024 I have loved you with all my heart

When I woke up again, I found myself at a construction site with bare steel and cement everywhere.

The position I was in was a bit high, and through the barred railings I could easily see the hills.

It was daytime, but the construction site was very quiet, and there was no sound of work.

Occasionally, a few birds fly by, and they can make a huge reverberation, and it sounds a little terrifying.

The bleeding in my neck had stopped, but because I hadn't eaten for a long time and had lost blood from before, I didn't die, but I didn't have much strength.

Shen Tao seemed to be expecting that no one would come here, so he only tied my hands and feet with a thick rope to prevent me from escaping, but he didn't use anything to gag my mouth to prevent me from calling for help.

But in fact, I didn't even have the strength to call for help.

I sat weakly on the ground against the wall, staring blankly at the hills in the distance, and at this moment, I suddenly missed my grandmother, who lived in the mountains.

I don't remember how long it had been since I visited her old man, and I wonder if she was like my grandfather, who hated me all the time, and hated me until she died.

It took a long time for Shen Tao to appear, and when he came, he brought someone with him - Shen Man.

Seeing me, Shen Man's eyes were full of shock, but because her mouth was blocked by strips of cloth, she couldn't make a sound.

After Shen Tao forced Shen Man to sit down opposite me with a sharp knife, he did the same and tied Shen Man's hands and feet.

Although Shen Man has always been independent and strong, she is a pampered young lady after all, how could she ever encounter such a thing, so although she tried her best to hide it, she still couldn't hide the fear in her heart, which could be seen from her trembling body.

"Shen Tao, aren't you afraid that Shen Tianyi will find you?"

My voice sounded weaker than I had imagined, as if I would die at any moment.

Shen Tao turned around, with a bloodthirsty smile on the corner of his mouth: "Afraid? I don't have anything left! There is nothing in this world that can scare me anymore. ”

I don't know what Shen Tao has experienced in the past few days, but his words make me feel familiar.

Looking at him, I seemed to see myself.

I also used to feel that I had nothing and nothing to love.

I also wanted to take revenge on everyone recklessly, and then left with a bang of hatred.

The difference is that Shen Tao has more courage and ability than me, and he has completely put into action what I can only think about.

If I had changed before, I would have admired him, but now, looking at Shen Tao, I just feel sad.

Because I suddenly realized that no matter what I did, we still had nothing but deeper and deeper despair.

But Shen Tao is still a little different from me......

"Shen Tao, don't forget that you still have your mother."

Unexpectedly, hearing my words, Shen Tao became even more excited.

"Xia Xiaoman, you still dare to laugh at me?!"

He approached me, the knife in his hand slicing through my cheek, and I didn't feel scared, this little injury was nothing compared to the time I jumped off a building and crippled a leg.

On the other side, Shen Man seemed to be greatly frightened and began to whimper.

"I'm just reminding you that you're not left with nothing."

My voice was so calm that even I felt a little surprised, but Shen Tao's eyes suddenly turned red.

"Xia Xiaoman, didn't you say before that I was an illegitimate child? Unfortunately, I'm not! You know what? I'm a mongrel with an unknown father!! I don't have a surname Shen, I don't even know what my surname is!! Ha ha...... Xia Xiaoman, why did you appear? Why! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been subjected to such retaliation...... I'd rather be a idiot who doesn't know anything than be like this!! ”

As he spoke, Shen Tao squatted on the ground, hid his face and cried.

So, everything that happened to him was because of me?

I looked at Shen Tao, who was shrunk into a ball, and I didn't know what it was like in my heart.

"You're right, it's all because of me. This has nothing to do with Shen Man, let her go, right? ”

"Let her go, and then let her call someone to save you? Xia Xiaoman, you think beautiful!! ”

Shen Tao jumped up from the ground in excitement and roared loudly, and then, as if he had thought of something, he suddenly calmed down and smiled weirdly at me.

"Xia Xiaoman, guess who Jingsheng will choose between you and Shen Man?"