Chapter 163: If you look back at me, it's okay to look at me.
"Can't you?" I turned around the full-length mirror twice, and now I am a few pounds fatter than before, but it is just right, and I will not be skinny again.
"Don't you think it's too tight?" Two small clusters of fire came out of Shen Yinan's eyes.
What's tight, haven't you ever seen a woman wearing a dress, how to count those off-the-shoulder bandeau breasts, I'm already decent. Since I want to officiate with them, I can't dress too frivolously, but I don't have to be too serious either.
This dress cost me a lot of money, and it is one of the luxury items I have invested in the most in the past two years, because I usually wear casual clothes, and it is difficult to wear these with my heart treasures. Now that Xiaoxiao's physical condition is becoming more and more stable, Xinbao has been taken back, and I just wear a little more skirts.
Shen Yinan stood behind me, frowning at my cloakroom, as if he had fallen in love with one of them and wanted to take it down. But he didn't dare, after all, it would be nice if I could let him into this house now, and if he told me again, he wouldn't want to come in again.
I was going to change my dress, take a look at him, and motioned for him to leave my room, Shen Yinan pretended not to see it, still in the cloakroom, and said to me: "The heating in your living room seems to be broken, and it's a little cold to sleep until midnight." “
"I don't sleep in the living room. You can also go upstairs and go to sleep. “
"......" He was speechless by my wall, and after a while he pinched my waist, "a ruthless woman." I haven't seen you for so long, and I don't know if I feel sorry for me. ”
I pushed him out with my backhand.
This night, Shen Yinan slept in the living room of my house, and when it was warm and cold, he really needed to wrap the quilt tightly, but fortunately, my sofa was very spacious, and he had no problem sleeping all night long. In the first days, he couldn't sleep well in the middle of the night, but now he can occasionally go back to his house upstairs to sleep, and he no longer needs to lie on my sofa so aggrieved.
I guess I haven't seen him for a while, he fell asleep late tonight, and I sat on the other couch and wept so sleepily, he seemed to have a lot to say.
I couldn't hold it anymore and went back to my room to sleep.
When I woke up the next day, I reacted violently, I didn't get up in the middle of the night, and I didn't know if he would have nightmares. When I walked out of the living room, Shen Yinan was already preparing breakfast for me.
Seeing me go out barefoot, he put down the milk and took a pair of cotton slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them at my feet, "You don't know it's cold?" ”
The cotton slippers are new, pink and tender in color, and I can't remember when I bought them. Looking at Shen Yinan again, he seems to be very adaptable to this kind of life of not going to work and doing logistics for me. After looking at it for a long time, it seems to be pleasing to the eye.
A man who is not a tyrant, with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, is really fresh enough.
In a blink of an eye, on the day of the wedding of Ma Yan Cheng and Xiaoxiao, I got up in the morning, and I was as busy as a spinning top, and the whole wedding was warm and lively, full of happiness and sweetness. I've never been to anyone's wedding up close before, but this time I've seen it with my own eyes
People's happiness is actually very touched in their hearts.
If it is not one of the four joyful events in life, ritual things do have its necessity.
At the wedding banquet, I read a speech that was not very long, and I laughed and cried into tears, and my numb face turned red in my eyes, and I was suddenly touching. It was about my age and status, and the guests who came to the wedding banquet were a little curious about me. After all, the elders are usually the main marriage, and I am still single.
So after the whole wedding banquet, suddenly there were many more men of my age around me, some came to toast, some came to inquire about the relationship between me and the newlyweds, some went to my shop and knew that I was the boss behind the scenes, and some came to the heat, and it was also not excluded that there were people who wanted to know me.
There was a tall and thin figure in the crowd walking towards me, and I thought about it before I remembered, oh, it was Ma Yancheng that customer, called Jiang Shi, but unfortunately it was destroyed by Shen Yinan before it happened.
I was a little embarrassed and a little apologetic, so I deliberately clinked glasses with Jiang Shi and said, "I'm really sorry about that last time." “
"It's okay, I just think it's a pity, but just think about it, you have such good conditions, how can there be no one to chase." Jiang Shi was generous.
"Your conditions are not bad, and it is not difficult to find a girlfriend at all. When you came over just now, a lot of girls were red at me. "I talked to Jiang Shi a little more.
After the wedding banquet, some programs that young people like were also arranged, and Ma Yancheng and Xiaoxiao couldn't greet him, so I naturally wanted to come forward, but at this time, Shen Yinan called.
"Is it over, I'll wait for you outside."
"You go back first, I'll have to greet their friends before I can leave in a while."
Shen Yinan responded without thinking about it: "Where are you, I'll go in and find you." There are so many people, can you handle it alone? ”
He seems to be right, although some of the guests have left, but most of the young people remain, and I can't always cover everything.
I told Shen Yinan the room number and said that I would wait for him outside.
Shen Yinan went to park, and I chatted with a few friends of Ma Yancheng for a while, and at this time, the store manager called me and asked me if I was at a wedding banquet, saying that a supplier had seen me, and the supplier was also attending the wedding banquet.
I have been working for a long time to cooperate with this supplier, but I didn't expect him to be one of Ma Yancheng's friends, and I have to say hello in public and private.
I was about to call Shen Yinan, but the phone was not in a hurry, and the battery was low and turned off directly, so I had to ask the waiter who was guarding outside this private room to help me tell Shen Yinan to wait for me here, and I would call him later.
I went to another private room to find the vendor, sat down and chatted, he introduced his friend to me, and after exchanging business cards, I drank a few drinks and left, they didn't have time to stay longer, and it was really not a good time to talk about business.
But I never expected that such an episode would almost cause trouble.
When I returned to the same place to look for Shen Yinan, I didn't see him after looking for him, I borrowed the waiter's mobile phone and called him, and the mobile phone was connected, but he never answered the phone.
What's going on? Did he go back first? I dialed a few more times, but he still didn't answer. I suddenly had a bad premonition in my heart, and I hurriedly dragged the waiter to ask him to find the power bank, I turned on the phone and called Shen Yinan.
Again, no one answered.
Just as I saw the waiter I had confessed to come out of the private room with a drink, I asked him in a slightly rough voice, "Didn't you tell me about it?" “
"Did you mean that Mr. Shen? I told you about it, but he left in a hurry as if something had happened. ”
Have an accident? Worry?
I hurriedly asked the waiter, "What did you say?"
"I said that a Miss Wen asked me to tell Mr. Shen that you should stay here and she would call you again. Then he asked me where you had been, and I replied, "You're gone." ”
When am I leaving? This pig waits. Don't answer what you shouldn't. Shen Yinan heard him say that I had already left, and he would definitely call my mobile phone, which happened to be turned off, his first feeling would it be that I deliberately left him to slip away? Or will he feel that something has happened to me when I am in danger, so he is in a hurry to find me?
I almost couldn't help but want to cut this waiter, but I didn't have time to think about it right now, because I had to go to Shen Yinan. Please, this man must have a long brain, but don't really let me guess it.
If he thinks that something has happened to me and goes to look for me everywhere, it is okay to watch the surveillance, at least he knows that I am safe, he should obediently go back to the car and wait, or go back to the shore.
But in case, he thinks it's the former, I deliberately turned off the phone and left, leaving him while there are many people, then ......
As soon as I thought about the 1 in 10 million possibility, I felt my heart pounding uncontrollably. The way he was out of control, the image of him cowering like a child, his whole body sweating as if he had been drenched in heavy rain, and the way he shivered like a sieve and his eyes were red, all made me feel that I must be the one who went crazy.
Hopefully, I'm wrong.
I went to the parking lot to look for it and found my car, but I couldn't find Shen Yinan. I forced myself to calm down and think about what he would do first if this were the case.
I used the little power I had left to call Xu Ze: "Did your boss explain anything to you?" “
"You're only asking now, do you think he's been found, or can't you be found?" Xu Ze was full of ridicule.
"I'll fuck you." I couldn't hold back my scolding. What cultivation, what politeness, all thrown away. Really, I'm convinced, a little episode will turn out like this.
Xu Ze on the other side of the phone was obviously stunned, "Didn't you take this opportunity to escape?" “
"You just have to tell me if he's gone or not. If you leave, you will never look back, and I don't want him anymore. I do what I say. “
Xu Ze reacted quickly: "No, he didn't leave, he didn't go anywhere in Maodu." ”
"You can say it later. When the time comes, it's really me who will leave. “
When I picked up the phone, the phone fell into a black screen again. It's infuriating. I'm so angry, but why, I'm still worried about the pig's emotions and worried about the pig's psychology?
At this time, I didn't dare to drive, for fear that I would be so angry that I would use the accelerator as a brake. I took a taxi back to Yipin Lin'an, and first arrived at Shen Yinan's floor.
After a few swipes, I pressed the password. It was pitch black inside, and even the street lamps outside could not penetrate. Well, he's really here.
I was so angry that I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't laugh anyway, my heart was panting up and down, and I wanted to scold when the words came to my mouth, but at the end there were only two words that were neither soft nor hard: "So you think so, I finally understand." Then there's not much to say, if you don't even have that trust. “
I turned to open the door, and a brute force pressed me against the panel, and then his warm lips traced mine.
His half-hoarse and painful voice lingered in my ears for a long time: "Don't go...... Don't leave, Wen Ying, you can look back at me, just look at me. “
My heart is like being drilled by a hundred ants, sour and numb. Why is his humility, which is almost down to the dust, so easily exposed to me, and makes me feel distressed? What does it mean to look back at him, do I keep giving him the feeling that he has never looked back?
My hand reached into his hair, "Are you scared?" Didn't I tell you to call you later? I just want to talk to the supplier, and the phone just happened to be out of battery. “
"But what he told me was that you're gone. I didn't even know where to start, and I thought these days were hallucinations. ”
"So you asked Xu Ze to check if I boarded the plane and whether I left the country, right? After finding out, you were completely relaxed, but your brain was very confused, so you ran back and locked yourself up? “
Shen Yinan responded in a sullen voice: "Hmm." “
"Do you remember when you signed a contract? If I don't want you, what will you do? Locked himself up like this, lost contact? "Forgive me for mentioning this stubble, if this matter passes easily, he will not be better in the future.
Shen Yinan's body tightened up obviously, and the strength of hugging me began to tighten.
"From the perspective of you and me now, do you think I will take great care to give you a sense of security? No, I won't, if you don't feel secure, get out of here. Like tonight, I'm looking for people all over the world, only allowed once, and you don't have a chance to let me do this again. Shen Yinan, I have to tell you, I have no obligation or responsibility to coax you, if you want to expect more from me, you have to rely on yourself, not on my blind concessions and compromises, understand? I looked him in the eye, "Of course, if I volunteer to give you more, it will be on the premise that you have already given what I wanted." ”
He was lost in thought, and I opened the curtains to let the wind in, and when I saw him standing there in despair, with no place to put his hands and feet, I could not bear it anymore, and put my hands behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Why are you so stupid? Do you have to let me say it word for word, so I understand? “