Zhen Xin remembered Xu Mu's illness just now, so sudden, so terrifying.

What if he fell ill again during the two days she was on a business trip?

This time it's because I took two pills less, and next time who knows what kind of accident it is?

Isn't the reason why accidents are scary because they are irregular and unforeseeable?

No, she couldn't open up to him and ask him to change the time.

In the face of time, anything can be compromised.

Xu Mu's time is short, she would rather have regrets for herself. She can make up for things at work through her own efforts in the future, but if people are gone, it will be too late......

Zhen Xin's breathing was heavy, and the person on the other end of the phone was hanging on his chest in one breath.

"I'm sorry, but that incident is important to me the day after tomorrow." Zhen Xin finally made a decision, and her fingers holding the phone were tense and almost twitched.

The administrative manager obviously couldn't understand, "Zhen Xin, can I take the liberty of asking, how important is it?" ”

This sentence also asked Xiao Tingli's heart: Yes, isn't it just to go to the grave, how important can it be? Why does she Zhen Xin have to follow Xu Mu's time completely?

While this thought crossed his mind, Xiao Tingli had an answer almost instantly—what else could it be?

Of course, it is because of his Xu Mu's position in Zhen Xin's mind that is heavy enough.

It was so heavy that Zhen Xin couldn't even say a word of refusal to him.

"It's me who has betrayed the trust of the club and Mr. Xiao Lu in me, please say sorry to Mr. Xiao Lu for me."

Zhen Xin let out a long breath heavily, "The person I want to accompany the day after tomorrow is one of the only and most important people in this world, and I can't bear to let him have regrets in the last days of his life." I'm sorry. ”

"In that case, there is no way." The administrative manager hung up the phone regrettably, and Xiao Lu glanced at Xiao Tingli, who was silent, and hung up the mobile phone call.

He likes to be straightforward in his work and talk, but that doesn't mean that he is not shrewd and ignorant of the world. The person in Zhen Xin's mouth, he guessed that it was Xu Mu.

"Zhen Xin is a loving and righteous person. Don't deal with a dying man. ”

Mr. Xiao Lu patted Xiao Tingli on the shoulder, "I also know a little about the past of the two of them. The friendship they have cultivated over the years of mutual support is no shallower than that of you and Miss Jia. Miss Jia broke up with you, but the feelings as a little sister are still there; Xu Mu and Zhen Xin broke up, but the relationship as a big brother is still there. ”

How could Xiao Tingli not think of this.

It's just that those inexplicable emotions are sad, uncomfortable, angry, and irritable...... Inexplicably, it all came to his heart at once, and he couldn't get rid of it.

Moreover, those emotions were still intensifying, like a surging tide rushing to one place, turning into a palm full of thorns, and began to tear Xiao Tingli's heart and even his whole body hard.

His pain was all in it, and others couldn't see it, but Xiao Tingli began to panic - why did such a 'little thing' blur the flesh and blood torn by his heart, and bleed drop by drop?

Jia Mengyan behind the door fell back to the bed satisfied, and she got the answer she wanted the most.

Zhen Xin, Zhen Xin, your performance really didn't disappoint me.

In the next two days, Zhen Xin still left early and returned late.

Xiao Tingli was already asleep when she came back, and Xiao Tingli hadn't woken up when she got up, so that the two didn't even say a word.

On the morning of the grave, Xu Jing went back to Xu's house early to bring Xu Mu's clothes and changed them with the help of the nurse.

When Zhen Xin arrived, everything was packed up for the two of them, just waiting for her to leave.

"You're really in good spirits today." Zhen Xin pushed his wheelchair and smiled beautifully.

Xu Mu also hooked the corners of his mouth slightly, and smiled softly, "To see my dad, of course you have to be neat and tidy." ”

Zhen Xin borrowed a wheelchair from the hospital, pushed him down to the parking lot, and then helped him into the back seat with his godmother, while she herself sat in the driver's seat, started the car and went straight to the cemetery.

The doors of the cemetery have just opened, and although it is a weekend, they are the first to come to pay their respects, so there is no need to queue up and just register on the visitor form.

Xu Jing pushed Xu Mu in first, Zhen Xin was filling out the form in the guard room, and the old man who was guarding the door saw her name and suddenly pointed at her and said, "It turns out that you are Zhen Xin." ”

"What's wrong?"

"A few months ago, on a windy day, it was very late, and a man came here in a hurry to find someone, and it turned out that you were looking for you."

Zhen Xin didn't care, "Are you mistaken?" Who's going to come here to find me. ”

"You can't be wrong, I remember it very clearly, because he is very good-looking and generous." The old man took the notebook and began to flip through the records, turned to a page and pointed it to her, "Oh, isn't it?" ”

Zhen Xin took a look at it, and Xiao Tingli's three words appeared in the book.

She was stunned for a moment, looking at the date and feeling unfamiliar, but when she thought about it again, she remembered what was going on: that day, her mother revealed to her the truth about her father's death, and she couldn't stand it, so she took a taxi back to the old factory overnight, and her mobile phone was turned off again.

Xiao Tingli must have been unable to contact her at that time, so he was in a hurry to find her everywhere, right?

But whether it was the driver, Li Yi, or Xiao Tingli, no one had ever told her that there was such a thing.

Zhen Xin's heart suddenly swelled with some complicated feelings: Mr. Xiao, the dignified Qingcheng, came to the cemetery on the outskirts of the wilderness in the middle of the night just to find her......

"That man is your boyfriend, right? I take you seriously. I saw that he was in a hurry, and he ran in alone without taking the flashlight, and he was so bold. The old man said movingly.

Zhen Xin's throat rolled twice, and just as he was about to speak, Xu Mu turned around outside the door, "Xinxin? ”

She hurriedly came back to her senses and handed the notebook back to the doorman.

There are steps in the cemetery, and the wheelchair can't go up, so Zhen Xin and Xu Jing can only lift the wheelchair and slowly move it up, and soon a fine sweat on their foreheads will be exhausted.

Xu Mu watched the two of them work so hard for themselves, but he couldn't help anything, he couldn't do two steps down the ground by himself, and he felt like someone was twisting hard with a pair of scissors.

Finally arrived at the tombstone, the tombstones of the two fathers were next to each other, Xu Jing took out flowers, fruits, incense candles, and paper money, and placed them one by one.

"Husband, Dad, if you have a spirit in the sky, you must ensure that Xu Muping is safe and sound, so that his illness will get better soon." Xu Jing held incense, bowed in front of the two tombstones, and walked away, leaving time and space to the two children.

Xu Muzai carefully looked at the photos of his father and Zhen Xin's father on the tombstone, their voices and smiles were engraved on this stele forever in the best years.

If it weren't for such an accident, if it wasn't for the Jia family, they should still be able to go to the mountain in good spirits and share the joy of their children and grandchildren.

He and Zhen Xin will also have a complete and happy family, and they will not suffer so much at an age when everyone else is happy, and they will be burdened with pressure that does not belong to that age.

Zhen Xin lit the incense, first worshiped his father, and then worshiped Xu Mu's father, "Godfather, you must bless Xu Mu and Godmother, both healthy and long-lived." ”

Xu Mu couldn't help but feel astringent in his heart when he listened to the two women he loved the most, both of whom were so obsessed that he could get better. Only he himself wants to open it, and his life will end like this.

Occasionally dreaming back at midnight, thinking of the past, thinking of the future, he will also be unwilling.

But the reality is like this, forcing people to face it and accept it.

He stared at the picture fixedly, "Dad, you must take a good look at me and remember what I look like now." I was so young when you left, don't wait for me to go down, but you don't know me. ”

"Don't say that, Xu Mu." Zhen Xin's eyes suddenly misted, "I can't stand it." ”

Xu Mu reluctantly bent the corners of his mouth and smiled at her, "People live for a lifetime, and they can't escape the end of birth, old age, sickness and death after all." I just got a little early. ”

He understood that whether it was his mother or Zhen Xin, they were reluctant to let him go.

He couldn't bear it, but every day of living in this world was a torment for him.

Instead of being sent to the rescue room again and again, snatching a fragile life from the Grim Reaper, it is better to simply leave. After the most painful grief, life can go on.

But what he couldn't bear the most, the most heart-wrenching, was that after each hours-long rescue, his mother and Zhen Xin cast him anxious and hopeful eyes, as long as he looked at it, his heart was broken.

He couldn't imagine what kind of mental torment they had endured in those few hours.

And if he keeps surviving like this, how many times will they have to endure for this?

Zhen Xin couldn't hold the things in her hand, she knelt on the ground, supporting her head with both hands, "Xu Mu, don't say this, I don't want to listen." ”

Xu Mu stretched out his hand distressedly, touched her head gently, and looked at the tombstone again, "It's a pity that the places around here are full." But it's okay that I can be buried on the opposite hillside, so that I can watch the two fathers all the time, and I won't be afraid of not seeing them anymore. ”

Zhen Xin's cry finally couldn't be suppressed, Xu Mu wanted to hug her, but it was not easy for him to even bend over, he could only give up that action helplessly.

"Xinxin, there are not so many miracles in this world, let's accept the reality, don't let my last days be uneasy, okay?"

Xu Mu's palm felt the warmth from her skin, it was the touch of his greed, "Xinxin, with my hope in the future, live well." My two fathers and I will bless you in heaven. ”

He looked up at the sky, the warm winter sun was not dazzling, it only brought people a gentle warmth.

And how many days does he have to bask in such sunshine?