Chapter 148: Summoning the Ex
He crouched beside my bed, his hands under his chin, and looked at me sweetly and dotingly: "But the thought of you going to find your ex does annoy me. ”
"Poof." I couldn't help but laugh. However, now is not the time to talk to him, but this feeling is so reluctant. Because the time I spend with him is so little, too little......
After this incident, we may be separated again, running around on our own missions, and we don't know when we will be able to meet again.
I spend more time with Brother Qingmu, Yan Shen, Flash and Beiming than with my boyfriend.
His pampering gaze at me gradually surfaced with distress, and he raised his hand to caress my forehead lovingly: "They let you do this, it's too hard for you." ”
I closed my eyes again, raised my hand and took the hand that Qingtian caressed my forehead, his hand was warm, it could reassure me, and it could also give me the courage to face Bai Mo again.
"Knock knock." There was a gentle knock on the door.
I opened my eyes again and looked at the door.
Qingtian let me go to open the door, but it was Brother Qingmu who walked in with milk.
He looked relieved when he saw Optimus, as if he could rest assured that I had Optimus with him.
He put the milk in Qingtian's hand: "Captain Ou Cangming just sent me a text message and told me something, I warmed this glass of milk, and put some calming potions in it, I hope it will help the captain." ”
"Huh." I smiled, Ou Cangming is sure I can't sleep now, to be exact, it should be my inner resistance to seeing Bai Mo.
He is a murderer who killed Su Ling, who once lived in simple happiness.
He is a bastard, and he has ruined the ordinary and peaceful life of our Su family.
"Thank you." Qingtian took the milk from Brother Qing Mu's hand, patted him on the shoulder and handed it to me, "Although I really don't want you to meet that bastard, you can only go to see him in order to catch Dr. Thousand Hands." ”
I took the milk from Dynastic, and for the first time it felt like poison.
"But how can Captain Ou be sure that Bai Mo will help us?" Brother Qing Mu was puzzled.
Qingtian looked at me with a deep gaze: "He will, because, Su Ling's request, he will never refuse." ”
Unexpectedly, the people who know Baimo best are my incumbents.
As soon as I closed my eyes, I drank the milk, the milk had a faint sweetness and jujube fragrance, whether it was temperature or sweetness, Brother Qingmu was just right. When I drank it, my heart instantly became comfortable because of the warmth.
I lay down again, let out a long sigh of relief, okay, I'll go see this bastard.
In a trance, I was already sitting in my room again. I was alone in the dark room.
I looked at the door, and there was a familiar faint light in the crack in the door.
I started to get restless, I started to get irritable, I didn't even see Bai Mo yet, I felt like I couldn't breathe.
I took a deep breath, for the sake of Xiao Xuan, for the sake of all mankind, I endured!
I stood up suddenly, strode to the door, grabbed the cold doorknob, I don't know why my call Bai Mo can be heard, I don't understand, why my brain, as if there is a network left in the line, can be connected with Bai Mo. No, could it be that he, in my spiritual world, left something behind?
I took a few deep breaths, endured the anger and pain in my heart, and opened the door that completely severed my relationship with Bai Mo, and immediately, the white light was dazzling, making me unable to open my eyes for a while.
Slowly, I adapted to the white light in front of me, and after a long breath of relief, I slowly opened my eyes, but I saw that the white light in front of me was actually a path of light.
On both sides of the path of light are my familiar, peaceful world of my own.
All along, I have kept this door closed, never stepped out of this house, even if I left the room, it was in the courtyard, the world of the yard seemed boundless, but in fact, it was still my locked heart.
And this door, which connects to the world outside my heart, the world that I dare not touch and do not want to touch.
I lifted my feet and stepped on the path of light in front of me, and the world around me suddenly spun when my feet stepped on the path of light, as if I had touched a switch, and the world that was originally just the stars and nights suddenly appeared one after another, as if I had entered the world of creation, not my own consciousness.
I stood on the path of light, full of doubts about myself, and for the first time began to wonder why I suddenly had such strange abilities. Able to enter ...... His own spiritual world can be so awake, it doesn't feel like a dream.
All of this seems to have appeared after the Baimo incident
At first, I thought it was a dream, of course I thought it was a dream, everyone would think it was a dream.
But gradually, every time I wanted to escape, I would be in this place, and then, Bai Mo appeared, and he stood outside the door and knocked on the door.
So, what exactly is it here?
I walked along the path of light, but slowly, slowly. It's like the end of the path of light, the last place I want to approach.
The surrounding light screens began to rustle, as if the TV was missing a signal, and in those jumping white spots, you could faintly feel that there were pictures, but those pictures were covered by light spots and could not be seen clearly.
Perhaps, I don't want to see it.
I stopped, stopping between the countless light screens, and I couldn't help but ask myself: Su Ling, if Bai Mo really returns, will you forgive him?
I hope I can forgive, that proves that I have completely no him in my heart.
However, I know that I can't do it, because I have a deep presence in my heart, and the pain he has brought me is impossible for me to ignore.
"White Ink...... Bai Mo ———— "I turned my hatred and all my anger towards him into this roar, and I began to roar with all my might on this path of light, "Bai Mo ———— Bai Mo ———— Bai Mo ————"
"Bang! Bang! Bang! "The surrounding light screens were shattered one after another, white points of light splashed in the world around me, and one picture after another broke out of the light points, which was a deep memory between me and Bai Mo......
The summoning of Bai Mo also awakened all the memories I had sealed for him, and the whole world was like being torn apart by an angry hand, forcibly tearing open the wounds I had healed, and Bai Mo's memories continued to pour out like blood, making me face the pain that all this had brought me, and let me face this man who had hurt me the most.
Tears welled up in my eyes, and I hung my face weakly, my hands clenched angrily to my legs, saying okay, I wouldn't shed another tear for this bastard, but still...... Didn't hold back.
"Tick ...... Tick ......" tears fell on the path of light, turning into white petals one after another, gently floating......