"Who asked you to come? Get lost. “

I didn't bother to say anything to Shen Junquan, Xu Ze patiently persuaded him: "Mr. Shen wants to see his wife, old man, you let his wife ......"

"Ma'am? My Shen family doesn't have such a harmful spirit. If it weren't for her, Shen Yinan would not have been injured. ”

I don't understand, what's the point of Shen Junquan yelling at me here, isn't it the Ling family and Ling Xiangdong who should be condemned the most? If you have the ability, you will ask Shen Yinan for an explanation, what is the point of picking soft persimmons? What's more, I'm not a soft persimmon either.

I'm not worth it for Shen Yinan, this is his uncle, for Ling Shen's temporary peace, he can let his own people get hurt and let his own people be wronged.

"The person who should get out of the way is you. Kneel and lick the Ling family, you did a good job. I want to see Shen Yinan, it's my freedom, what do you do to stop it? Don't forget, we're not divorced yet. Let's talk about this incident, Shen Yinan saved me, didn't I save him? “

When I passed by him, I deliberately bumped him on the shoulder, Shen Jun was so angry that his crutches kept hitting the ground, and Xu Ze said good things to him.

I pushed the door in, and Shen Yinan woke up at some point and was looking at me. His face was ugly, and he changed into a hospital gown, which finally had something to do with weakness.

"Are you hurt?" He looked at me.

"There's a little bit of the wrist, it's out of the way." I pulled a chair and sat down, "You have to stay in the hospital for a while, take this opportunity to recuperate, the Ling family should not come to the door for the time being." ”

Shen Yinan had probably never tried to look up at others like this, but he couldn't sit up, and his abdomen was seriously injured.

His lips lifted and said, "Can you take care of me during this time I'm hospitalized?" I don't want anyone to touch my body. ”

...... "I don't want to touch your body either."

"It's not hard to find a caregiver."

"But have you forgotten my ten-day covenant with you? The Ling family is no longer an obstacle between me and you, don't you think? Whether it is Ling Xiangdong or Ling Xue, it is no longer a threat to me and you. Shen Yinan was slightly excited.

I wondered, when he called me at that time and said that he was waiting for me at Pinyuan, did he just want to tell me about the ten-day appointment? That's right, he did completely separate from the Ling family, but this didn't mean that he and Ling Xue were also completely separated.

I asked for it, but he still couldn't give it.

"Heal your injuries first."

Shen Yinan was dissatisfied, "Wen Ying, you are running away." Or do you not want to? Why? “

I smiled, thinking that I didn't have much patience to tell him again, but to my surprise, my words rushed out of my mouth: "Yes, I don't want to." Not everyone will stay where they are and wait for you, just like doing business, missing a fraction of a millimeter. When I wanted you to give me a reassurance, you didn't give it, so when I recovered, why do I need your reassurance? ”

"I don't agree with you. What I did wrong, I am willing to use in the next life to remedy it. But Wen Ying, you sentenced me to death, and you didn't give me a chance to appeal. You can't kill all the things we were together in the past, and I have my sincere intentions in them, and you can't veto them all. ”

I put my hand on his shoulder and gently reassured, "Don't worry, listen to me." I only have one sentence to ask you, and you don't need to tell me your answer, just ask yourself. ”

"Ask."

I looked him in the eye and asked the question I had been keeping in my heart. Why didn't I ask so many times, because I guessed the answer somewhat, and if I did, it was only a matter of confusion. Why bother?

"You and Ling Xue, and me, have been pulling for so long, and today we can't simply judge who is right and who is wrong, who wins and who loses, now are you willing to tell me everything between you and her?"

I'm shouting in my heart, Shen Yinan, don't let me down; But intellectually, I thought that not only was he unwilling, but he would even try his best to hide from me, not letting me know a word.

Maybe those made it difficult for him to speak, maybe those made him unable to be more determined, I could go on with him, maybe those would make me a burden, maybe those would hurt Ling Xue in the end, so he was reluctant to say.

No matter how many possibilities there are, I just want the result. Sometimes women are so dead-eyed, love and don't love, to distinguish from one answer, ridiculous or stupid, but no one can judge, this is wrong. No matter how stupid and stupid a woman is, she has a scale to measure love in her heart.

The few seconds of silence, as if centuries had passed, were heart-wrenching. I went from the initial dawn with a glimmer of hope to the determination of "Well, it's really like this again", and then I calmed down, and my mind was no longer on Shen Yinan's answer.

Shen Yinan's face was like a layer of mist, no longer allowing me to see his eyes clearly, and this is the root that separates me from him. Between us, she has always existed, all the time, all the time.

His solution, and the one I wanted, was never in a straight line.

"You asked yourself, didn't you?"

"I'm sorry." His voice revealed a kind of helplessness similar to not being able to change the past, more uncomfortable, "Wen Ying, I don't think that my past with Ling Xue has anything to do with whether we can be together. ”

"But it is precisely these of your past that made the innocent me almost wiped out again and again, from this point of view, you are sorry for me and unworthy of me. As for Ling Xue, I am the person who doesn't matter who it is, as long as it has a relationship with you, I will be dealt with fiercely, why should I be cannon fodder between you and help you witness that you are more affectionate than Jin Jian from the past to the present? Is there anything or anyone in the world that can stand in your way? ”

I removed the foot of my chair, stood up, and looked at Shen Yinan deeply, "Why do everyone around you see that you and her can't be separated in this life, but you can't see it yourself?" I admit that when you are with me, you give me a lot of delusions that confuse me, but those are not the love I want. Stop being paranoid and live well. “

When Shen Yinan heard my words, he was angry and anxious, "Are you going to leave me behind now and leave?" Isn't it possible that no matter what I do, you can't care less about Ling Xue? “

I turned my back and said, "Don't lie to me and yourself, you've been standing still and doing nothing." And there is no way not to care about Ling Xue, it is also because of you, your hesitation, let us stop here. ”

With my hand on the doorknob, I swirled hard and opened the door.

"Wen Ying, you stop."

There was a loud bang behind him, and he fell to the ground, but I still didn't look back, and walked away calmly.

Until I left the hospital, my heart was calm, but my hands were trembling slightly. It turns out that I'm not that ruthless, at least after saying these words, I'm still a little uncomfortable.

In all fairness, it is already very remarkable that Shen Yinan can achieve this level, but I am not willing to compromise. Once I compromised, that thorn called Ling Xue would take root in my heart, stabbing me from time to time and making me hurt.

I still remember the first time I met her on the Jiang Xing, what she said. She said she would be a thorn in my heart, and she did. In fact, from the very beginning, everyone around her and Shen Yinan saw it really, and I was just supporting myself and Shen Yinan with that little bit of confidence.

Now, it's a relief.

The next day, I went to see Huang and asked her to resubmit the divorce papers. Huang Lu was obviously surprised, probably thinking that Shen Yinan and I had reconciled.

"Do as I say."

In the afternoon, Xu Ze's phone called my mobile phone with a slightly reproachful tone: "Mrs., Mr. Shen at this time, it's just that you don't understand, why do you stab him in the heart?" “

I asked calmly, "So you think that if you continue to drag on, you won't be stabbing him?" When we stab each other and stab each other until we don't have the strength anymore, it's another form of together, isn't it? “

Xu Ze was speechless.

Not long after, Chen Yan also called, and his words were the same as Xu Ze's attitude, "Wen Ying, I called you sister-in-law, for Shen's sake, you really shouldn't have you, and the earth won't turn, right?" “

"Didn't you always want him to divorce me quickly, and Luo Bin, Xie Ning, there is no one in your circle who doesn't look forward to me divorcing Shen Yinan, and now that I and he are really leaving, what are you trying to persuade me to do? It's better for you to tell Ling Xue the news, and let her get ready to join the Shen family. “

Chen Yan was choked by me: "You...... Really, don't I think you'll regret it? ”

I sneered: "Don't worry, I will not regret anything, divorce this marriage." People say that only when you get together can you disperse, although Shen Yinan and I haven't gotten together a few times in the past few years, but when it's time to disperse, I also hope that you will raise your noble hands and let me live. ”

"Well, if you say all the good and bad things alone, what else can we say. I've never seen you such a screwed woman, if you want to leave, it's better to leave early, what's the point of dragging it out like this. ”

Screwed? I think that's a very apt term. Is that why I want to happily ignore my past suspicions and reconcile with Shen Yinan, so I won't screw up? Just thinking about it makes me think it drives me crazy.

"Screw it, screw it, I don't care what others say, even if everyone thinks that I was kicked out of the wealthy family by Shen Yinan, I don't care. Please tell him that when the interruption continues, he will suffer the chaos, which is what I can think of, and it will be good for each of us. ”

I left the phone and took care of the rest.

Ye Xuan knew that I was going to divorce, and his face was full of surprise, but he and I have been used to asking what we can ask and what we don't have to ask in the past few years.

"I don't know if I can get to the source smoothly, if not...... I don't know, how long I will spend with Shen Yinan, or how long my patience will allow me to spend with him, and it is difficult to say if I can't stay for a day.

It was already seven o'clock when I finished my business, and then I sat in my chair and thought about things in a daze, which was an hour.

When I felt hungry, I packed my bag and went downstairs.

But at this moment, Wen Yuan's phone call made me tremble.