0014: For a lifetime
These three words were like a muffled thunder, shaking my heart, shaking my body and trembling, and my whole body was cold, as if I had been stripped naked and thrown into the ice and snow, and I couldn't slow down for a long time.
It wasn't until I put a hand on my shoulder, and the temperature of the hand penetrated into my skin through the clothes, that I felt a trace of warmth, I slowly turned my head, my face wiped the back of the hand that Yan had abandoned, his hand shrank slightly, and the narrow and bright eyes with reddish eyes overflowed with distress as if he had known me for a long time, and opened his mouth and said: "Don't be afraid, no one can hurt you." ”
In an instant, a breath of cold air poured into my slightly open mouth, and the cold wind poured me from beginning to end like a basin of cold water, waking me up from shock.
The trembling heart slowly warmed up and calmed down because of the words abandoned, looked at him and pulled out a smile, looked back at his grandfather, reason and questions prevailed in his heart, and I said with a straight face: "I didn't notice that if the imperial grandfather wanted to change the prince, the imperial grandfather designed to let the fourth uncle and the fifth uncle enter Beijing, could it be simply that he only wanted their soldiers and horses?" ”
My grandfather's eyes narrowed slightly, and he looked behind me without leaving a trace, his eyes were a little deeper, with consideration, and he said half-loudly: "Your Majesty's heart is as deep as the sea, we can only speculate on one or two furs, Your Majesty wants the heir of the country, who can support the rivers and mountains of Beiling and control many princes and princes, the eldest grandson of the emperor is young, generous and kind, and his heart is as soft as mud." ”
"Even if Your Majesty doesn't really want to change the reserve, but there will definitely be this idea, or Your Majesty let King Yan, King Jin, and King Qi enter Beijing, which is to give the emperor's eldest grandson a dose of fierce medicine to grow up, and see if he can support the rivers and mountains of Beiling Wanli."
My grandfather's speculation made me feel in danger, and I decided immediately: "I'll go back now, go back and try my best to send Ziling and Se'er out of the palace......
When my grandfather heard this, he stopped me and said, "If you send them out of the palace and try to speculate on the Sacred Heart, Your Majesty will definitely have an insight, and when the time comes, not only will Ziling and Se'er not be able to come out, but you will be even more like walking on thin ice in the palace." ”
My grandfather's words, I understand, the princes and princes in the palace are like princes and princes outside, and they will get the emperor's decree wherever they go out, otherwise they will exceed the rules, and those who do not conform to the rules will despise the imperial power.
I was silent for a long time, helped my grandfather to stand up, and I said, "That is the case, I can only take risks and use the simplest and most effective way, and I will do it." ”
"Princess! And don't act rashly, the palace is as deep as the sea, the queen is in love with you, King Yan is her son, King Jin, King Qi also has to respectfully call her a mother-in-law. ”
My grandfather's hand on my arm trembled, and he understood what I was saying, and knew that I wanted the three uncles to die in the palace.
But he also reminded me that the imperial grandmother was very likely to favor her own son, King Yan, between her grandson and son.
And now the imperial grandmother doesn't know that the fourth uncle Yan Wang has entered Beijing, if she knows what will happen, no one can guess, after all, the imperial grandmother can influence some of the imperial grandfather's choices.
I took two breaths of cold air, and no matter how thick I dressed, I also felt that the whole person was cold: "Grandfather, if they don't die, no matter who is powerful, there will be no way for the four of us to live!" ”
Grandfather exhaled a deep breath of turbidity, "Don't be afraid, princess, there are also old ministers, even if the old ministers fight hard, they will protect your four sisters and brothers." ”
I took a step back and held my hand to make a big salute to my ancestor: "An An has thanked Elder Xu here, and the four of us sisters and brothers have relied on Elder Xu." ”
My grandfather held my hand and exercised self-denial: "Her Royal Highness the princess tortured the old minister, the princess trusted the old minister, and the old minister will never spare his life to protect the emperor's eldest grandson." ”
I know that over the years, the reason why my grandfather stayed in the capital and hung on his idle post was for the sake of the four of us.
Otherwise, according to his age, he would have been able to resign and return to his hometown to recuperate, instead of fluttering in the cracks of imperial power in this capital.
Yan Qizhi sat in the carriage, I looked at him in a daze, his warm bony and calloused hand probed my forehead: "An An, what are you looking at?" ”
I shuddered, and suddenly, I thought of the man in the nightmare who had a bloody face and a small scar on his left eyebrow.
Stretched out his hands and held his face at once.
Yan Qi's breath stagnated, and a yin owl that did not match his age appeared in his eyes in an instant, almost shaking me off.
My hand touched his left eyebrow, and the words were abandoned like a sting, and the skinny calloused hand grabbed my wrist, and the yin owl in his eyes was buried deep in his eyes, belonging to the young man's voice change period, and his voice was hoarse and timid: "An An, what are you looking for?" ”
Yan Qi's body was thin and thin, and his skinny hands grabbed my wrists, imprisoning me with great strength, so that I could not remove his thick brow.
There was a slight pain in my wrist, which made me realize that I was a demonic barrier, and the man in the dream was an adult man, exuding a decisive and strong aura of a soldier all over his body.
Even though he looks similar to his eyes, he is still a child, and there is no comparison with the man in my dreams.
I shook my head very slowly, my eyes gloomy, "If you abandon it, you will be a handsome man when you grow up." ”
It's just two dreams, how can I take it seriously?
Yan Zhizhi's thin lips trembled slightly, and his eyes drooped slightly, covering all the colors in his eyes: "An An wants me to be what kind of person I become, and I will strive to be what kind of person I want to be, so as not to let An An be wronged." ”
His hot words like this have been rehearsed for a long time, and every sentence can be said to my heart.
looked at him and was silent for a long time, and said, "There is no grievance, everything is fine." ”
Snatching my wrist, my body leaned towards him, and he pressed my head on his shoulder: "An'an, for a lifetime." ”