Chapter 74 If you want to seek justice for yourself, you are ashamed to export
Leaving Song You's studio, it was close to six o'clock in the morning, and it was not yet dawn.
But I didn't care about it so much, so I dialed it directly to Shen Yinan, but he didn't answer. I called him over and over again, and later, I don't know if he was annoyed, or if I called him until his phone ran out of battery, in short, it turned off.
I went to Ling Shen, the whole building was dark and there was no light, and Shen Yinan was not there. I went back to the villa and searched all over the room, but he was also not there. The villa was empty without a hint of popularity.
However, apart from these two places, I don't know where to go to find Shen Yinan.
I called Chen Yan, and it took him a long time to answer: "Who are you?" ”
"Where is Shen Yinan?"
"Wen Ying? Whew, why should I tell you? Chen Yan came to the spirit and kept sarcastic: "I heard that you produce poisonous peanut butter?" Thinking about money and going crazy, right? If something happens, you want to find him to carry it around for you? You can do it yourself. ”
I asked him to scold, and when he finished scolding, I asked again: "Where is Shen Yinan?" ”
"Oh, I won't tell you. Find it yourself. ”
I am very calm, although I knew that I couldn't ask anything from Chen Yan, but I am not a person without temper, listening to him ridicule him like this, even the people of the Buddhist family will be angry.
"I heard you recently signed up for a boxing class? Practice well, embroidered pillows like yours, straw bags are stupid, and it will be almost the same for a hundred years of practice. I'll be careful with my aunt and grandmother, and the next time I see you, I'll beat you! “
Chen Yan is a face-heavy person, and he was thrown by me over the shoulder last time, so it's no wonder that he can swallow this breath.
Sure enough, he was on the other end of the "shit" sound, and I dropped the phone.
I know where to find Shen Yinan. When talking to Chen Yan on the phone, I heard the sound of playing cards, so they must be in a clubhouse.
I immediately determined my goal, looked for it in the hotel run by Chen Yan, and finally came to the place where Chen Yan held a banquet last time.
Since it is a clubhouse, there is nothing that you can't enter if you can spend money. I looked around and found Shen Yinan in the VIP area. He had a cigarette in his mouth and was playing cards with Chen Yan and two other people I didn't know.
When Chen Yan saw that I came to the door, he deliberately made it difficult: "Yo, let's see who is coming." No woman in my place has ever dared to snatch a man. Unless ......"
The person next to him asked, "Brother Yan, unless what?" Don't talk half the time, it will whet people's appetite. ”
"Unless, if she can win me, I'll release her. Shen, don't you say? Chen Yan pushed the cards in his hand and pretended to scold others, "Do you know how to look at your eyes?" I didn't see my sister-in-law coming, so I didn't let go. ”
The two people immediately stood up and vacated their seats, "Sister-in-law, please." ”
I ignored them, walked directly to Shen Yinan's side, and whispered, "I have a few words to ask you, just a few minutes." ”
Shen Yinan pinched the cigarette with two fingers, but didn't raise his eyes, "If you want to ask, I'll answer?" Didn't you hear Chen Yan's words? There are some rules that I can't even disobey. ”
His voice was neither hurried, nor high, nor low, so that when others heard it, all their eyes turned to me. It's rare to see Shen Yinan's liveliness, who would refuse? Besides, Shen Yinan has the intention to embarrass me, everyone just has to watch it.
"Rules?" I smiled and glanced at Chen Yan.
Chen Yan bent his fingers and tapped the cards, and said with a cheap look: "Isn't it just the rules, men are playing outside, women should be interesting, don't come to find it at every turn, it's not your man's face." Sister-in-law, don't think I'm verbose, a superb like Shen, you're going to annoy him, there are many women outside who are obedient to him, and it's too late for you to cry when the time comes. ”
Seizing the opportunity and not forgiving, I feel more and more that Chen Yan's eighth wife is on the upper side.
That's right, this is his territory, and it stands to reason that I'm not good at smashing the field or something, but his behavior, if something really happens to me, he deserves it.
I already had his face in the last time he did the game, and now I don't know how to restrain myself, so I have to rush up to provoke me, is it looking for abuse?
I grabbed a bottle of whiskey from a card table not far away, and a few people saw me like this, and thought I was going to smash the bottle, and they all dodged away.
Chen Yan's eyes widened, but he didn't lift the table.
"If the rules are unruly, isn't it your Chen Yan's words. In this way, if you don't know the rules, I will punish myself with a bottle. But Shen Yinan, no matter what, I'm going to take it away. You have to let people go, and you have to let people go, and you have to let go if you don't. ”
Without saying a word, I raised my head and poured the bottle of wine one by one. About half of the bottle was filled, Shen Yinan snatched the bottle from my hand and smashed it on other tables.
Everyone didn't dare to gasp.
I looked into Shen Yinan's eyes, "Can you go?" ”
He sneered, "What if I don't leave?" ”
"Then I'll ask here, I don't care who hears it."
Shen Yinan pinched my wrist, and his strength was so great that he seemed to break my wrist.
I didn't say a word, and let him pinch it.
The silent confrontation was uncomfortable and grinding. But I had to hear the truth from him. It doesn't make sense that I was played like this, dealt with like this, and he, as the cause of the incident, can stay out of the matter like this.
If it's not good, then don't be good.
Shen Yinan let go of my wrist a little and dragged my hand out.
Chen Yan was dissatisfied: "Shen, do you believe that this woman has any good intentions?" Don't forget, she just made you lose a lot. ”
I turned my head sideways to look at Chen Yan, "Then what do you have in mind?" Doesn't it feel good to be used as a gun? You and those so-called, Shen Yinan's friends around you, you are a circle of people, it's really moving, unanimously to the outside world, let Shen Yinan regain happiness? But as long as the marriage certificate is still in the names of me and Shen Yinan one day, you do so much, you are a cheap match, and you are a cheap person who destroys people's marriage, understand? ”
Chen Yan's face was completely dark, and he looked at Shen Yinan silently.
I picked up a mahjong on the table and threw it at Chen Yan.
He didn't dodge, the mahjong hit him in the forehead, and he scolded: "Crazy woman." ”
"I said, I'll beat you up next time I see you. Such a chicken woman all day long, so many nosy, you are an eighth woman. ”
Chen Yan was about to rush over, but Shen Yinan dragged me out.
It was already bright outside, and I saw that Shen Yinan's eyes were red, and he must have not slept all night. I don't think I'm much better than him, and I haven't closed my eyes all night.
Xu Ze drove over, Shen Yinan was about to get in the car, I stretched out my hand to stop, "Let's go." ”
Shen Yinan closed the car door and let Xu Ze drive away first.
On the morning when late autumn was about to turn into winter, it was a little cold, so I gathered my coat.
"Is it cold?" I saw that he was still wearing a thin blazer, and I didn't know why he was so cold.
He said he was not cold, and then asked me, "What do you want to ask?" ”
No matter how embarrassing the questions to ask and how far apart I was from him, this moment in front of me was truly commendable.
Shen Yinan and I can have such a peaceful time, there is no confrontation, no ridicule, no targeting, some just walk quietly along the road until they can no longer walk.
I wish I had a Pandora's box now, not to open the lid and have those wonderful things coming out, but to take away all those horizontal problems one by one, so that I and him can have ordinary love and ordinary life like ordinary people.
And the reality is that in addition to this straight road, there is a fork in front.
After all, dragging mud and water is not what I am good at.
I threw out the first question: "The last time you suddenly went to the airport and suddenly left Jiangcheng for so long, you were actually with a woman, right?" ”
Shen Yinan slightly twisted his eyebrows, said "um", and continued: "It's not the kind of being together that you think, but she had an accident and almost couldn't hold on." ”
That's already together. If you don't have her in your heart, you won't leave everything in Jiangcheng and be her backbone in the past.
I don't want to ask the next question. Because, as long as this one question is as I think, all of it will be confirmed by my suspicions, and Domino is sometimes as simple as that.
But somehow, I suddenly asked again: "That pink diamond, you took it and gave it to her, as well as Jiang Xing, S Mall, and Night Star Entertainment, all have something to do with her, right?" ”
Shen Yinan suddenly stopped, didn't go any further, but frowned at me, "You care about all this, don't you?" In fact, there is nothing to hide from these. ”
I looked at him for a long time before I responded, "Yes, you didn't hide it." "But you will never mention it, just like the secret I hid about Lu Huainian, and I will not take the initiative to mention it to you.
Who can not have a few secrets? It's just that my secret is different from Shen Yinan, Lu Huainian is far away for me, a memory that can't be looked back on; But that woman has been running through Shen Yinan's life from beginning to end, and has never disappeared, as long as he wants, he can reach out and pick it up at any time, and then continue the front edge.
That's it, even if I want to get justice for myself, I'm ashamed to say it. Justice seems so insignificant in the face of other people's love.
The justice I want, but in the whitewashing of the peace again and again, it serves as a tool to highlight how unforgettable, reluctant, and deep love other people's love is.
It's better not to mention it.
"I see. If you want a divorce, let me know. "I had to sign my name happily, get a divorce certificate, and do anything else.
I met the wrong person at the wrong time, and I confessed. In the future, don't think that how important your sincerity is to others, it is just a matter of adding trouble.
I turned around and tried to get a taxi.
Shen Yinan grabbed my arm, "Divorce? That's all you want to ask me? ”
"Yes, it's all clear now." I hung my head, not wanting to look at his face again.
"What do you know? Scold. He laughed sarcastically.
"I know that if I continue like this with you, I may not be able to save my life. That's it, Shen Yinan, return to the right path. ”
An empty car drove by, I pulled the door and got in, and almost as soon as the door closed, tears welled up from the corners of my eyes, and I couldn't help but fall in front of him.
The driver looked at me in the rearview mirror, looked away, and then turned up the music in the car and snorted.
I thought about my thoughts, and my ears flowed with sad songs......
In a moment, you have lived in your heart
Suddenly separated before he could live his life
I shed tears and understood that beauty is always the shortest
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There is no time for grief between the full moon and the lack of time
There is also strength and ambition, and they all want to repair my country
There are always tears in the smile between the lack of the month and the fullness
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The feast dispersed, the clouds dispersed, and happiness never had anything to do with me