Now I am still in contact with Shen Xingqiao, and I don't know if it's right or wrong, Li Yaoyao only feels that she is quite tired of doing anything, motionless, and lacking in doing nothing.

I feel tired to breathe.

It's scary.

Another day passed in a state of confusion.

When I woke up, it was already half past eight, and after Li Yaoyao washed up, she was going to eat something casually, and then go to Nandu River to take a walk and have a look.

Halfway through eating at the breakfast restaurant, she received a call from Lu Ranran.

This was the first time he had contacted her since this breakup.

Li Yaoyao was still shocked for no reason.

Lu Ranran's phone call will not make her happy, it will only make her feel heavy.

She was afraid that this person would be stalked.

She couldn't stand it.

Because it's like seeing your old self...... It would be disgusting, and as soon as he got close, she wanted to run away.

It's really disgusting to be pestered by people she doesn't like, so she hates herself very much.

In fact, the last time Lu Ran kissed that woman, Li Yaoyao could guess that it was for her, but Lu Ranran guessed correctly, she just desperately wanted to escape, but the guilt was very strong.

Even if she was deceiving herself, she couldn't stand it and wanted to push him away quickly...... It's disgusting.

It's really disgusting.

Every day with Lu Ranran, it's disgusting.

It was even more disgusting than being chased by Song Yao before.

She knew that her thoughts were hurtful, but she couldn't help it...... There's no way to grieve yourself.

But whatever you do, you will make yourself uncomfortable.

In the past, when she hurt Song Yao, she didn't feel uncomfortable.

Because she couldn't feel Song Yao's feelings, but hurting Lu Ran, she could already feel Lu Ran's feelings.

She is the perpetrator and she is the victim.

She's driven herself insane.

The voice on the phone kept saying, "Li Yaoyao, don't be nervous, don't be afraid." I won't pester you anymore, you know, I'm a playboy, you're not qualified enough to keep me in mind for a year and a half. ”

"I can sleep with someone else in the blink of an eye, don't worry about me, I won't be like you......"

"Li Yaoyao, don't be nervous, and don't be afraid. I won't pester you anymore, you know, I'm a playboy, you're not qualified enough to keep me in mind for a year and a half. ”

"I can sleep with someone else in the blink of an eye, don't worry about me, I won't be like you......"

These days, Lu Ran looks at the diagnosis given by the doctor from time to time, and every time he looks at it, his nose is sore, don't look over.

Although Li Yaoyao has not gone to the doctor, he has dictated Li Yaoyao's symptoms by himself, but they are 90% consistent.

The actual situation can only be serious, and it cannot be mitigated.

What appears to be an avoidant attachment personality has actually developed into a phobia of contact.

So as soon as I was touched by the flesh, I was disgusted and uncomfortable.

At the same time, it is accompanied by mild depression, and when I encounter anything bad, I feel that it is retribution, and I feel that it is atonement for doing things that make me uncomfortable.

A little girl of her age, with good grades and beautiful looks, shouldn't she be confident and lively, why should she get into these strange problems?

"Lu Xuanran, thank you." Li Yaoyao grinned.

When Lu suddenly heard these words, he suddenly cried uncontrollably: "You go to him, go find him...... Let him save you. I can't save you, I can't help it...... Please, go find him. ”

The smile on Li Yaoyao's face stiffened, and then she opened her mouth mechanically: "Lu Xuanran, I don't need someone to save me, I'm just atoning for my sins...... When my sins are atoned for, I will be free. ”

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