Chapter 130: Did You Know? I......
Li Xinyang, you are really an out-and-out big fool. I knew I was going to be worried, but I still had to send me a letter. I know you don't want me to worry, but I know I really miss you! I don't want to think of myself, or rather, because of you. You know, I'm a really easy person, and when I see something that makes people feel a little sad, I start crying.
I'm a person, to be honest, I can't even control myself. Because, as a person, I am usually introverted, so it is also the emotional world, how to say it, it is very rich. Li Xinyang, he won't not know, if he doesn't know, then he must not be the real him. Because, he saw me crying, and once he cried loudly.
That's something I don't want to talk about, and it's a painful experience for me. I don't want to mention it, and I don't want people to know that it was a painful experience for me. Since Li Xinyang also said that he will come back, then he will definitely come back, it is only a matter of time. I am willing to believe Li Xinyang, and I am willing to wait for him.
Li Xinyang said that he could come back before Christmas, so he would definitely come back before Christmas. I would like to believe him, there is no doubt about it. Even if others may not believe it, perhaps, others will choose to doubt it, but I am willing to believe him, I am willing to believe Li Xinyang, what he said, I am willing to believe. What he wants to do, I'm willing to support.
This is a heart pursuit that silently has a crush on a person behind his back. That's the realm that can't extricate yourself, that's the kind of thing, you don't leave me, I'm willing to give up the whole world for you. I can go and help you, up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire. You can let me do whatever you want, and let me stay with you as long as you want.
Li Xinyang, Li Xinyang, do you really know me? I'm really willing to wait for you all the time, no matter how long it takes. I love the boy I once saw and fell in love with at first sight, and I am willing to wait for him. So, please be sure to keep your promise and come back before Christmas this year. I just want to look at you. Even if you came back on Christmas Day!
Li Xinyang, what you said, I have also thought about it, to be honest, you don't need to worry about me, I experienced that time, after talking to you on the rooftop, I have never been sad and unconfident. You said that you are willing to believe me, so why am I not willing to believe you, at that time, what you said was really serious, so I will choose to believe in you, believe in that, the person I like.
Li Xinyang, I know that each of us should have our own space and room for choice, and my choice is you! I am willing to successfully chase my dreams and become the person I want to be the most in my life. So, if you don't make it back before Christmas, or on Christmas Day, don't blame yourself. At least with me, I'd rather believe that you have a hard time, than believe that you don't want to come back, so you don't come back.
So, the three of us, after putting away your letter, everyone had tears on their faces. We are all here, silently thinking of you! So please come back no matter what, and see if it's okay for us, even if it's just a glance! The three of us, just hoping to be able to see you, one glance is enough! You don't need anything else, just a silent glance behind your back!
As long as I can look at you, even if I am asked to do something, I am willing, and now the time is not happy because of you! Li Xinyang, so, please! Our friend is you, and your friend is also us! Between friends, you should always be able to meet.
I tried to take those words and write a reply that night home. That's how I wrote those words in my heart.
Li Xinyang, long time no see. I am, the one who used to be on the rooftop, listening to your words of encouragement, Xia Yongning.
I know it's very abrupt to write this letter to you, but it's really that I can't suppress myself anymore, and I really want to see you. I want to see you, I really want to. Even if it's just a glance from afar, I'm very willing. You know what, I'm willing, do anything for you.
Li Xinyang, there are so many words, I didn't dare to say it to you face to face, do you know why? Because of my cowardice, my fear, my fear that if I say these words, I will never be able to make friends with you again, even the most ordinary ordinary pot friends, I will not be able to do it.
You know how scared I was, that feeling? Even the last time, when I went to the airport to see you off the city, I didn't dare to say it, I didn't dare to say it, I like you.
But in this letter, I am not so cowardly and incompetent. I'm going to be brave, I'm going to be brave and say to you, I like you, I really, really like you. From the first moment I met you, I started to like you. It's just that this is a crush, a secret liking that can't be known to anyone, including you, of course.
Li Xinyang, there are some things that I am afraid that if I don't say them again, I won't have a chance to say them. Although we are still very young, there is always a lot of uncertainty about the future. I'm afraid I'll never see you again, so I have to write this presumptuous reply.
Li Xinyang, I don't know, are you doing over there? I want to ask you, is that life what you really want in your heart? If it's not the life you really want, then you don't have to make yourself so tired and tired, for a life you don't like.
However, if you really like this life, then please yourself, stick to it, and stick to your dreams. Don't care, you've said you'll come back before Christmas. If, coming back before Christmas, will put your dreams to a standstill, or make you lose the opportunity to make your dreams come true, then don't care what you said.
Nothing is more important than you. You should care about your life, your dreams, and not have a bunch of burdens because of our friends. If we were a burden to you, then we would be guilty. If I become a burden to you, then I will at least, blame myself, why, why I have made you a burden because of me.
Li Xinyang, in fact, I have said so much, what I want to say is nothing more than two contents, one is that I like you, this is what I have to say, and the other is that I want you to bravely chase your own dreams, I hope you have a better life.
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