"Because I voice like hers, you take me as a substitute." Chu Shiya understood very well that this was the reason why Huo Hengling left herself, she used to love Huo Hengling so much, but after learning why Huo Hengling left her by her side, her heart was slowly cool.

If it weren't for her son, she would have left a long time ago, how could she have stayed by Huo Hengling's side for so many years, and how could she be willing to be a substitute for so many years?

These years of wagging her tail and begging for mercy just want to make her son's life smoother, her feelings for him have slowly cooled from the initial enthusiasm, and the feelings in her heart for him, I don't know how much love there is, or hate more.

"You know." Huo Hengling was surprised, he thought that Chu Shiya would not know, but he didn't expect Chu Shiya to know his mind.

Chu Shiya looked away, and said a little sadly: "I didn't know at first, but when I gave birth to Haoyuan, I found out that something was wrong with you, once you were drunk and told me unintentionally, and I understood the real reason why you kept me by your side." ”

"Then do you hate me?" Huo Hengling asked again.

Chu Shiya smiled sadly: "Maybe I hate, I don't know it myself, I only know that all my good youth was ruined by you!" I used to want to escape, but because my son didn't grow up, I was afraid that you would treat him badly, so I could only endure it.

Now that my son has grown up, I don't have that mind and energy anymore, I just want to spend the rest of my life in peace and watch my son get married and start a family. ”

Hearing this, Huo Hengling felt very hurtful, he wanted to be angry and wanted to scold Chu Shiya, but he found that he couldn't say anything at all.

Chu Shiya turned her head and looked at Huo Hengling seriously: "I have loved you, but after knowing the reason why you left me, my love for you slowly faded, and now there is only an indifferent family affection left." ”

This sentence, Huo Hengling felt even more hurtful, the woman who used to love him so much now no longer loves, all that is left is an indifferent family affection, and he suddenly feels that his life is a failure.

He has had many women in his life, and every woman has the shadow of Qin Yulan, including his wife, but in the end, these women of his have either cheated on him or have lost their feelings for him.

suddenly felt that he was lonely and unworthy of love, an abusive and irresponsible man like him, no wonder Qin Yulan had no love for him at the beginning, only gratitude.

"Heh, hehe......" he laughed desolately, remembering that he had come all the way, and everything else had succeeded, but he had failed completely in love.

He and Xia Rongxu have been fighting for so many years, thinking that he has won, but in the end, he is the one who loses the most, and Xia Rongxu is a little better than him, and in the last rest of his life, he saw his heart clearly and lived a happy life for a few days.

But what about him? On the surface, it seems that he is a winner in life, and his life is extremely happy, only he knows that such a life is not happy at all, and he has not even enjoyed a day of happiness.

"Let's go, I'm tired and want to rest." Huo Hengling didn't want to see them again, so he waved his hand and asked them to leave first.

Chu Shiya didn't say a word, and directly pulled her son out of the ward, Huo Feng glanced at Huo Hengling deeply, and followed out of the ward.

Outside the ward, Chu Haoyuan looked at his mother and said apologetically, "Mom, I'm sorry." ”