Chapter 50: Do You Know Now That You're Afraid?
Qingyue's voice sounded unhurriedly with a hint of doubt.
Ye Sinan turned her back to the window, the slightly hot wind poured in through the car window, brushing her hair scattered on her shoulders at random, she looked at the handsome face in front of her for a moment, her eyes were calm and resolute.
She asked this question with the attitude that she must get the truth, even though she was so afraid to face it in her heart.
She turned against the light, the faint light hit her body from behind, there was an indescribable beauty, Fu Beiyu greeted her, her heart throbbed but she didn't show it at all, her dark eyes were as deep as the sea, making people unable to explore the end.
The silence unfolded among each other, and after a long time, the man finally opened his thin lips and said indifferently, "What you suspect in your heart is my answer." ”
The casual tone was like a slap on Ye Sinan's face, her heart tightened, and she raised her lips bitterly, "So, it was really you who warned her, no, it's not just her, all the people who know that I chase you, they don't publicize it to the outside world, it's your masterpiece, right?" ”
"Yes."
"Why?"
Fu Beiyu looked at her and said word by word, "If I'm not mistaken, I already answered this question to you when I was in college." ”
Ye Sinan, "......"
[It's your business to like me, but I don't like to be disturbed, so please Miss Ye take care of your emotions and don't cause me trouble]
[Miss Ye, I said that no matter what you do, I will not accept you, in other words, the more you dangle in front of me, the more I hate you]
[I hit those people completely because they provoked me, and it has nothing to do with you, Miss Ye! 】
[I hate nosy people so much, you were just beaten to death, and I don't think you died for me, understand?] 】
…… Deep memories can always be easily provoked.
The cruel and ruthless words in the past suddenly leaked out of the floodgates in her mind, Ye Sinan's chest was suffocated, the hand holding the steering wheel kept tightening, but her fingers couldn't help trembling, her throat tightened, and for a moment, she couldn't say a word.
Fu Beiyu didn't say much to her, but she was heartfelt.
Her eyes became darker and darker, she looked at the man's cold face motionlessly as if she had been pointed, and her courage was lost under the impact of memory, and she even wanted to escape.
From the first time she saw Fu Beiyu, to this day, she has never forgotten every bit of him, ironically, those are some embarrassing memories for her, not that she can't forget, but that she can't forget.
She has comforted herself again and again with those Buddhist languages, but in the end she still can't let go, blame her for chasing too hard at the beginning, and handed over her whole heart, desperate when she loves, and everything can't be taken back when she doesn't want to love......
Especially that heart, which was crushed and trampled on, had long been trapped in a place of no return.
The atmosphere suddenly became solemn, making it difficult to breathe.
Fu Beiyu looked at her suddenly a little pale face and abnormal reaction, her pupils shrank slightly, and the hand on her knee suddenly couldn't help but move, reaching out to hug her and touch her.
Perhaps, he shouldn't have answered like that, he did say too many things to hurt her in the past, he thought that as long as she did, she would die, but there was not much turmoil and thoughts in his heart at the beginning, if he had to say yes, he simply didn't want to affect her.
Today, it's different.
Every time he says a cruel word to her, whether it is light or heavy, his heart will ache, his mood will change with her joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows, he will be unbearable, he will be afraid that she will be hurt, he knows his heart, and repeatedly refuses, because his identity and situation at this time cannot be accepted by him.
In this game with the Fu family, he can't guarantee the final life and death.
Ye Zhengtang is right, birth determines the fate to be carried, and his fate is destined to be a road of revenge, since revenge is bound to be dangerous and unpredictable.
How dare he love her?
The thought stopped abruptly, and the slightly raised hand stiffened suddenly, and then withdrew it without hesitation.
Fu Beiyu lowered his eyelashes, his Adam's apple rolled, and he tried his best to suppress the waves in his heart and the pity in his eyes.
Later, no one spoke again.
Ye Sinan was flustered, she just wanted to vent as soon as possible, she clutched the steering wheel with both hands, accelerating, overtaking, and flying at a speed on the highway, without any regard for safety, as if she was going to die with the men around her.
Fu Beiyu grabbed the handrail, and his handsome face sank to the extreme, "Stop!" ”
"No!" Ye Sinan immediately refused, "Who had to stay here just now, and now I want to get out of the car, it's too late." ”
"Ye Sinan, are you crazy?"
"Yes, I'm crazy, so what, do you care?"
Fu Beiyu rolled her throat twice, and finally didn't say anything, Ye Sinan didn't expect him to answer, she smiled at him ghostly, and sneered, "Fu Beiyu, aren't you afraid?" Don't worry, I won't let you die so easily, crash or roll over or something, the death will be ugly, right? ”
Fu Beiyu, "......"
"So even if I wanted to kill myself, I wouldn't choose such a miserable way." What's more, suicide is unlikely to happen to her.
Loving but not being able to do it will only make her learn to love herself, not kill herself.
However, anger always brings a person's IQ offline.
Although she lives in Lingcheng all the year round, Ye Sinan is not very familiar with the route of Lingcheng, and it is easy to make a mistake if she doesn't drive the navigation.
Drip...... The alarm suddenly sounded on the workbench, and the alarm was getting faster and faster, Ye Sinan looked down and realized that there was no gas!
She slammed on the brakes, glanced around, and suddenly the whole person was not good, her lips moved, and it took a long time to spit out a sentence, "Fu Beiyu, this is ...... Where is it? ”
"I don't know."
"Don't know?" Ye Sinan glared at him and roared angrily, "Then why didn't you stop me just now?" ”
The man's face was expressionless, but his breath was instantly dangerous to the extreme, this woman, who had been taking his words as wind in his ears just now?
Facing his dim eyes, Ye Sinan was inexplicably stunned, and there seemed to be a voice roaring in his head-
[Ye Sinan, go to the gas station! ] 】
[Don't take this lane! 】
[There's a dead end ahead, are you sure you want to continue?] 】
[Damn, Ye Sinan, can you stop or not? 】
[Okay, great, I'll see how you come back in a while!] 】
The voice became clearer and clearer, lingering in his brain, and the corners of Ye Sinan's mouth twitched, and then twitched...... The air brush from drag racing is gone.
She bit her lower lip slightly and glared at the man beside her with extreme regret, "No, Fu Beiyu, I didn't pay attention to what you said, then you won't do it?" You can grab my steering wheel, you can control my brakes, why watch me drive to such a place? ”
"Did you do it on purpose?!"
Fu Beiyu was sulky, full of anger, and didn't say a word.
But it was indeed intentional not to stop it, just to teach this woman a lesson, who made her drive indiscriminately when she was angry, what should she do if he is not around in the future?
Ye Sinan didn't know what he was thinking, he patted his forehead in annoyance, then got out of the car, looked at the barren and populated surroundings, and suddenly his heart was cold.
This is a remote section of the road that very few vehicles will pass, with wilderness on both sides, and the road is narrow and bending, and it all depends on driving skills.
What's worse is that there is not even a single signal!
"Say, what should I do?" Ye Sinan returned to the car, and the mobile phone that had temporarily turned into a brick was still on the sofa casually, holding his arms, and asked angrily.
Compared with her uneasiness, Fu Beiyu was simply calm and didn't know the height of the sky, he adjusted the seat back, crossed his fingers on the back of his head, and in a half-lying position, he completely closed his mind and lazily spit out two words, "Liangban." ”
"You! You get up for me! Ye Sinan grabbed his arm unceremoniously, "Fu Beiyu, I now order you to come up with a solution for me immediately, you can't spend the night here, right?" ”
"No, now the car is out of gas, there is no mobile phone signal, if there is no car to pass by, it will be overnight, and the next day may not be able to go, no, I still have a good year, if I am starved to death here, wouldn't it be unjustly killed?"
"You know you're scared now?" Fu Beiyu threw out a sentence, not slowly, and understated, but it was like a basin of cold water ruthlessly poured on Ye Sinan's body.
The corner of Ye Sinan's eyes twitched, and he glared at him fiercely, don't you fall into the well like this?
Fu Beiyu re-embedded the whole person into the leather sofa, closed his eyes, and said slowly, "Don't worry, Lingcheng is building a big project, and part of the cement transportation needs to pass through this road." ”
"But......" Ye Sinan wanted to say something, but looking at his leisurely appearance, he suddenly felt ...... Perhaps he should be believed.
Although he once let her down emotionally, he never let her down in other things.
Eyes on the well-defined side face, the smooth lines are like sketched in the comics, perfect and impeccable, but his breath is cold and not easy to approach.
But there is a natural momentum on him, and that powerful and terrifying momentum makes people feel down-to-earth.
"Okay." Ye Sinan breathed a sigh of relief, "Since you are so calm, I estimate and believe you once, I will sleep first, there is a solution, you are calling me." ”