I choked on and felt like I couldn't answer a word.

Chu Qian probably thought that he had poked my sore spot, patted me on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Little man, although I don't know what kind of love and hatred there is between you and Jing Sheng. But this time, I can't get used to Jingsheng's approach, it's just scum to the extreme! You hate him, want to take revenge on him, and even want to find a man who is countless times better than him, and go to his wedding to brush up on his sense of existence, these are all right, I support you! ”

After that, he said to me with a strong man's expression: "Little man, for the sake of you being my patient, I can promise you to be the man who is countless times better than Jingsheng. ”

I looked at him and silently put the fingers on my shoulder, breaking them one by one.

"Doctor Chu, I think you're thinking too much, I don't want to go to Jingsheng's wedding at all."

Therefore, he really doesn't have to "force" himself so much, and if I really have a brain twitch and want to find someone to accompany me to the wedding that makes a big fuss, I will also look for Han Xu, not him.

Chu Qian seemed to see through the thoughts in my mind, stretched out his index finger, and shook it disapprovingly in front of me: "Little man, let me tell you, your bamboo horse is protecting you." But as soon as I saw the look he had just in front of his mother, I knew that it was a flower bone that had grown up in a greenhouse since childhood, and he couldn't experience any wind and rain. I bet that in front of Jingsheng, he will definitely not be knocked out directly after one round, oh no, maybe he hung up before the round started. So, if you want to find Jingsheng PK, you still have to find someone like my brother with high appearance, high emotional intelligence and high lethality, do you understand? ”

As he spoke, Chu Qian turned around in front of me in a charming manner, and at the end he didn't forget to throw a wink at me.

I looked at him with my mouth stammered, and a thought suddenly flashed in my mind, and my mouth said so bluntly: "Doctor Chu, could it be that you want to cut off your beard and use me as cannon fodder, right?" ”

Chu Qian was angry on the spot: "What's so good about Jingsheng, I can cut off my beard with Lao Tzu!" ”

I shrunk my neck: "I ...... refers to Shen Man. ”

So, the person he cares about is actually Jingsheng?

No wonder he didn't give me a good look when he first saw me......

Suddenly, I hurriedly covered my mouth to prevent myself from panicking: "Doctor Chu, don't worry, I will keep it secret for you." ”

"Keep you a big secret!" Chu Qian hooked his index finger and flicked it my head, "In short, the plaster will be removed after half a month, after that, you still have five months to rehabilitate, in these five months, you are mentally prepared, I will not show mercy." ”

I was stunned for a moment: "So, my leg is really lame?" ”

It turned out that what Fu Wenqiang said was true.

I suddenly understood that Chu Qian had just said so many things, I am afraid it was just to divert my attention.

"Little man, do you take my words as wind in your ears?" Chu Qian picked up my ear with one hand and squinted dangerously, "I said it would make you alive, it will make you alive, understand?" So, you have to be mentally prepared that for the next five months, you'll be so busy that you won't have time to think about anything other than rehabilitation. ”

After a pause, he suddenly pointed to my heart, and said incomprehensibly: "Xia Xiaoman, you have to remember that all the fears in this world come from here." In this world, there is nothing to fear you except yourself. So, from beginning to end, there's only one enemy you're going to defeat, got it? ”

I listened as if I didn't understand, and after a while, I nodded slightly.

Unexpectedly, Chu Qian showed an expression of "I know you don't understand", and sighed helplessly.

"Just now I said that your bamboo horse is a flower bone in a greenhouse, but in fact, you are not much better than him. Two small flowers that have not experienced wind and rain, after removing the protection of the greenhouse, there is only a dead end. So Xia Xiaoman, if you want to continue to survive in this world, you must either find someone strong enough to rely on, or make yourself strong enough to face all the difficulties. ”

"If I were you, I would choose the latter."

When Chu Qian said this, his eyes were firm and clear, and I realized that the color of his pupils seemed to be lighter than ordinary people, and it was a very beautiful amber color.

This time, I finally understood that he was encouraging me, not only because of my leg, but also because I was out of control before, and also because he as a doctor saw something.

I understand that a person who is prone to mental breakdowns is often a person who is fragile in his heart, and Chu Qian is encouraging me to be a strong person.

"Okay."

Hearing my answer, Chu Qian finally smiled: "Very good." ”

As he spoke, he pulled out a piece of candy from his pocket: "Here, prize." ”

I looked at the candy placed in his palm, and suddenly felt a little trance, I don't know if it's a coincidence, there are men in the world besides Jing Sheng, knowing that I am used to asking for a candy as a reward after doing something right.

But......

"Thanks, though, I've been sugar-free for years."

If you eat too much of something too sweet, you will always get tired.

Chu Qian bowed slightly, and silently took the candy back into his pocket: "You also tossed enough today, have a good rest." The caretaker you asked for is on leave today, and I'll find another one to take care of you. ”

When Chu Qian left, it was already dark, and Han Xu didn't come again this night, and it was estimated that this time he couldn't easily get by.

But I guess that's fine.

In fact, what Fu Wenqiang said is not wrong, I am just a burden to Han Xu, and he can live a better life without me.

Maybe it's because I slept too long during the day, but I didn't feel sleepy at night.

I'm not used to sleeping with the lights on, so even in the hospital, I turn off the lights in my room at night.

Fortunately, I was in a single room, so I didn't bother other other patients.

I lay on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the dappled light and shadow cast by the street lamp outside the window on the roof of the hospital room, and I don't know how long it was, maybe it was the second half of the night before I fell asleep.

In a daze, I vaguely felt someone touching my cheek, but when I felt it, the feeling disappeared.

I think I'm dreaming again.

But it wasn't long before I heard the sound of conversation coming from the room, soft, but so clear in the silence of the night.

"Interesting? If you've already made your choice, why bother to fake it at this time? ”

The first one to speak was Chu Qian, who always likes to rise slightly at the end of his speech, so it is easy to hear.

The other party may not have answered what he meant, Chu Qian's voice sounded a little anxious: "What the do you mean by not talking?" Do you know what the dwarf looked like when he was delivered? Every bone in her body, including her internal organs, even her head, all over her body, there is no good place! Since you ruthlessly let her fall from such a high place, who are you showing now that you are distressed! ”

In the midst of Chu Qian's series of accusations, my head began to slowly become clear.

The first time I heard from someone else's mouth, I didn't describe it in detail, but it was already pitiful enough.

I don't know how long it took, but another person in the ward finally spoke: "If you were me, what would you choose?" Shen Man is someone I can't live up to in my life. ”

"So you can live up to Xia Xiaoman? Just because she doesn't have an older brother like Shen Tianyi, let alone a background like Shen? Chu Qian's voice sounded full of disappointment, "Jingsheng, you have become a person like him after all!" ”

Jingsheng, sure enough, it was him, I hope it was I who misremembered his voice.

When the word "Jingsheng" came out of Chu Qian's mouth, my stomach seemed to twitch slightly, and the sharp pain made me bite my lower lip suddenly, but I didn't say a word.

"Chu Qian, I don't want to quarrel with you."

"I don't want to, so don't come back in the future. I've pushed for a job in Europe, and I'm going to take care of the little girl until she turns back to her old self. ”

Jing Sheng didn't speak again, and after a long time, he said softly, "Thank you." ”

The two people in the ward did not speak again, and soon there were two sound of footsteps, followed by the sound of the door shut.

Finally, the room fell into deathly silence again.

I covered my stomach with one hand and stared blankly at the ceiling, but Jing Sheng's sentence "Shen Man is someone I can't live up to in my life" kept echoing in my mind.

Because he slept with her, can't he live up to her in his life?

I knew it earlier...... I knew it earlier......

Suddenly there was a sharp pain in my stomach, and I felt my whole stomach start churning.

I rolled on the bed in pain, and then I heard a "bang" and I actually fell out of the hospital bed.

However, the pain in my stomach had long since overshadowed everything, and I had long since lost all other sensations.

The first one to rush in from the outside was Chu Qian, after a preliminary check on my condition, he scolded "shit", and even the medical staff couldn't wait, so he picked me up from the ground and ran out.

"Xia Xiaoman, you bear with it, it's okay! Soon it won't hurt, if you really hurt, bite me, don't bite yourself! ”

I looked at Chu Qian's red eyes, and I didn't know if it was because of the return to light, but I felt that it didn't hurt so much.

I pulled the corners of my mouth weakly, and didn't forget to ask him: "Chu Qian, why are you so good to me?" Aren't you Shen Man's friend? ”

I always remember that when we first met, Chu Qian looked disgusted, and I also remember that he affectionately called Shen Man "Manman" at that time.

Chu Qian glanced at me, and the pace under his feet did not stop.

"I don't know, maybe I can't see too poor women. Shen Man was born a princess, she already has enough followers, and you, the down-and-out Cinderella, seem to be the only knight like me at the moment. You know, I like to be the only one, not the one. ”