Then, he thought that when he couldn't stand the pain in the unit, he secretly ran to the pantry to take painkillers, and was discovered by a colleague in a unit, and a colleague in the unit was playing a prank on him.

The next day, he paid special attention to it, deliberately made a few small mistakes, and the company's own top boss immediately scolded him for being bloody, and he didn't have the slightest sympathy.

Several colleagues who are in regular contact with him are also full of disdain when they see him, and they still look down on people and don't dump him.

It has been said that at the beginning of man, nature is good.

Although these colleagues are very unkind on weekdays, he still believes that they are still kind in their hearts.

At least after learning that he is terminally ill, they will give him a sympathetic smile in return.

He was sure that the man might not really be an acquaintance he knew.

Every night at 12 o'clock after that, the man called God would send him a message on time.

Talk to him about life, ideals, and even some gossip.

One day, I talked about the girl on the 8th floor, and it was strange that the person actually knew that he had a crush on the girl on the 8th floor.

And he seemed to know the girl well, and from God's mouth, Hakuba knew that the girl on the 8th floor was named Loya, who worked in a law firm. The handsome young man who has been in and out of her house frequently lately is a police officer.

Bai Ma wondered that he had a good impression of Luo Ya, and that was just something hidden deep in his heart.

Why would God know? Hakuba asked him too.

The hair came with a toothy emoji, saying that he was God, and there was no reason why he should not know.

What a answer, Bai Ma naturally didn't believe it.

The man told Hakuba clearly, the girl, that he only had to think about it in his heart. There was no drama between them. However, he sent many pictures of Loya to White Horse, some of them dressed very coolly, which gave him infinite reverie. The white horse had printed out those photos and hung them on the walls of his room, and the walls were full of her pictures. She is really sunny, and she smiles so brightly in every photo.

With these photos, Hakuba feels as if his life is full of sunshine as well.

But these photos are just photos, not good medicine, and the torture of illness is still sinking day by day.

One day, he asked God if there was any way to die without pain.

God sent a sneering emoji, saying that it was easy to die, and that Valium tablets and liquor around him would do, but God also said that since he was not even afraid of death, was he still afraid of living?

That day, God told him the story of Loya again. Said that the sunny girl is also a person with a story.

said that when she was six years old, she saw her parents killed in front of her eyes. And she can live so happily, why can't he live well to the last moment of his life.

Bai Ma feels that this netizen called God is really an interpretation flower. It's just that there is one thing he can't figure out, a person he has never met, why should he help himself?

God said he was stupid, couldn't he see the true meaning of the screen name God he had taken?

Hakuba asked another stupid question, he asked if God was a woman or a man, and he still didn't know after talking for so long.

God sent another stupid meme: You're so funny, God, do you think he's a man or a woman? Maybe he's an intersex person who is neither male nor female.

On the night of Yang Qiang's death, Bai Ma walked down step by step from the twelfth floor as usual.

On this day, he met Yang Qiang, and the two sat on the steps and chatted for a long time.

Yang Qiang seemed to be such a strong person on the surface, and the more he talked to Bai Ma that night, the more he broke down, saying that he was tortured by illness and life was worse than death.

In fact, he had long wanted to go to another world, but he couldn't let go of his wife and daughter.

Yang Qiang's thought of wanting to die, Bai Ma understood.

He originally wanted to persuade Yang Qiang, but when the words came to his mouth, he felt pale and powerless.

The two sat quietly on the steps, and Yang Qiang suddenly got up and glanced at the white horse.

"Brother, do you think you will die by jumping from the 8th floor?"

The white horse replied casually: "Who knows, maybe he will die, maybe he will fall half to death, and he can't die, but it is too cost-effective to be crippled." ”

But as soon as the words fell, Yang Qiang leaned half of his body out of the window.

Fortunately, the white horse was quick and pulled him back.

Yang Qiang was like crazy at this time, struggling to jump off the building again. The two scuffled together in the stairwell.

Bai Ma didn't know where the anger came from, and said to Yang Qiang.

"You can die if you want to, but you have to make sure that you can die with this jump, and if you fall half to death, it will be your family who will be harmed."

Yang Qiang finally stopped struggling, covered his face and cried silently.

"If you want to die, I can help you, and you can die without pain."

When I returned home, I put myself on the bedside table and took a bottle of diazepam tablets that I had accumulated for a long time to the 8th floor.

When Bai Ma explained this, his tone was a little angry, saying that when he took the medicine to Yang Qiang and asked him to swallow it, Yang Qiang was cowardly. After taking the pill for a long time, he didn't dare to take it, and the white horse was angry and said If you don't dare, I will help you.

Maybe he has been tormented by illness for a long time, or maybe he really wants to help Yang Qiang relieve his pain.

He stuffed all the bottles of medicine into Yang Qiang's mouth, Yang Qiang struggled, but he was not the opponent of the young man Baima.

On the steps on the 8th floor, an unbearable hour passed, and I don't know if Yang Qiang's body is resistant to Valium tablets.

He was still conscious, and he struggled to get back to his home.

But the white horse didn't give in, and kept him firmly at the base of the stairs against the wall.

He gave Yang Qiang half a bottle of liquor he brought with him.

When Yang Qiang finally fell asleep, he got up and returned to the twelfth floor.

As soon as he returned home, God sent a WeChat message, saying that what he had done just now was all in his eyes.

God said: You are too stupid to waste your own little time for the sake of others. Originally, I took pity on you, and I planned to let you and the girl on the 8th floor be a dewy couple. Now, because of your recklessness, I'm afraid it won't be possible.

To be honest, the white horse regretted it when he returned home, and when he heard God say this, he regretted it even more, what is the difference between doing this and killing people.

Busy told God that Yang Qiang should still be alive, so he called the police to wake him up.

God stopped him, saying that Yang Qiang was also guilty of living in the world, and Bai Ma did a good thing by doing so.

However, doing good deeds without leaving a name is a life***, there are too many traces of the white horse left on the steps on the 8th floor and Yang Qiang, the police are not stupid, they will definitely find out.

It took quite some time to remove the marks, and by the time Hakuba finally returned to his quarters, the sky outside the window had turned white.

The next day, he was still taking the elevator downstairs to work like no one else. When I came back from work at noon, the police were investigating the scene.

To be honest, his mood is very calm, it doesn't matter if he can find him or not, it's just a change of place in the last moment.