Chapter Eighty-Three: Unwillingness
As soon as class ended, Ye Jingshu stepped forward and blocked Wang Shuting's way:
"Shu Ting, are you free? I'd like to talk to you. ”
When Wang Shuting saw that Ye Jingshu's face was no longer the gentle smile of the past, and was replaced by a cold and serious face, Wang Shuting chuckled in her heart, and had a bad premonition, which gradually spread throughout the heart.
Ye Jingshu won't find anything, right? What I did at the beginning was already secret enough!
That's right, she had promised in the morning that she would not pursue who took her 1,500 yuan. How to ...... now?
Wang Shuting shook her head, trying to shake off all the mysteries in her mind, and then smiled calmly, stepped forward and took Ye Jingshu's hand affectionately:
"Let's go, no problem! Say whatever you want, let the horse come! I'll be with you to the end, don't bother me when the time comes! ”
But along the way, Wang Shuting is not as breezy as she seems, but her heart is even more chaotic:
No, Ye Jingshu couldn't have found out, everything has already passed, isn't it?
Thinking of this, Wang Shuting became even more unscrupulous, and talked with Ye Jingshu as usual.
"Jingshu, let's wait for Li Qing and Liu Hong, don't you see that a few of them haven't come over yet?"
But Ye Jingshu's answer was destined to disappoint her:
"It's just the two of us at noon today."
Wang Shuting wanted to say something, so she went to meet Ye Jingshu's eyes full of ice cream. After that, a thousand words were blocked in my throat, and it was difficult to jump out of a single word.
So he stopped talking, and the atmosphere between the two was extremely embarrassing.
After cooking well, Wang Shuting wanted to leave with an excuse. But helplessly, Ye Jingshu followed her to death.
I didn't talk to him, but I didn't mean to leave.
The atmosphere today is just too weird. However, forget it, no matter what, the soldiers will come to block it, and the water will cover it.
She, Wang Shuting, had never done anything to be sorry for Ye Jingshu before. Just this once.
Anyway, in the end, she didn't really take the money herself, even if she found out, what could she do to herself?
After figuring out the twists and turns, Wang Shuting was surprisingly calmed down as if she had taken a reassuring pill.
After that, he casually sandwiched a piece of "Kung Pao Chicken", and said with a smile:
"Jingshu, you taste, this dish is good at noon today."
Seeing that there was an extra piece of diced chicken on her plate, Ye Jingshu smiled, and after gently pushing it away with chopsticks, her tone was so light:
"Wang Shuting, let's say, why did you take that money?"
Ye Jingshu's incomparably calm words, Wang Shuting's hairs stood on end, she choked on a mouthful of food, she couldn't cough it out, and she held back a big tear:
"You ......"
Seeing that Wang Shuting's face had turned into the color of pig liver because she couldn't get up for a while, Ye Jingshu didn't go up to help her stroke her back as usual, but took a bite of rice and chewed it slowly.
"Why, didn't you expect that I would guess that person was you? Think you're pretending to be like it, aren't you? ”
Now Wang Shuting couldn't laugh at all.
She always knew that Ye Jingshu was powerful, but what she didn't expect was that she was exposed so quickly.
While being surprised, Wang Shuting felt an indescribable sense of loss in her heart:
Ye Jingshu is so pure and sincere about her friendship. But today, because of his momentary greed, he shattered it alive and there, and he can't get it back.
No more shirking. The smile on Wang Shuting's face condensed into ice in an instant, how could there be any warmth and warmth in her voice?
With a long sigh, Wang Shuting slowly opened her mouth, and her voice was mixed with a trace of imperceptible sadness:
"That's right, I took the money. I stumbled upon you this morning by putting something in the cupboard. After you got out, I used the hairpin to pry open your cupboard, took the money out, and hid it in your socks. ”
But I didn't expect you to come back so quickly, so I didn't even have time to clean up the scene. ”
"I see."
Seeing that Wang Shuting admitted so simply, Ye Jingshu stopped going around in circles:
"Say, I want a reason."
Wang Shuting listened to it and smiled bitterly:
"Hehe, stealing is stealing, what reason is there?"
Seeing that she looked like a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, Ye Jingshu remembered all the warmth when they got along in the past.
At this time, Ye Jingshu only felt extremely ironic:
"I treat you as my own sister, like a brother and sister, I usually share anything with you, and we are together in everything we do. Don't you feel this feeling? ”
"Why do you want to leave behind our long-standing relationship because of that mere 1,500 yuan? Wang Shuting, do you know that you disappointed me too much! ”
"Haha...... What the? Did I let you down? ”
The pain was extreme, like a gushing volcano that swept Wang Shuting.
The desolation and despair revealed in Wang Shuting's laughter are frightening:
"Friendship? Ye Jingshu, tell me, what is friendship? Can friendship be exchanged for money? Can friendship save my mother's dying life? ”
"You just say I'm stealing money, but what can I do!"
When it came to excitement, Wang Shuting threw her chopsticks to the ground and couldn't care about her image anymore. At this time, she was living like an uneducated village woman.
"Ye Jingshu, why? Why do you want to be born with a golden spoon in your mouth from birth, what do you want, call for wind and rain? ”
"You've always had excellent academic grades, a happy family, and even make so much money."
"And me! Why was I born into such a family! ”
Recalling the unbearable past, Wang Shuting's eyebrows and eyes were full of pain:
"You know, as soon as I was born, my dad ran away with someone else. My mother brought my brother and I to grow up with my brother and sister with hard work. ”
"Finally, when I was admitted to college and was ready to honor her, my mother was so seriously ill!"
"How do you know how desperate my heart was when the doctor told me that my mother had only two months to live?"
"Yes, you have everything, and I, I just want to keep this mother's love that belongs to me, no one in this world loves me except my mother, you know!"
Wang Shuting's words made Ye Qing familiar fall into a huge shock, but he didn't expect Wang Shuting, who was gentle and demure on the surface, to have such a tortuous and bumpy experience.
At this time, the unwilling voice sounded again:
"Hehe, how cold God treats me! My mom is now bedridden and dying. If I can't pay the medical bills, at night. Mom would be thrown out into the street. ”
"If it were you, would you bear to watch your mother fend for herself?"
"Of course not!"
Ye Jingshu was also anxious when she heard this, and stood up suddenly.
After sitting quietly for a long time, he suddenly got up and let Ye Jingshu's qi and blood rush straight to his head, causing a short period of dizziness.
After Qingming, Ye Jingshu opened her mouth, although her voice was soft, but with unquestionable firmness:
"No, of course I can't tolerate my mother stepping into death."
"But no matter what, I will not violate my conscience to steal anything that does not belong to me!"
"Phew! Ye Jingshu, you don't put on a righteous and awe-inspiring appearance here, you look very clear, who knows how dirty and dirty your heart is! ”
"You haven't experienced what I've suffered, how can you understand what it's like to be cornered when you're cornered?"
After that, he no longer glanced at Ye Jingshu, and seemed to be caught in that bottomless nightmare:
"How cruel the world is! In the face of life and death, human life is so despicable! ”
"In the cold hospital, I saw these countless patients, who were thrown into the street every day because they couldn't pay for their medicines, and finally died alone and miserable in their illness......"
"Ye Jingshu, do you know how I feel? Every day, touching the little money left in my pocket, do you know how panicked my heart is? ”
"I was also saddled with a school loan on my shoulders and a hospital bill for my mom. For so long, this minute and second has been extremely tormenting for me. ”
"How can the cloud repay the kindness of parents? But I only hated myself for being useless, my mother gave everything for me, but when she needed me, I was so small that I couldn't help at all! , I'm a pauper! Just a coward who can't do anything! ”
"I'm scared, yes! Not bad at all! I was scared, afraid that the people in the hospital would find out that I was penniless and desperate, but I didn't care, I was ...... life."
Before she finished speaking, Wang Shuting collapsed on the dining table and cried bitterly.
Ye Jingshu didn't know what to say now.
"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but the relatives are not there", the most helpless thing in the world is that when the relatives need their help the most, they are not able to take on such a responsibility.
Ye Jingshu experienced it, experienced the heart-rending pain, and sighed:
"You go, although you stole the money, I won't tell you. You can rest assured of that. I won't mention this to anyone from now on. ”
Ye Jingshu looked at Wang Shuting, whose crying shoulders were rising and falling, and her heart was mixed:
"But...... But let our friendship end there! ”
"I hope Wang Shuting is good for yourself, no matter how long it takes, or that sentence, I sympathize with your experience, but I don't agree with your approach."
After that, Ye Jingshu ignored Wang Shuting opposite her and left quickly.
After a long time, Wang Shuting, whose emotions had calmed down, looked at Ye Jingshu with a pair of teary eyes open, looking at the direction of Ye Jingshu's departure, and her eyes were far away.
After that, he silently opened his mouth and repeated a sentence silently:
"Ye Jingshu, I'm sorry......"
After all, I still lost you.
Ye Jingshu, my best friend.