Ms. Deng didn't come early, so I didn't think much about it, so I opened the door and let her in.

"What's the matter?" It's okay, she won't come to me. If you come in a few days, you won't be able to find me.

Ms. Deng looked around my room, I didn't let her sit, she just stood by the shoe cabinet, kept the position she had just entered, and did not move.

"The home was very clean. It's a little different from what I imagined. ”

Well, so what?

"Ranran, I'm here to apologize to you, I misunderstood you about the last photo. I'm disgusting, right, trying to hurt you while trying to recognize me. You don't recognize me, you hate me, it's all right. “

Oh, tell me about the last time. If she hadn't said it, I'd have left it behind. Ling Xue has used herself as bait more than once. She blamed me for revealing her scars, not to say that it didn't work, at least she could get more pity, that's why she did it again and again.

But if it comes to hurting me, she doesn't have that much power. Again, she's oldest. In the past, she used others to frame me, and I didn't let her please me, but the people around her, because she was affected to varying degrees, if you want to count it, who has lost more?

I believe I did the last photo, but it was only Ms. Deng. Shen Yinan's attitude was actually helpless, he didn't leave Ling Xue alone, but he didn't put this pot on my head as Ling Xue expected.

What is there that can't be seen by someone as smart as him? Ling Xue's moves, isn't it a class axe in front of him? What's more, they had known each other for more than one day, and he wouldn't know what kind of person Ling Xue was?

But I don't hate Ms. Deng either. She has been with me for more than ten years, and she has also been with Ling Xue for more than ten years, people's hearts are biased, and it is not strange that she is biased towards Ling Xue.

I just felt like she was making me sick, as she said. If she hadn't returned to Jiangcheng because of Liu Er, there wouldn't have been so many things. If in the end, everyone is disappointed, it is better to start and not have an intersection.

I don't know if Ms. Deng regrets it, I can basically do it to her, I don't care, I don't regret it, I don't recognize each other.

When I longed for motherly love, she couldn't give it to me, and now it's superfluous to say anything or do anything.

"You're here to tell me this? But I don't have much to tell you right now. "I told her honestly. Probably the only connection I have with her now is my dead dad.

My dad loves her, so as much as he loves, he hates as much as he wants. hates her ruthlessness, hates her for leaving, and hates herself for being incapable because of her. I think my dad is pitiful, relatively, the balance of feelings will be inclined to my dad, and being able to do it without hating her is already my greatest performance.

"Yes, I know you won't forgive me. I have another thing to do, Ling Xue, if Ling Xue still comes to you, no matter what the reason, even if it is Shen Yinan or Lu Huainian, you don't have to pay attention to it. She's not sober, and I'm not going to let her hurt you again. ”

Ms. Deng's words were beyond my expectations. Didn't speak for Ling Xue, but reminded me to pay attention to Ling Xue? Doesn't sound like she would do it.

No matter what her intentions are, I will take her kind advice, and I should be thanked.

"I see. Thank you. ”

She asked again, "Where are you going to leave Jiangcheng?" ”

"It's not decided yet." There are so many ways to find out, I don't need to say more.

She knew I really didn't have much to say to her, and left in frustration.

When Lu Huainian's call came, it was already past one o'clock in the morning. I slept just finely, and I was woken up by the ringing of the bell, which was somewhat unpleasant.

"Pinyuan, I received it. I'm downstairs from you, can you grant me one last request? “

I opened the curtains, and Lu Huainian stood alone under the street lamp, not driving. He remembered those things, including the car accident, and I don't know if he would be like me and not dare touch the steering wheel again. I wish he could bear it better than I can.

"What requirements?" I think the last thing I can do for him is Pinyuan. Now that the source has been given to him, I have nothing else to give.

"Can I hear you sing one last time? At the beginning of the place. ”

Without the slightest hesitation, I said, "Yes." ”

It is said that where we fall, we get up, so where we start, we end.

If so, let him go.

I changed into a hooded shirt and slacks, put on my sneakers, and went downstairs.

Walking from the community to the gate, taking a taxi, and going to the bar street, Lu Huainian and I didn't say a word. Since he can come here to find me, he must have told Zhou Yixuan, and he will not be like last time, willfully saying that he will take me away.

Neither he nor I are procrastinators, and if we make good decisions, we will not change again.

The Six Tone Bar is the time when it is the most boiling, but to me, these things are like the last century, and I don't feel much. Those days of begging for a living in a bar are far away from me.

The smallest box, I heard that it has always been reserved for Lu Huainian, whether it is true or not, I have no way of knowing.

But that box did have many happy or painful memories of me and him.

As soon as I stepped in, it was as if I had gone back to ten years ago, I was still the girl who pretended to be sophisticated, and he was still the boy who could be seen by me at a glance in the crowd.

But everyone knows that even any door of Jingle Bell can't go back to the past.

"What do you want to hear?"

Lu Huainian was deeply trapped in the sofa, the light was dim, he was mixed in, I couldn't distinguish his expression.

"What you sing, I listen to."

"Okay." He taught me all my Cantonese. He heard all the Cantonese songs I learned. But there was one song that he must not have heard me sing.

I ordered the song, adjusted the microphone, and the prelude sounded, and my voice slowly flowed out of my mouth.

Fly nobly from the dust and lie down

No one saved me, I had sand to grab a handful

I had fallen in love with him so heroically, and fled into the mud with grace

Is there no him at the foot of the skirt but the crust of the earth, even if it falls

Tears were thrown at his forehead and hit him, and the same blossoms

Is it too wasteful to be dead on the ground, forget him in the same place, and the mud can bloom and bloom

Blood and sweat all over the ground do not damage confidence to climb up

Who wants to hang on the cliff for him

The rope continues, and I have to cut it with a shuffle

……

I don't sing very hard, wherever the music goes, my heart goes, but Lu Huainian, his legs are slightly open, his head is supported by two hands, his shoulders are slightly shrugged, drop after drop of tears, the sofa is wet, and the color is abruptly dark under the light.

"Lu Huainian, don't be cowardly." I lost the microphone and let the music escape.

It's time to put it down, it's time to say goodbye, you say, don't be cowardly, it was before, and it is now.

He calmed down for a while, and then responded hoarsely: "Okay." ”

At this point, my life with him has become the wind.

At five o'clock in the morning, I called Huang Lu and asked her to help me with the sale of the house, and after that, I left for the airport.

But I didn't expect that what should come will always come, whether it has been planned for a long time or caught off guard.

Ling Xue is like a soul hidden by my side, no matter where I go, I can't get rid of her.

"Wen Ying, you're going to leave anyway, I'll give you a ride."

The first time I saw her face, it was the face of my first love, pure and smart; This time, looking at her face, it was a sinful face, eerie.

"Only when you're gone does he make up his mind. Only when you are gone, everyone can be happy. ”

I was grabbed by two people and twisted on the shoulders, and it hurt like a bone was out of place.

"If you kill me, you won't get anything. You don't mean you can get everything, so what are you doing now? “

Ling Xue's face was full of flying color, "You don't have to speak to stimulate me, you don't know how long I've been waiting for this moment." If you deal with an eyesore like you, I'll make you not live for a minute. “

"Since I dare to do it, I have already made arrangements. Wen Ying, no matter how smart you are, the result this time can only be that there is no way out. Anyway, you died five years ago, so what's the difference if you live five years longer. ”

Ling Xue is determined to kill me. I just shut up and just see what else I can do.

When I was escorted to get into another car, a black Mercedes slammed into me and smashed Ling Xue's front into it.

The door opened, and Ms. Deng rushed down, grabbed Ling Xue, and swept her face with a slap, so strong that Ling Xue's face turned red.

"What are you doing?"

Ling Xue's eyes were about to split, like crazy, and she pinched Ms. Deng's neck instead, "You hit me?" You beat me for the sake of you and that short-lived daughter? You've never done anything to me since you became my mother, and now you're beating me for her? “

Ms. Deng was also angry, she broke off Ling Xue's fingers on her neck one by one, "Yes, I beat you for my daughter, I owe her enough, for more than ten years, I haven't protected her, I can't even live in a place like a bar, I can't help it, when I don't know, I even when her father is dead and she is helpless, I lie to myself, she can be fine, even if she has a car accident and she dies, I have to hesitate how to speak, go back to Jiangcheng to meet her and hug her body." In the past ten years, how happy I have been, how guilty I am. Do you understand? Of course you don't understand, you grew up in a honey pot, you know fart. ”

I wrinkled my eyebrows, Ling Xue's reaction was much stronger than mine, and she kept pushing Ms. Deng, "How can you do this?" You're my mom, and you're telling me now that you're going to be her mom? Is she going to snatch everything from me? Shen Yinan, whom I love, and my mother, is it my brother or my father next? You all love her, is it true that if I die, you will all be freed? ”

Ms. Deng's hands trembled, and another slap swept to the other side of Ling Xue's face, "Every time, when the family talks to you well, you can't listen to it, you have psychological problems, you refuse to admit it, you have to use death to force this and that." Then you are dead, you are dead, I can protect my daughter, I have had enough, I don't want to be so scared day and night anymore, I am afraid that I will not see any of them, I will not even see her face, and I will be separated. “

Ling Xue was shaking, Ms. Deng asked the two people to let go of me, she hugged me tightly, "Go, mom will take you away, no one can hurt you." ”

I couldn't hold back a word of "......".

Smack!

"What a touching play."

I raised my eyes, and a man with a beard looked over evilly, "Ling Xue I know, so this is Shen Yinan's newly divorced ex-wife?" ”

"It's her, Brother Shun."

"It's fun. Take it all away. ”

The next second, I heard a bang, Ms. Deng closed her eyes and fell, I was entangled in black cloth tape, my hands were tied, and then I was thrown into the car, I don't know where to go, I don't know if there is a second.