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Zheng Zhiwen's "lovesickness" dragged down his body, and even his fighting spirit was dragged down together, and the dragged body can be raised back in a month or two, but the high-spirited fighting spirit that has been dragged down is not so easy to get back, but I am afraid that it will be difficult to recover after the rest of the year.
Xu Shu comforted, "The body is the most important thing!" Fame and fame are secondary, besides, Brother Zhiwen was admitted to Xiucai at a young age, and it is not easy to lift people! ”
Zheng Wanying knew that judging from Zheng Zhiwen's current situation, the possibility of winning the move was too slim, but she still received Xu Shu's love, thinking that Zheng Zhiwen's body was already well, and the stone she was worried about finally landed, and she chatted with Xu Shu for a long time, and did not go back to Xifu until the sun set.
Xu Shu also had dinner and washed up early, going to Rongguo Mansion tomorrow will definitely be another day of exhaustion, and I have to recharge my energy tonight.
Early the next morning, Xu Shu "fully armed" put on the things that should be brought, made the preparations that should be made, went to Pu Yuxuan to greet Mrs. Zheng Si, and by the way, left Yinzhi in Pu Yuxuan, under the nose of Mrs. Zheng Si, Yinzhi should not dare to go to the outer courtyard anymore, now that Young Master Zheng Liu is dedicated to the imperial examination, don't let Yinzhi mess up, otherwise she will be the eternal sinner of the Zheng family.
The last time Xu Shu went to the Rongguo Mansion was when Qi Peng and Deng Yarong got married, at that time, Deng Yarong never forgot Qi Rui, sneered at Xu Ting, and instigated Xu Shu to compete with Xu Ting for Qi Rui......
Thinking of these past events, Xu Shu couldn't help but shake her head and laugh, it is strange to say, Xu Shu has always unconsciously remembered the past recently, and memories of the past have popped up from time to time, and he can't get rid of them.
When Xu Shu arrived, it was an hour earlier than the time agreed with Xu Ting, and it was also to prevent Xu Ting from really calculating what she was, and she could catch Xu Ting off guard if she went earlier.
Zheng ...... Why did Miss Zheng Jiu come so early? Xu Ting really didn't expect Xu Shu to come so early, glanced at Zhong Leak, a little panicked, and after seeing Xu Shu staring at her, she hurriedly covered up a smile again, "Today is a special banquet to compensate Miss Zheng Jiu!" But you're here, and I'm not ready for this table, it's another faux pas! ”
"It's been a long time since I've seen Grandma Qi, I thought I could meet Grandma Qi sooner!"
Xu Ting saw Xu Shu wearing the dress she sent, and the corners of her mouth involuntarily showed a smile, "I didn't have a chance to tailor it, I just estimated it, but I didn't expect the size to be just right!" ”
Xu Shu touched her sleeves and said with a light smile, "This material is silky and cool, I like it!" ”
Xu Ting was happy in her heart, "Miss Zheng Jiu likes it!" ”
"If Fourth Grandma Qi is free, can someone send me to Grandma Qi?"
Xu Ting hurriedly said, "Miss Zheng Jiu wants to find her sister-in-law, so first sit in the pavilion in the garden to enjoy the coolness, and I will let someone invite her sister-in-law!" ”
Xu Shu's brows moved slightly, and finally nodded, Xu Ting actually took the initiative to ask Deng Yarong to accompany her, and Xu Shu was even more sure that Xu Ting definitely had a problem today.
And Deng Yarong, who has not been seen for a long time, seems to have lost weight at first glance, and his face has lost his previous freshness, with undisguised sadness on his face, Xu Shu couldn't help but be stunned, has something terrible happened to Deng Yarong these days? It made her look like this!
After Deng Yarong came, Xu Ting left under the pretext of arranging the banquet, "The banquet is not ready yet, so I will go back first!" ”
Deng Yarong looked at Xu Ting's back, this time she didn't snort resentfully like before, and then turned her head to condemn Xu Ting with Xu Shu, but sighed, and sighed.
Xu Shu was even more inexplicable when she heard it, "I haven't seen you for a few days, and Grandma Qi has actually begun to be sad and sad!" ”
Deng Yarong held the teacup in his hand and stopped talking, and finally only showed a wry smile.
Yes, it's a helpless wry smile! is full of powerlessness, even when Mrs. Deng wanted Deng Yarong to be the princess, Deng Yarong never showed such a look.
Xu Shu raised her eyebrows, today's Deng Yarong seems to have changed as a person, if she heard herself speak like this in the past, she would have retorted with her eyes pricked up, and she would never give up if she was speechless if she didn't say anything, but today she didn't say a word.
"What's wrong with Grandma Qi, is it still the Grandma Qi I know?"
"Yes!" Deng Yarong finally spoke, but she was a little weak, "I'm still the same me!" It's just that...... It's just ......" Deng Yarong turned her head irritably, "just" for a long time, "just" came out for a reason.
"Just what?"
Deng Yarong has always been straightforward and fast-talking, and he has never seen anything like this, Xu Shu thought that Deng Yarong must have something on his mind, but Deng Yarong could even tell himself without twisting such a secret thing as Qi Rui's feelings, what else is more difficult to talk about than that?
Deng Yarong looked at no one around, and suddenly asked seriously, "Xu Shu, have you done anything wrong?" ”
"Huh? What's wrong? ”
Xu Shu was stunned, this question seemed a little familiar, as if someone had asked herself like this...... How long ago was that...... She wanted to forget it for a long time!
Deng Yarong explained, "Have you ever done anything that is particularly sorry for someone?" ”
Xu Shu thought for a moment and shook her head firmly, "So far, there has been no such thing!" ”
Deng Yarong didn't know whether to be disappointed, or sighed enviously, drooped her shoulders, looked at the tea leaves floating on the teacup in her hand, and spoke again for a long time, "Xu Shu, I'...... I ...... the courage I mustered up finally failed in the unspeakable, "Forget it!" ”
Deng Yarong looked up at the sky in annoyance, but the blue sky without a single cloud was so clean that Deng Yarong couldn't even find a place to stay, a pure blue sky, which made Deng Yarong lower her head in frustration, and her mood seemed to be even worse.
"If you can't say it, don't force yourself, forcing yourself will only make yourself more uncomfortable!" Compared to Yinzhi who used the truth on the side to cover up his true thoughts, Xu Shu would rather listen to Deng Yarong like this, and don't say it if she can't say it!
"Moreover, if you say it reluctantly, you will soon regret it, so it is better not to say it!"
"But it's even more uncomfortable not to say it!" Deng Yarong snorted unbearably, revealing an indescribable anxiety.
"It's all up to you!"
This kind of feeling of wanting to say it, but not saying it, not saying it, and feeling heavy in my heart that I even feel gasping for breath, only those who have experienced it know how uncomfortable it is.
"Say it quickly, say you want to hear me!" Deng Yarong suddenly pounced and shook Xu Shu's shoulder, as if he wanted to force himself to speak through Xu Shu's persecution.