, why has she never seen her even once?!

"After you had an accident at that time, your mother has been very guilty, crying and drinking alone every night, and only by getting drunk can you sleep......" Thinking of what happened at that time, the old man looked distressed, "Your father really can't bear her to torture herself, so he deliberately filed for divorce and didn't allow her to come to see you again!" In fact, every year your grandfather gives you a gift, one is given to you by your mother, she has always felt sorry for you because of guilt, so she has no face to see you, and when she misses you, she can only secretly go to school or home to see you. Now do you know why grandpa likes to take you out every time you have a birthday? Because only then can your mother look at you from afar! ”

Chu Nanxi was stupid in place.

For many years, she had always thought that her mother had abandoned her and her father, but she didn't expect the truth to be like this.

"Your mother loves you more than anyone else, and I know it wasn't easy for you to get out of that incident, and neither does she! In the five years since she divorced your father, she has made ten TV series and three movies, and her daily work schedule is full, because only when she devotes herself to her work, she will not think about you, miss your father, and blame herself less. Your mom used your name to set up a foundation dedicated to helping women who had been bullied. After so many years, she has been able to persevere, all because of you. ”

These words, the old man has been stuffy in his heart for a long time.

Now I can finally say that.

"I've talked to your dad a few times, and he originally planned to tell you the truth when you can face that incident calmly, but it's a pity ......" The old man looked sideways at the picture of his son on the stele, "He didn't wait for this day." Now that you've come out of that, Grandpa thinks you should know that. Of course, don't blame Dad, he did this because he loved your mother and daughter. ”

Chu Wenxuan loves his daughter and wife, and Chu Jinwang, who is a father, naturally knows better than anyone else.

The palms and backs of his hands were full of meat, and he had no other choice.

At that time, Ji Qingqiu was tormented by self-blame all day long, Chu Wenxuan couldn't bear his wife's pain, so he chose such a method to free her from the pain.

Speaking of his son, the old man's eyes were also filled with tears.

"If you and your mother can get back together, I think he will be happy to know about it!"

……

……

On the steps of the hill under the tomb, Li Hannian stopped, "I want to talk to you!" ”

The assistant left with interest, Ji Qingqiu turned his face, "What do you want to talk about?" ”

"It's about your divorce from Uncle Chu back then." Li Hannian turned his face and looked in the direction of the mountain, "Grandpa specifically talked to me about the reason for this matter, he wants me to tell you the real reason why Uncle Chu filed for divorce back then." ”

Ji Qingqiu frowned, "What is the reason?" ”

At that time, it was not long after Chu Nanxi's accident, and she was tormented by guilt all the time.

But in front of her daughter and husband, she tried to stay optimistic.

In order to take care of her daughter, she put down all work and notices, and spent every day with the child, comforting her, taking her to play, trying to make her forget those unpleasant experiences.

It is only at night when she is alone that she will let go of her emotions, and in order to relieve the pain in her heart, she has to resort to alcohol and drugs.

During that time, in just one month, she lost seven or eight pounds.

The already thin person is almost as thin as a piece of paper, and his mind and body are already on the verge of collapse.

One day, I couldn't bear it and fainted.

Chu Wenxuan sent her to the hospital, and waited for her to recuperate in the hospital for two days and her health improved.

The man, who had always been pampered and gentle with her, suddenly lost his temper, slapped her hard in the face, scolded her loudly, wanted to divorce her, and asked her never to appear in front of him and his daughter again.

At that time, Ji Qingqiu was stupid, she cried and asked him what he did wrong, Chu Wenxuan only said one word to her.

"Because you're not a good mom!"

Just this sentence hit her without half a sentence to fight back.

She signed the divorce agreement, promising him never to appear in front of her daughter again.

She never thought he would have another reason.

"He filed for divorce on purpose because he knew about the drugs you were taking, so he used that to get you out of that painful situation." Li Hannian put his right hand into his pocket and handed her a letter, "This is the letter that Old Chu asked me to pass on to you, Uncle Chu wrote to you before he died!" ”

Ji Qingqiu took the envelope tremblingly, took out the stationery inside and unfolded it.

The man's handwriting had always been beautiful, but the writing on the letterhead was a little crooked.

Imagining that the man was dying, writing these letters with trembling fingers, Ji Qingqiu's vision blurred, and he could barely read the words on it.

"Qingqiu:

I'm so sorry I used such cruelty to get you away.

I've been with the doctor so many times that I can't think of any other way to help you.

I never blamed you, and as I said, it was never your fault!

Apologize, can't say sorry to you in person.

I don't expect you to forgive you, I just hope you don't blame your daughter.

Although she never said it, I know that she has been thinking about you, and has always wanted to see you, but she just doesn't want to admit it.

That child is a poor child, I didn't take good care of your mother and daughter, and I am the one who should say sorry......"

Before the letter was finished, Ji Qingqiu was already full of tears.

Holding the letter paper, she hurried up the steps, stepped on her high heels and ran through the woods, and saw Chu Nanxi walking on the opposite mountain road at a glance.

Mother and daughter looked at each other as they stopped on the mountain road.

In the end, it was Chu Nanxi who choked up and spoke.

"Mom, I'm sorry, it's all my bad ......"

"Nonsense!" Ji Qingqiu rushed over and cried to help her daughter wipe away the tears on her face, "It's all my mother's fault, it's all my fault, if I didn't go to the set that day, if I stayed with you, nothing would have happened, my mother was bad!" ”

"I ...... I've never blamed you for that. ”

"Mom knows that my Xixi is the most sensible child!"

The mother and daughter were talking, crying and hugging each other.

Two men, one old and one young, each stood at one end of the mountain road.

Chu Jinwang pinched his handkerchief to wipe the corners of his eyes and raised the corners of his lips.

Wen Xuan, you should be able to rest assured now, right?!

At the other end, Li Hannian took a deep breath, turned his face away, and looked into the distance.

It was nearly noon, and the sun was shining.

The golden sun is shining on the body, and there is already a bit of summer.

He thought that when Chu Wenxuan chose this name for his daughter, he must have shone with such an early summer sunshine before he thought of such a warm and bright name.