Although Ouyang Lamei has a high overall quality, strong work ability, and rapid progress in career and personal future, it can be said that she is in the phalanx of delicate people among her peers, especially among female peers, but she is very unsatisfactory in terms of personal feelings and marriage and family. For this reason, she also summarized herself after the divorce:

First of all, I thought that I handled the matter with Yang Qianfeng too hastily. For some reason, her mother objected to her union with Yang Qianfeng and asked her to break up with him immediately, and she really broke up with Yang Qianfeng for her mother. Looking back on this, she regretted two things:

1. I didn't discuss this matter with Yang Qianfeng in person at that time, because she later thought: Although she was very anxious when she saw her mother and the miserable appearance at home, and she wanted to sacrifice everything to save the originally happy family, she could hide from her mother to do other people's work in the family and have a fake breakup with Yang Qianfeng, but unfortunately she didn't do it at that time.

Second, the family asked her to get engaged to Wei Zhengtian, and she could completely disagree or delay it for a while, because she had agreed to break up with Yang Qianfeng and met her mother's requirements. And at that time, I agreed so vaguely.

Among them, compromising with her family and agreeing to get engaged to Wei Zhengtian is the thing she regrets the most. Later, she always thought: If it weren't for the sudden engagement with Wei Zhengtian, I was afraid that Yang Qianfeng wouldn't be able to stand it, and she wouldn't let Huang Xiaofang rush to find Zhang Lihua and others to match Chen Laixiang and Yang Qianfeng, and she wouldn't be in a hurry to push Chen Laixiang to Yang Qianfeng's side, so that their already well-established feelings would quickly burn and soon enter the marriage hall, if time could go back, she would never do it.

The second is marrying the wrong person. Knowing that he and Wei Zhengtian were not suitable, under the pressure from his family and his mother's condition, he still agreed in a vague way. I also wanted to be appointed after I got married! That's already it anyway.

Although Wei Zhengtian has the taste of a playboy, his essence is not so bad, and he also wants to give her happiness, but God is not perfect, so that he lost the function of a man in a car accident, causing him to be psychopathic, and he is still messing with flowers and grass outside without that ability, which seriously hit her self-esteem and touched her bottom line, coupled with her mother's chance encounter, so that this family that could not bring her real happiness was quickly broken.

After summarizing the above two points, I also wanted to try to find my own happiness, Yang Qianfeng was of course put first by her, but she knew him very well, he already had Chen Laixiang, with his character and personality, he would never turn back and take the initiative to find her.

For this reason, she really thought about it: he didn't look for himself, he took the initiative to find him, she didn't expect him to come back to her, as long as he secretly agreed to keep the previous relationship with her, and even wanted to give him a child in private.

But just think about it, she still can't do it in action, but the meeting in Swallow Villa made her very excited, and thought it was a good opportunity to act, so she seized this opportunity and wanted to call him to her house, but Yang Qianfeng was Yang Qianfeng, although she invited him so much, so promised him that he would not be responsible for all the consequences, and he still didn't go in the end.

She was frustrated that night with a failed invitation, but she quickly figured it out. Not only did he not hate him, but he admired, appreciated, and loved him more, and thought that she was not wrong in love, and such a man was a real man.

At the same time, she also sighed in her heart: "It's a pity that this good man was originally her own, but now he has become someone else's, and she personally arranged for someone to push him into someone else's arms." ”

Ouyang Lamei was also Yang Qianfeng's attitude towards her, which made her quickly accept Shi Lei's opinion, and the two began to date. Because of Shi Lei's careful eyes, she was disappointed to break up with him in the end.

After breaking up with Shi Lei, she had no idea of remarrying, although many people pursued her, and her mother and others kept introducing her, but she resolutely refused, because she had already decided in her heart that only Yang Qianfeng was the best, and no matter how good others were, they couldn't get into her heart.

After that, she has been missing Yang Qianfeng very much, thinking about him in her dreams at night, and often dreaming of the good days when they were in love together in the past, and whenever she dreamed of their past intimacy, she woke up laughing from her dreams. But when I woke up, I could only sigh: how beautiful it was then! If she could turn back time, she would definitely not marry Wei Zhengtian, even if she guarded her mother alone for the rest of her life.

Although the real emotion in Ouyang Lamei's heart is like this, she still gave up everything she wanted to do to Yang Qianfeng before, because she found from Huang Xiaofang that Yang Qianfeng and Chen Laixiang were really happy together, and Chen Laixiang did a very good job as a wife, and she was not as good as her in many aspects, not to mention that Yang Qianfeng and Chen Laixiang already had the crystallization of love and their lovely little princess Xiangyi. What's more, once she acts, it brings many people's suffering, especially making it difficult for Yang Qianfeng to be a person, so she buried her love deep in her heart. After that, there was basically no contact between her and Yang Qianfeng, and she wished Yang Qianfeng and Chen Laixiang's family to live happily ever after.

Chen Laixiang fell ill suddenly, Ouyang Lamei did not feel that her hope came, but was worried about Yang Qianfeng, hoping that Chen Laixiang's illness would get better soon, and then Chen Laixiang left suddenly, she was very sad, because Chen Laixiang was a benefactor to her, the person she made her beloved quickly come out of the pain, and took care of the person she loved so well.

After Chen Laixiang left, although Ouyang Lamei had waves in her heart, until Xiangyi called her and asked her to persuade and comfort her father, she hadn't really thought about herself and Yang Qianfeng, of course, many people didn't believe it, even Huang Xiaofang didn't believe it, but this is really the case. Because she thinks: first, she knows that Yang Qianfeng will definitely not be able to get out of Chen Laixiang's shadow, even if she has an idea, it is not time; Second, she always felt that Chen Laixiang was looking at her, just like when she looked at her portrait in the mourning hall that day, and she also looked at her in the portrait, as if she was warning her not to touch her Yang Qianfeng, so she couldn't get rid of Chen Laixiang's shadow, and felt that she was a barrier between her and Yang Qianfeng; Third, she is used to the peaceful life now, and before Yang Qianfeng walks out of Chen Laixiang's shadow, she doesn't want to break this life; Fourth, she is a traditional woman, and she is also a woman who pays attention to her image, Chen Laixiang walked in front, she came behind, afraid that her classmates and friends would laugh at her, and even more afraid of becoming a laughing stock in society, and thought that it was not good for Yang Qianfeng.

Huang Xiaofang's notification undoubtedly gave Ouyang Lamei a big surprise, and at the same time, she was moved by Chen Laixiang's kind eyes with tears, and the whole person suddenly relaxed.

Ouyang Lamei didn't expect that Chen Laixiang's arrangement was so important to her, so that she suddenly crossed the hurdle of Chen Laixiang, and at the same time understood why Xiangyi was always weird in the mourning hall that day, she originally thought that she was like that because of the grief of losing her mother; also understands that she is asking for herself, and she must always remind her that she can only approach Yang Qianfeng as an old classmate. It turned out that she was immersed in the contradiction of wanting to fulfill her promise to her mother, but there was resistance in her heart.

In short, Huang Xiaofang's advice relieved her of many worries in her heart, no less than letting her take a certain heart pill, so she was very happy and suddenly felt a bright light in front of her.

Although there is still the biggest problem of her mother He Fenfang, although Xiangyi can't accept her ............ immediately, she thinks that it is not a problem, and Chen Laixiang's attitude before her death is the most important thing to her.

She opened the album, looked at a photo of her, Chen Laixiang and Xiangyi, and said to Chen Laixiang: "Laixiang, I always felt that you were looking at me in front of my eyes, so you had something to say to me!" I'm so sorry that I misunderstood you all along, and I thought you wouldn't let me associate with the striker! She touched Chen Laixiang's face in the photo and continued: "No matter what happens to me and Yang Qianfeng in the future, I have to thank you very much!" Because of your confession before my death, I can at least have normal contact and interaction with the striker without scruples. Please rest assured, if I take your place, I will take care of the striker as well as you do, and you know that I have always liked Xiangyi, and I will care for her with all my heart and soul like you, so that she can be our good daughter. After speaking, she kissed Chen Laixiang and Xiangyi on the faces.