182 Who is in your heart?
"Zhen Xin......" As soon as Xiao Tingli called out her name, she saw Zhen Xin wipe away the tears that fell, "Don't worry, Xu Mu left such a thing, and it is in your hands now anyway." Our surname Xu and our surname Zhen don't have the ability to make waves. ”
"What do you mean by that?" Xiao Tingli's voice couldn't help but be a little cold.
Zhen Xin took a light breath, as if he was trying his best to forbear, "Mr. Xiao is still willing to find Xu Mu's whereabouts for us, what a good person, thank you." ”
After she said this, she turned around to leave, Xiao Tingli knew that Zhen Xin couldn't be allowed to leave like this, he pushed away the chair and got up, Zhen Xin walked very fast, and when he arrived at the door, he was about to open the door, Xiao Tingli propped himself on the door panel with one hand.
Zhen Xin tried a lot of effort but couldn't pull the door open. She looked up at Xiao Tingli, "What are you doing?" ”
"Li Yi, you go out first."
"Okay." Li Yi originally felt that the pestle was quite embarrassing here, but there was only one door in this office, Li Yi walked towards the two, Xiao Tingli stretched out his arms and held Zhen Xin in his arms, Li Yi took the opportunity to open the door and go out, and then pulled the door hard.
Zhen Xin struggled a few times, "Let go of me!" ”
"Do you really believe Xu Mu's suicide note?"
"Then you say, why did he lie to me?"
Xiao Tingli folded his arms and didn't give Zhen Xin a chance to break free, "I have no reason to kill him." ”
"Is this reason enough to be angry for Jia Mengyan?"
Xiao Tingli leaned his back against the wall, "It's not enough, even if I really want Xu Mu to die, I can completely let the hospital not admit him, and I don't need to let him enter the hospital, and then ask for his life." ”
"I'm grateful to you for your willingness to take him in, but what about after that? You didn't keep the agreement with Jia Mengyan, Xiao Tingli, you must have struggled in your heart, right? And the final result, there is no doubt that Miss Jia's importance is far higher than mine, so Xu Mu became a victim. ”
Xiao Tingli listened to every word of her in his ears, although he felt ridiculous, why did he think that all this was seamless?
Xu Mu's suicide note is the best fuse, it can quickly ignite the hatred and anger in Zhen Xin's heart, after all, this is equivalent to Xu Mu's own narration, Zhen Xin struggled a few times and walked out of Xiao Tingli's embrace.
"What if I told you I hadn't done any of these things?"
Zhen Xin's hand fell to the doorknob, Xiao Tingli saw this, and grabbed her wrist, "You answer me." ”
"What kind of answer do you want?"
Xiao Tingli held the strength of her hand and tightened it, "Give me some time, I will definitely bring that person to you." ”
"I just don't understand one thing, if it weren't for you, why would you go to Xu Mu's ward? If it weren't for you, why didn't Xu Mu's suicide note mention anyone else? Zhen Xin questioned repeatedly, and looked deeply into Xiao Tingli's eyes.
Xu Mu's game of chess is really exquisite.
The last time he planned for her before he died, he even calculated Xiao Tingli.
Xu Mu took advantage of Jia Mengyan's greed, as Jia Mengyan wished, the suicide note was in Xiao Tingli's hand, but he kept a hand, so that Zhen Xin knew the truth in advance, and was able to stand outside the chess game, playing a decisive role in fueling the flames.
Zhen Xin thought of this, and felt a burst of grief in his heart, in his last time, there was no comfort, no comfort, but he was thinking about how to make Zhen Xin's future road better.
Xiao Tingli pursed his lips and said nothing, Zhen Xin took a step closer to the door, his hand fell on the doorknob again, but he was hugged tightly by Xiao Tingli from behind.
"Why can you trust Xu Mu, but you can't trust me?" Xiao Tingli's arms tightened more and more, eager to fully embed Zhen Xin in his body.
Zhen's heart was so painful that she couldn't speak, she bent over, gasping for breath, Xiao Tingli continued, "Is it that everything I have done for you is not worth Xu Mu's suicide note?" Zhen Xin, if Xu Mu really died because of me, what would you do? ”
"I'll kill you!" Zhen Xin bit out these words in his teeth.
As soon as Xiao Tingli's arm loosened, Zhen Xin squatted down, and his two shoulders were so painful that he couldn't move.
"Kill me?" Xiao Tingli didn't expect her to say such a word.
Zhen Xin put her arm on the wall, slowly got up, she leaned her back towards the wall, she looked at Xiao Tingli without hesitation, "Killing people pays for their lives, shouldn't they?" ”
"I said, I didn't!" Xiao Tingli was almost furious.
Zhen Xin rolled lightly in his throat, his eyes were red, and Xiao Tingli's chest couldn't help but rise and fall, "You love Xu Mu, don't you?" ”
"We're talking about human life, and it's not about love or not."
Zhen Xin's lips pursed, Xiao Tingli felt that her existence was because he had been living too smoothly, so he put her next to him, stabbed him if he had nothing to do, stabbed him, and took pleasure in Ling Chi him, maybe this is fate, you can't accept it.
"You have always been the person you can't let go of in your heart is always Xu Mu."
Zhen Xin lightly avoided this topic, "So, seeing his suicide note, should I kill you?" ”
"Yes," Xiao Tingli was expressionless, but he pulled the corners of his mouth, "It is only right to avenge your lover." ”
Zhen Xin leaned against the wall and didn't move, her hair was scattered on the back of her neck, not combed, messy, and her mental state was also very poor.
"My relationship with Xu Mu has long passed, I can see this better than anyone else, Xiao Tingli, you don't have to test me all the time, although I don't know the purpose of your ...... doing this."
"You don't know my purpose?"
"Then you told me clearly, why are you so entangled in whether I love Xu Mu or not? What's the point of him now that everyone is dead? ”
Xiao Tingli twisted the corners of his eyebrows, and stared at Zhen Xin for a moment, "I just want to know, do you have me in your heart." ”
"What about you, who is in your heart?"
Xiao Tingli was asked, the two looked at each other almost tensely, and the corners of Xiao Tingli's eyes were a little gentle, "I have you in my heart, can't you see it?" ”
Zhen Xinxing's eyes widened, she didn't answer anything, and she was about to leave as soon as she opened the door.
Xiao Tingli didn't want to be hung in such an unclear way, his right arm propped forward, the door slammed shut, and Xiao Tingli's other arm simply propped herself up on the side of Zhen Xin's face, completely imprisoning her in his arms.
"What do you think of what I have to say?"
Zhen Xin's heart is as hard as a stone, but there are soft places, but this will be stuffed with sadness, she raised her chin to look at him, "Xiao Tingli, I came to you, I didn't want to talk to you about love, Xu Mu is still missing, I don't know life and death, don't force me to think about other things." ”
Xiao Tingli's arm hung down and gently put it on Zhen Xin's waist, "I know you're uncomfortable, so let me accompany you when you're the most uncomfortable." ”
"Accompany, how to accompany?"
Xiao Tingli straightened up, "Xu Mu's incident this time really has nothing to do with me. ”
Zhen Xin covered her face with her hands, that kind of heartache and sadness, no matter how much she suppressed it, she couldn't suppress it, "You won't understand, maybe in the eyes of others, Xu Mu's departure like this is the best result, and for himself, it is also a relief." But he went so fast, I really couldn't accept it. ”
She squatted down, Xiao Tingli sighed, it was normal for her to hate him to the bone, Xiao Tingli then squatted in front of Zhen Xin, "If you feel uncomfortable, then you can hate me, get through these days with difficulty, and when you feel better, you can use your hatred as motivation and come to me for revenge." ”
"Xiao Tingli, are you stupid?" Zhen Xin's eyes were warm and asked him.
The man's eyes were fixed on her.
Zhen Xin's tears didn't hold back, and they flowed out, "I just chose to believe you, I know that Xu Mu's disappearance or death must have nothing to do with you, so you say, how can I make my heart feel good now?" ”
Xiao Tingli couldn't speak, he didn't know what to say at this time, to be exact, he should have thought that he had heard it wrong.
The two looked at each other, Xiao Tingli stretched out his hand to help her up, but as soon as his hand stretched out, Zhen Xin pushed his hand away.
"How long are you going to crouch like this?"
Xiao Tingli's hands fell to the ground, forcing himself to revisit the topic just now, "You said about Xu Mu, do you believe it has nothing to do with me?"
"yes."
He didn't look happy, "You listened to my explanation?" ”
Zhen Xin shook her head lightly, "No. ”
Xiao Tingli was hung uncomfortably, "Make the words clear at once." ”
"I don't want to say it." Zhen Xin squatted there, her chin resting on her knees, her eyes wandering.
Xiao Tingli really encountered this for the first time, he got up irritably, and walked around the office twice, seriously, if it was someone else, he would have kicked it out earlier. But she is Zhen Xin, she seems to be his nemesis, and she is dedicated to his life.
"You say," Xiao Tingli had no choice but to squat back in front of Zhen Xin, his voice was helpless, and he admitted defeat, "What do you have to do so that you can feel better?" ”
Zhen Xin's appearance, her demeanor, her expression, not a little bit pretended, she is becoming more and more real in front of this man, she is really uncomfortable, "When I saw Xu Mu's suicide note, my mind was blank, but I knew you wouldn't do such a thing." I just want to bring someone to be sad with me, I can't choose anyone else, I can only choose you. ”
"You have reason to believe the contents of the suicide note."
Zhen Xin shook her head, "Don't believe it. ”
Xiao Tingli couldn't tell what he was feeling at this time, he should obviously be excited, but when he saw Zhen Xin's appearance, his heart was about to break. He fell to one knee on the ground, leaned forward with his upper body, and reached out to hold her in his arms.
"Xu Mu loves me, he won't know that the difference in strength between me and you is so big, and he makes me hateful, this is related to his life, he has always understood me, if this is the truth, even if you fight to the death, I will avenge him." He won't let me die like this. ”
Xiao Tingli listened to Zhen Xin's evaluation of Xu Mu, and his heart felt bitter, painful, and uncomfortable feeling of dealing with a dead person. But he can't let Zhen Xin keep his mouth shut, maybe the more she says, the better she will feel in her heart?
Then, let him share the discomfort for her.