Chapter 414: Ming Yuyan Chapter - I made you as big as my loneliness
After knowing that the waitress was Tan Di, Bu Yanxi had a vague feeling of uneasiness in her heart.
So when she saw the messy Tan Di stumbling out of the hall, she almost thought that there was some "terrible and terrifying" love snatching incident inside.
"I'll go see Seung-hee." Rong Sang also saw the chaos at the door of the hall, he frowned slightly, said a word to Bu Yanxi, and went over to inquire about the situation.
And Bu Yanxi hesitated, looked at the direction where Tan Di disappeared, and followed step by step.
However, as soon as he turned the gorgeous marble steps, a surprised and hesitant voice sounded, "Buyanxi? β
There was a sound of high heels behind her, and she turned her head to look at Wu Yueyao, who was wearing a white diamond-encrusted dress. I haven't seen her for many years, Wu Yueyao has straight hair and a shawl, and she has a light makeup on her face, she is obviously a good friend who is a child, but she is terrifyingly strange at the moment.
Seeing her, Wu Yueyao's expression fluctuated slightly, but Bu Yanxi could see that it was definitely not excitement, but more like an unexpected panic.
Bu Yanxi sighed secretly in her heart, and nodded politely on her face, "It's me, long time no see." β
"You...... Did you come with Ming Yuyan today? Wu Yueyao seemed to remember something, and her brows furrowed slightly.
"It's not." Bu Yanxi tugged at the corners of her mouth, "We've broken up." β
Wu Yueyao didn't know anything about her situation over the years, and it was impossible for Wang Chengxi to tell her that, looking at her surprised look, Bu Yanxi bowed slightly, and continued to look for Tan Di.
She knew what Wu Yueyao was worried about.
Everyone, no matter how close they once were, will either destroy it or rack their brains to flee from someone who knows their unbearable secrets.
She also knew what Wu Yueyao was minding, but she was not a passionate and active character, so she could only helplessly watch that beautiful friendship gradually turn sour, cold, and strange.
It's not that I haven't thought about it, if she didn't know about Wu Yueyao's pregnancy and didn't accompany her to the hospital, would the relationship between them still be the same.
But in this world, there is everything, but there are no ifs.
Turning through the glittering hallway, you will find a guest toilet and a staff toilet at the end.
Without looking carefully at the sign hanging on it, Bu Yanxi pushed open the more magnificent carved door without hesitation, and a man in a suit and leather shoes seemed to be unexpected, and took a look at her.
Seeing him, Bu Yanxi was stunned for a moment.
He came, he did, but shouldn't he be in the hall? In an instant, Bu Yanxi's mind "buzzed", all of which were chaotic thoughts, she was ready to meet him, but at this moment, she was caught off guard.
It seemed that he hadn't seen him for half a year, his eyebrows and eyes were still terrifyingly cold and quiet, his handsome and impeccable facial contours were slightly tense, and his whole body exuded a chilling aura.
The spoiled tsundere young master when he was a child grew up and unknowingly became a dangerous man.
Noticing that his eyebrows narrowed slightly, as if he was in a defensive posture the moment he saw her, Bu Yanxi had mixed feelings in her heart, and it took a long time before she said dryly, "You, you're here." β
Ming Yuyan nodded and was about to walk past her.
"Why are you avoiding me?" Bu Yanxi grabbed his arm.
Ming Yu stopped suddenly, turned his head, looked at her steadily, and then pressed her wrist and slowly pulled out his arm without refusing.
"You're thinking too much."
His eyes were cold, as if to say that she shouldn't be in front of him, and then he rubbed her shoulders and walked out of the bathroom.
"Ming Yuyan!"
Bu Yanxi caught up with him in a few steps and blocked in front of him, her chest rose and fell, and her eyes were a little heartbroken.
Ming Yuyan took two steps back and looked at her calmly, "What else do you want to say?" β
"I ......" stopped him, but he ran out of words for a while.
His current attitude, cold and detached, black and white, made it clear that he didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore. So the thousands of dialogues that have been conceived, is it still necessary?
For a moment, Bu Yanxi hesitated.
She remembered what Yi Shihan said, like a qualified adult, learn to distance yourself and learn to downplay the past?
He...... Do you think so too?
Bu Yanxi's hand slowly drooped down, and he slowly turned sideways, getting out of the way that stood in front of him.
Seeing her dazed and crying appearance, Ming Yuyan didn't move, but a sneering look appeared in her eyes, "Who do you want to show this weak look to now?" Cold? Or Rong Sang? I remember when he hugged you just now, you weren't the way you look now. Are you deliberately trying to make him feel like I'm bullying you? Or are you inherently capricious? β
Bu Yanxi raised his head suddenly, but saw that his face was still cold, "I'm not a fool. You have been tossing and turning for so long, you are on the front line, and you are Shi Han's fiancΓ©e, don't you want to escape from your feelings for him? β
His eyes made Bu Yanxi uncomfortable, she was silent for a moment, and asked with difficulty, "You have to talk like that?" β
"What do you want me to say?" Ming Yuyan suddenly took a step closer to her, and then in the panic of her subconsciously dodging, he coldly hooked the corners of his mouth, "What do you want to hear?" Bu Yanxi, I don't know how to face you at all, you have to pester me. β
Bu Yanxi calmed down.
She looked at him very seriously for a while, "Do you think I chased you to the front line from all over the world, just for a show?" β
She asked too seriously, and Ming Yuyan paused for a few seconds before answering lightly, "Yes." β
He was standing opposite, a stone's throw away from the end of the world, his eyebrows and eyes were firm and indifferent, Bu Yanxi suddenly smiled, "That's good, everyone else thinks the same way." β
"I won't pester you from then on, it's too tiring, and it's life-threatening at every turn, it's terrible." She chuckled briskly, "But it shouldn't matter to you, after all, as you said, you won't waste your mind on someone who doesn't pay attention." Noticing the change in his eyes, she hurriedly said, "Anyway, it's good to see that you're fine now." β
"It's time for me to grow up, to be so capricious, to stop hurting the people I love, like you said......"
Bang β
The babbling words were startled by the fist that suddenly brushed his cheeks and slammed into the wall. Bu Yanxi stared blankly at the blinding red that gradually overflowed from between the white fingers of her fist, and the blood slid down the beautiful bone joints, fell to the ground, and bloomed at the edge of her shoes.
"Ming, Ming Yuyan?" She almost trembled and grabbed his arm, anxious to see his fingers, but the slender neck was pinched by his other hand.
"Don't you think it's ridiculous?" Ming Yuyan looked down at her, the depth of her eyebrows and eyes condensed into a chill, and she asked word by word, "Why didn't you treat me like this before?" β
Why, at that time, couldn't learn to grow, couldn't learn not to hurt him, couldn't learn to love him?
Why, the person she learned to love, wasn't him?
How much he loved her, sketched a blueprint for her future, prepared her for all possible difficulties, and never left himself a way back, but how could she treat him?
He waited for her for so many years, but she fell in love with someone else so easily, where did he lose? What the hell is he inferior to that guy? He didn't understand, it wasn't that he couldn't give her a future, it wasn't that he didn't think about her, or was he not affectionate enough? But apart from her, he can't let go of the second person in his heart.
"I'm sorry." Bu Yanxi choked back tears, "I'm sorry ......"
"Am I not good enough for you?" Ming Yuyan attached to her ear and asked in a low voice.
I couldn't see his expression, but the hand around her neck was trembling slightly.
Bu Yanxi closed her eyes, "You let me see your hand first, I'll ......"
"Or do I not love you enough?" A low voice interrupted him, and he continued to ask to himself, "Not gentle enough?" Not considerate enough β why not tell me? If you don't say, how do I know where I'm going to change? β
Such a posture was almost embraced, Bu Yanxi was worried about his hand injury, and did not dare to push him away. Surrounded by a long-lost and unfamiliar atmosphere, she was in a trance for a moment.
She couldn't help but think of when they were in junior high school, they always didn't deal with each other. He ridiculed her for being too proud, bought lemons to salute her, read aloud her excerpts of love poems in front of the class, and stuffed potato chips into her hands to frame her, causing many misunderstandings. But he also drank her water by mistake, accidentally interlocked with her, and taught her to play basketball. She remembered the feeling of his fingertips gently pressing against his lips in the hallway after school, and he remembered teasing her in French, saying that she was his ideal.
She remembers every hug, every word, every detail between them.
- There is no ambiguity in my feelings, only likes and dislikes.
- I just think it's incredible that God's faith comes out of your mouth.
- If you don't say, how do I know how much I can give up for you?
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- Bu Yanxi, I was wrong, you are not my ideal.
The drunken kiss of his coat and hat, the French he learned so hard for him, the brilliant fireworks in the sky, and even the starry sky blooming at his fingertips...... Little by little, life is impermanent.
Just like the ghost messenger on the Ferris wheel many years ago, she thought it would be the most important ritual in her life, but in fact, it was over in the blink of an eye.
There are so many memories, how can you forget them.
But what if...... If only I had been friends in the first place.
If it were a friend, he wouldn't have to be so painful now.
"I tried my best, Bu Yanxi ......" In his ears, Ming Yuyan's voice was full of deep exhaustion, with a hint of trembling, "I loved you, I tried my best......"
I don't know where to give birth to a sense of courage, Bu Yanxi pulled off his hand that was holding his neck, and then looked at his injured hand, with a sincere expression, "Shall we go to the hospital first?" You must have broken your hand, what if you have sequelae? β
"I don't need you to meddle in my business." Ming Yuyan roared lowly, didn't control her strength for a while, and directly threw her to the ground who was stepping on high heels and was unprepared.
had an intimate contact with the cold tile floor again, Bu Yanxi's already chaotic brain was stunned for two seconds, but she thought out of time: If it is placed in the TV series, being thrown to the ground by her ex-boyfriend at this time, there should be a vulgar plot of pregnancy and miscarriage......
In the next second, she heard a burst of messy footsteps, and the figures of Rong Sang and Wang Chengxi appeared in the corner of the corridor one after another.
Nearby, the door to the staff bathroom also opened.
Tan Di stared at the hem of her skirt with a shocked expression.
Horror?
Bu Yanxi was suddenly in a trance, and then turned her head to look at the three men in front of her, Wang Chengxi was frightened, Ming Yuyan's face was pale, and even Rong Sang, who had always been calm and indifferent, was shocked.
Following their gaze, he lowered his head and saw a touch of blush under the hem of the black dress.
Almost instantly, Bu Yanxi's face turned red all of a sudden, but she endured the pain of being fallen, leaned against the wall, and stood up a little tremblingly.
"Are you alright?" Tan Di, who was the first to react, hurriedly went to hug her.
"Do you have sanitary napkins?" In the three strange and different eyes, Bu Yanxi's face was flushed, but she asked Tan Di expressionlessly, "I'm here for the eldest aunt." β
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"Oh, oh, I'll get it." Tan Dian understood that he had misunderstood after listening to the corner of the wall for a long time, first gave her the tissue in his pocket, and then circled around the place like a headless fly before calming down, "It seems that the consul has it there, I'll help you get it." β
Without glancing at Wang Chengxi, her figure quickly disappeared from view.
Wang Chengxi breathed a sigh of relief, watching Bu Yanxi quickly turn his back, wipe the floor neatly, and then run into the bathroom like a rabbit, and couldn't help muttering, "How could I have some strange thoughts just now......
Rong Sang glanced at Ming Yuyan with a cold expression, and then pushed the door and walked into the bathroom.
"What's wrong with your hand?" At this time, Wang Chengxi noticed his friend's injured and bleeding hand, and couldn't help but exclaim.
Thinking of Bu Yanxi's miserable face just now, she sat on the ground with a miserable face...... There wouldn't have been a single domestic violence here, ah no, violence, right?
Wang Chengxi thought in shock.
"It's fine." Ming Yuyan's face was ugly, but he walked past him without looking back, "I'll go back first, I wish you happiness." β
Wang Chengxi was dumbfounded, "Hey? What do you mean? β
"Something, something!" At the same time, Tan Dian hurried over, but suddenly found that Wang Chengxi was the only one left in the corridor, and the hand holding something high couldn't help but shake, and the thing rolled to his feet.