On the first day Jiang Dudu left, Xu Wenruo was in the dormitory, chatting with his roommates about the precautions for falling in love for a day, and also made several notes, and silently made a progress chart in his heart.

On the second day after Jiang Dudu left, Xu Wenruo had an exam, and he focused on studying without any distractions.

On the third day of Jiang Dudu's departure, Xu Wenruo felt that it might be that Jiang Gugu's condition was more serious, so he couldn't get out.

On the seventh day of Jiang Dudu's departure, Xu Wenruo began to wonder if the time calculation was different in heaven and earth, one day in heaven and one year in earth?

On the sixteenth day of Jiang Dudu's departure, the school was on winter vacation, but Xu Wenruo still didn't wait for him to come back.

From the beginning of the full of confidence, to the middle of the worries, to the final sadness.

Isn't he, after he goes back, he can't come back!

Or is it that the love and love that I said before are all fake, never existed, and never been real?

The more time passes, the more confused Xu Wenruo becomes, the more unbelievable he feels, and the more he can't believe it, does Jiang Dudu really exist, or is it a fantasy with his own brain?

The passbook, as well as Jiang Che who came to him from time to time, and the inquiries from the family members became the final proof and reminder that Jiang Dudu existed.

But why didn't he come back?

Didn't you say that you will be back soon?

Is Jiang Gugu too sick, or is it some other reason, uncle and him, one of the two people, it's good to come back and pass a message to yourself, after waiting for half a month like this, no matter how sincere and warm the love is, it will be shattered to the point that there is no spark left.

Could it be that this is the prank of their gods?

On the day of the holiday, it happened to be the last exam, Xu Wenruo didn't sleep well all night last night, tossing and turning, and didn't fall asleep until six o'clock, and two hours later, he was woken up by the alarm clock again, and got up to prepare for the exam.

During the whole exam, she looked at the words on the test paper, all of them were ghosted, her eyelids couldn't stop fighting, her brain hurt, she closed her eyes, lay on the table, and still couldn't sleep.

In this way, she answered the paper in a daze, handed in the answer in a daze, and arrived at the dormitory in a daze, and when her brain came to her mind again, it was her roommates who dragged their suitcases to say goodbye to her.

Only then did she squeeze out a smile, waved her roommates out, and then sat in her place, took out Jiang Dudu's passbook in the drawer, and stared at the long list of numbers in a daze.

"Jingle bell—"

The ringtone of the mobile phone pulled the distracted Xu Wenruo back to reality, slowly took out the mobile phone, and caught a glimpse of the caller is his father, Xu Wenruo stared at it, and knew in his mind who was calling, but he just didn't want to press the answer button.

The caller ID just lit up and went off, the bell vibrated and rang and stopped, stopped and rang, and repeated seven or eight times before she pressed the answer button.

"Hey—"

Xu Wenruo said weakly.

"Why did you answer the phone so late?"

It was Xu Jinyuan's anxious voice, he was already driving the car, waiting downstairs, last night, he sent her a WeChat message, made a phone call, and told her that he would come to pick her up and go home today, and let her clean up.

Who knows, after coming over today, the phone will not be answered, the text message will not be returned, if it is not for the girl's dormitory to prohibit men from entering, he will have to run upstairs to see, whether she is there or not?

"I just - fell asleep!"

Xu Wenruo paused, not knowing how to answer, and even after hearing Xu Jinyuan's voice, it took a long time to remember, yes, it's a holiday today.

Last night, Dad said that he would come back today to pick him up.

When I went home and looked around, her table and bed were still in a mess, and they hadn't been cleaned up at all.

In this situation, how can she go home?

"Is it that I was nervous about the exam today, and I was too late to review last night?"

Xu Jinyuan heard the tiredness in her voice, the temper and anxiety that were waiting for her just now had dissipated, and he, who felt sorry for his daughter, immediately asked and comforted.

"Don't worry, Dad is waiting for you downstairs, if you are sleepy, just sleep for a while, Dad will go around for a walk."

"No, I'll clean up and go down right away."

Xu Wenruo stuck the mobile phone on his ears and shoulders, and with his two free hands, he first put the passbook in the cabinet, and then put the table away at will, and then opened the cabinet and cleaned up the clothes.

"It's okay, then pack up your things first, wait downstairs, get in the car, you can sleep in the car for a while, and when you get home, Dad will call you up again."

Xu Jinyuan didn't urge him, he knew that girls' families, cleaning up things, would be slower and more cumbersome, even Wang Lin was grinding as soon as she went out, shouting and walking for a long time, but her legs couldn't move.

As long as it's not that people can't be contacted, they can't find where they are, and it doesn't matter if they wait.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Wenruo went to the cold water to flush his face, patted his cheeks that were a little numb, and rubbed his dry eyes, then took a deep breath, shook off the chaos in his head, cheered up, and cleaned up the beds and clothes in the dormitory.

Half an hour later, Xu Jinyuan came from the school with Xu Wenruo in tow.

Looking back at the school gate that was getting farther and farther away, Xu Wenruo always felt that it was like a precious existence left in time and could not be taken away.

The sixth inspiration is especially strong in this moment.

Xu Wenruo didn't know until later that at this moment, all the premonitions came true.

Jiang Dudu disappeared, just like he appeared, completely erased from Xu Wenruo's eyes.

The necklace he gave, at the beginning, she was still wearing it stupidly, cherishing it, holding it in the palm of her hand every night, treating it as an existence that could contact Jiang Dudu, chattering every day.

Day after day, from the cold of the previous year to the harshness of the beginning of spring, from the torment of the winter vacation, to the beginning of the school year, from the cold of spring in March, to the sultry heat of the beginning of summer.

Jiang Dudu never appeared again, and Liu Xu was nowhere to be found.

At the beginning, Xu Jinyuan and his wife were still knocking on the side and asking, Xu Wenwen thought they were angry, until the end of March, Xu Wenruo couldn't stand it, had a high fever for a month, and when he hugged Wang Lin in the hospital and cried loudly, everyone woke up.

Since then, no one has mentioned the name Jiang Dudu again.

Xu Wenruo also gradually fell silent from that illness.

She is thinner than before, the baby face that was still a little round, has become a goose egg face, and those anxieties that can't wait make her grow up quickly, fade away from her youthfulness, and learn to be indifferent.

The application for changing majors was approved as he wished, Xu Wenruo transferred to the major he wanted to go to, and the dormitory was also changed from the original major to the new major.

The sudden transfer, the new members of the new dormitory, always have to get along with the people who already get along, a little estranged.

In addition, she became more and more silent, and slowly, she became the spokesperson of Gao Leng.

The time of the new year passed very slowly, so slow that I thought I would never survive the summer vacation again.

The time of the new year passed quickly, and it was almost time for Xu Wenruo to see Jiang Che again, and he was already on the path behind the Academic Affairs Office.

"Long time no see!"

Jiang Che hugged the basketball and smiled very sunnyly.