1033. Risk
The Queen Mother's murderous intention towards Xu Shu stems from the possession of power, and the existence of Xu Shu and the Zheng family behind her makes the Queen Mother feel that the status of the Fu family is threatened, so she wants to get rid of Xu Shu as soon as possible, since this is the case, what he wants for the Fu family is what he wants.
Zhou Jin was silent for a long time, and suddenly stretched out his hand, "Wine!" ”
"Aren't you who don't drink to drown your sorrows?" Zhuang Li joked, but still gave the wine altar to Zhou Jin.
Zhou Jin took a sip of wine and suddenly lowered his head, "You know her very well......"
"I've known her for seven years, and time will let you know everything!"
"Seven years...... I've known her for four years! "But it's only four years, and it's still not as good as seven years, so he still can't compare to Zhuang Li, right?
"Yes! I've known her for a little longer, but in the end she chose you! Zhuang Li unabashedly expressed his thoughts to Xu Shu, and the melancholy and loss in that tone could not be dissolved.
And Zhou Jin was not surprised at all, Zhuang Li already knew what Xu Shu thought, but he could only know, "It wasn't that she chose me, but I forced her to choose me!" ”
Zhou Jin had a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, he knew since he was a child that what he wanted had to rely on his own struggle to get it, and he did the same to Xu Shu, "She doesn't like to owe others, so I cured her eyes and let her owe me, so that she won't leave me......"
But the debt will be paid off one day, and after paying off the debt to him, Xu Shu still chose to stay away, calmly as if the past few years were just an illusion on his part, and Zhou Jin only felt that it was extraordinarily hurt.
"Nope! She had already made a choice before that, three years ago, on her way to get married, I wanted to take her away, and she refused, without hesitation, even premeditated! She didn't think about me before she even chose you! ”
Zhuang Li's words were somewhat of a comfort to Zhou Jin, but it was useless, no matter what Xu Shu thought in his heart at the beginning, Xu Shu's current attitude couldn't be more obvious, Xu Shu wanted to leave, she didn't want him anymore, she asked him to "get out" because she really wanted him to "get out" away, he deceived himself, how long can he maintain the peace of whitewashing?
"So what? It won't be long before I am far inferior to you in her heart! Since Xu Shu wants to leave him, it means that she has decided to let go, even if she has him in her heart at this moment!
Knowing the other party's intentions, but he can't force the other party to admit it, this feeling of powerlessness makes Zhou Jinyu knotted in his heart.
"Do you know why Xu Shu is so cold to you?"
Zhou Jin nodded, "She wants to draw a line with me...... Every time she admits this, it makes Zhou Jin's heart as uncomfortable as a knife, she obviously has him in her heart, but she doesn't want to be with him.
"Then do you know why she obviously has feelings for you, but she still wants to draw a line with you?"
Zhou Jin shook his head, "If I knew, I wouldn't still be sitting here drinking alcohol!" ”
Although Xu Shu tried hard to use the queen mother as an excuse, Zhou Jin knew that no, the queen mother's obstruction could not shake Xu Shu's will, she had other reasons!
"Maybe I'm not good enough for her! I was always away from her when she needed me, and she was in danger because of me! She has suffered so much, just to live well, but with me, what awaits her is always suffering! ”
Zhuang Li shook his head solemnly, "That's not the case!" Xu Shu has never been afraid of hardship, and the suffering she has suffered is far beyond our imagination! She still holds back from you because you don't believe in her wholeheartedly! ”
"I believe her!" Zhou Jin retorted, "I'll tell her everything about me, as long as she wants to know!" Because of this incident, he had a dislike with Xu Shu several times, so Zhou Jin has no reservations about Xu Shu now.
Zhuang Li shook his head, "Do you know why Xu Shu believes me?" Because I believe in her! I believe every word she says, even if I know she is lying, but I still believe it, can you do it? Can you take her lies as true? ”
Zhou Jin hesitated for a moment, could he do it? Can he take Xu Shu's words that he was obviously deceiving him seriously?
And it was this momentary hesitation that made Xu Shu always alienate Zhou Jin, so that Xu Shu refused to give her heart to Zhou Jin, and Zhuang Li saw it clearly.
"If you want her to believe in you, you have to believe in her first! Believe in her unconditionally and unprincipledly! ”
"So I'm still not good enough......" Zhou Jin felt a little hurt, he had done his best to make the greatest changes, but he still couldn't meet Xu Shu's requirements, was he too incompetent?
"Don't blame her, she paid too much for her credulity, so she was cautious just because she didn't want to be hurt again!" It was the Xu family that created Xu Shu's current appearance, even if the Xu family no longer poses any threat to Xu Shu, but the pain that the Xu family once inflicted on Xu Shu will accompany Xu Shu for a lifetime, Xu Shu's broken heart finally healed, and she will not let anyone hurt her anymore.
"I don't blame her, how could I blame her?" It's too late for him to feel sorry for her, so how can he be willing to blame her? She is obviously affectionate to herself, but she wants to coldly reject herself thousands of miles away, and she is also sad in her heart! He obviously wanted to be good to her, but in the end he still made her sad, they obviously cared about each other, but they tortured each other here, Zhou Jin poured a big sip of wine helplessly and ashamedly.
"Actually, sometimes I'm really jealous of you, even if you use means to get her, but her heart for you is really ......" Zhuang Li didn't know where to find a jar of wine, but he just opened it and smelled the wine, and didn't drink it, he used to be a drunkard, but Xu Shu didn't drink, I don't know when, he gradually stopped drinking.
"I'd rather be open to her from the beginning...... "If they had had fewer twists and turns before, if the starting point between them was not a transaction, would their relationship be closer now?"
"You started with utilization, and the relationship is not so pure, so if you want to make progress in your relationship, it will be more complicated and difficult! No matter what you do, Xu Shu always has to think about what you are doing it for, and weigh what she should do to minimize her losses! Like now, she wants to draw a line with you because she thinks it's too risky to continue with you! She can't afford to gamble! ”
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