I was surprised that these words would come out of her mouth, and I looked at her carefully with a playful look, "You suddenly had an epiphany?" ”

In his heart, Bu Yanxi is a person who is almost indecisive about feelings. She knew what she wanted, but she didn't dare to jump out of the conformist prison, weaving a singing and crying image, but she kept silent about her true feelings.

Until now, she would say "If I really like someone so much, but I worry about it for one reason or another, and I miss it in the end, or I am too old to love each other when we are together", I don't know what stimulated her.

Bu Yanxi raised her head and looked at the bright and clear blue sky, and Shi Han's face was also shining magnificently, "Actually, it's been a while, but I want to be a person who has a beginning and an end, but he always refuses to pay attention to me." ”

"You explain Yuyan?" Yi Shihan glanced behind her without a trace, and asked with a calm expression, "You wanted to find him in such a hurry some time ago, just to make it clear with him?" ”

"I want to give him an explanation, and I want to give myself an explanation." Bu Yanxi looked at him, "I always feel that I failed him." ”

"He wouldn't want to hear that." Yi Shihan's face was complicated, "This is probably the same ...... The reason why he doesn't want to see you. ”

"Maybe."

"Why do you have to make it clear, they are all adults, everyone has a tacit understanding of feelings, if you don't love it, you will dilute the past, and learn to be estranged?"

"But then he has a knot in his heart." Bu Yanxi was silent for a while, "You can also think of it as if I was selfish and wanted to make myself ...... Peace of mind. ”

Over there, Wang Chengxi's expression was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and Yi Shi smiled coldly, "Then do you regret it?" When you were with Ming Yuyan? ”

"How so." Bu Yanxi said frankly, "We liked each other at the beginning. ”

"I mean, if it's a step late, you and your cousin can take fewer detours and be together sooner." Leaning on the cold and following the good temptation.

Not realizing that the title he was using at the moment was "cousin", Bu Yanxi thought about it seriously for a while, and replied very honestly, "Actually, I was afraid to see him at first. ”

"My cousin?"

"Hmm. Because every time he comes to me, he warns me to stay away from you, even if the misunderstanding is solved later, I am afraid to be alone with him, he is very friendly to others, and Dudu is very cold to me, but ...... If I think about it, every time I am frustrated, it seems that he is by my side. ”

"He was involved in my whole youth, and then it slowly became my youth." Bu Yanxi smiled embarrassedly, "It may not be good to say this, but if I hadn't met him, I might not be able to tell the difference between liking and loving for the rest of my life." ”

"So you love my cousin?"

The smile on Yi Shihan's face was a little strange, which made Bu Yanxi hesitate for a moment, "When I was a child, I watched the sky full of fireworks, and I would feel that love had a miracle. But there has never been a feeling that when you look at that person, you will feel that you can't do without him in this life. "I don't know what other people's definition of love is, but for me, it seems like an instinct to love him, and it's very reassuring to have him there." ”

didn't realize how fleshy these words were, Bu Yanxi just suddenly wanted to talk, and after saying what was in her heart, she suddenly felt relaxed, as if some kind of anxious pressure that had been bound to her heart for a long time miraculously disappeared.

"It's so touching." Yi Shihan motioned for her to look back, and said with a sullen smile, "I look at the expressions of some people, as if I can't wait to correct you on the spot." ”

“……”

Bu Yanxi's expression suddenly froze, and then she noticed that the air was a little weird, and she didn't dare to look back, but she stared at Yi Shihan angrily with a gaze that wanted to dismantle him.

This guy, on purpose!

What a shame!

It is clear that she has passed the age of red ears and heartbeat, but at this moment, Bu Yanxi's cheeks are hot uncontrollably, and in the next second, she ran without hesitation, not even having the courage to face the person behind her.

Yi Shihan glanced at her back with interest, and teased Rong Sang, "You scared people away." ”

Glancing lightly at his arrogant appearance, Rong Sang lowered his eyes and calmly brushed away the non-existent dust at the corner of his clothes.

For a moment, he couldn't believe his ears, he was relieved or relieved, and the past passed by in front of him, and finally the dust settled.

"You don't chase?" Seeing his leisurely style, Yi Shihan asked again.

"There's no hurry." Rong Sang's face showed a real smile, but he said unhurriedly, "When she calms down, it's not too late for me to go over." ”

"How long will you have to wait?"

"Five minutes." Rong Sang said firmly, took out his mobile phone, and waited, "You guys are busy with your business." ”

"Tsk, poor Buyanxi." Yi Shihan couldn't help but sigh sympathetically, "I'm destined to be eaten to death by you." ”

"W-what the hell is going on?" Finally, Wang Chengxi also relieved himself from the huge shock, but he felt as if the whole world was collapsing in front of him, "Which of you will explain to me?" Who is Bu Yanxi's boyfriend? ”

"Let's go, I'll tell you slowly." Yi Shihan put his shoulder on his shoulder, and walked back with him half-hurriedly and half-hugged, just after a few steps, he turned his head and looked at the tall figure waiting quietly under the camphor tree, the smile on the corner of his lips was complicated.

Fortunately...... His mind was all on Bu Yanxi's body.

Thankfully, he won the bet.

Bu Yanxi ran across the corner of the road, leaning against the wall and gasping for breath in shock.

She's figured it out, right......

But she's not ready to confess today!

She rested for a while, and then wandered aimlessly on the side of the road, the camphor trees on the roadside, the flower beds under the overpass, and the gentle breeze blowing in her face, with the hazy humidity peculiar to southern spring.

Bu Yanxi didn't regret saying what was in her heart, but she felt that her front foot was still shirking and making trouble, and her back foot was revealing her love for him in front of others, and this kind of fickleness really made her ...... Shameful.

That's fine, though.

At least don't think about what you're going to say when you see him tomorrow.

With a pleasant temperature and dancing dust in the sun, Bu Yanxi's mood suddenly became very good.

It's been a long time since she's had this feeling of relief and comfort, and the emotions that have been deliberately suppressed in her heart seem to have finally broken through the ground and sprouted openly.

Bu Yanxi suddenly remembered that on the last night in New York, they crossed the Brooklyn Bridge and looked at the night view of Manhattan for a long time, and the feeling between them was tacit at that time, but she still refused to face it.

Rong Sang proposed to her in that place as bright as the Milky Way. The magnificent light seemed to be annihilated in that moment, and only his serious, gentle eyes remained, and he asked her, "Would you like to go further with me?" ”

At that time, she thought that those feelings that were so obscure that they could not see the light of day would never be revealed if they were not pierced by him step by step.

So he threw the ring in his hand almost in annoyance, and then said a lot of words of rejection with tears in his eyes. She can't remember what she said now, but it should be some high-sounding scenes, because it is a fact that the dog blood is very helpless - it was her birthday, and Ming Yuyan, who had not seen her for a long time, wanted to surprise her and appeared there.

The result can be imagined, Ming Yuyan, who witnessed Rong Sang's marriage proposal, threw off her sleeves and left, leaving her to accuse Rong Sang without sparing.

And Rong Sang just silently picked up the ring, listened to her vent very calmly, and then sighed and said, "I know, don't be angry." ”

At that time, she only felt the embarrassment of the fig leaf being torn open, guilt, and self-shame, so she didn't notice that behind Rong Sang's usual good-tempered tolerance, there was no light in her eyes.

For Ming Yuyan, she was really guilty later, because not long after that, she heard that he took the initiative to ask to be transferred to a far away place to be a military doctor, and she followed it so without hesitation, half out of an effort to get back to her original self, thinking about whether she would find a way to love him again if she changed her way, and the other half was to punish herself, she lived up to his wait.

It's just that it's been such a long time, her character is too sensitive, too insecure, and some feelings have long been trickle, and they are imperceptibly carved into the soul and indelible.

In fact, she wondered many times that if she hadn't met Rong Sang, would she and Ming Yuyan have survived those four years in a foreign country, and then reunited step by step and got married?

The answer seems to be yes.

Because if it weren't for Rong Sang...... If it weren't for him, no one else seemed to be possible. He not only satisfies all her fantasies about love, but also the only person she wants to insist on hugging in her life that is easy to give up halfway.

So if it weren't for him, she wouldn't have understood what love was like—this instinct that was either born or never, if it weren't for him, she would probably like Ming Yuyan for the rest of her life.

So, what do you really want to say, those hypothetical, those who are wrong, fortunately and unfortunately.

Bu Yanxi stopped, looked up at the sky, but her arm was suddenly pulled, and the moment her thoughts turned, a shallow and smiling face met the light and met her eyes.

"What's sentimental again?" Rong Sang asked her with a smile in his eyes.

The white clouds floating in the sky, the empty and deep sky, his gaze is rarely so ethereal, but really falls on her eyes.

"I'm thinking, you're actually trying to give up on me." It was no surprise that he would come over, Bu Yanxi looked at him seriously, "After that day, you will look at me with something missing." ”

Rong Sang was stunned for a moment, stared at her very serious expression, and really pondered for a moment, and then actually nodded and agreed, "It's really something missing." ”

Bu Yanxi was so angry in her heart, but her eyebrows and eyes were very firm, "Yes, so I think it's better to be friends, so as not to ...... in the future"

A crisp, sweet pine breath was fleeting, and a gentle kiss was felt on her lips, and the chatter automatically came to an end.

Bu Yanxi's expression was slightly sluggish, looking at his straight back as if nothing had happened, and suddenly stomped his feet in annoyance, "Rong Sang!" ”

"It's so ruthless, I just said that I can't live without me in this life." Rong Sang grabbed her waving hands and smiled lightly, "I haven't finished my words yet, what are you anxious about." ”

Hearing him plug himself with the fleshy words he said, Bu Yanxi only felt that the temperature of her cheeks rose sharply, "I don't want to listen." ”

"But I must say, lest you continue to think cranky." Rong Sang's hands cupped her face, and in her momentary quiet posture, she lowered her head slightly, and said seriously and attentively, "I am a very purposeful person, which means that I have enough patience. I used to think that if I waited patiently, you would sooner or later face up to your own heart. But I found out I was wrong. After that, I felt like I didn't have to pretend anymore. ”

"I'm a little less patient with you now, because I don't want to wait." Rong Sang took a deep breath slightly, and his tone trembled slightly, "It seems that I can't even wait for tomorrow." ”

Feeling that the hand caressing her cheek was trembling slightly, Bu Yanxi was also nervous and speechless, looking at him blankly, not daring to blink for a moment.

And he went on to say, "So, if you say you love me now, I might be a little more patient." ”

The pouring sun fell on him like gold, the warm wind blew his broken hair, and his gaze was gentle and firm, rippling in the air.

There are so many years and so many things about the past.

She was suddenly relieved and smiled.

"Well, I love you."