"The day I was born happened to be the day the concubine gave birth, but my father only went to accompany the concubine, regardless of my mother, or my grandmother went to the house to ask for a midwife, and I was born."

Listening to his flat tone narrating this, Ling Che looked at him, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

He continued, "I was born an hour earlier than the concubine's child, but the concubine's child has his father as his companion every day, and I, who never saw my father before I was two years old, always told me that my father loved us, but I was too busy to have time, and I believed it when I was young. ”

"Until my mother died, my father didn't care about it, and he didn't even want to see my mother's last face."

"My mother is gone, my grandmother is also gone, and I am the only one left in the whole yard, because of my mother, my father has never seen me."

"The son of the concubine's family always talks about me, that I have a mother and no mother, and that I am a wild child."

"I remember what my mother said, I don't provoke him, and I don't have the same knowledge as him, but that time, it was obvious that he broke the gift that his father wanted to give to the head of the Nangong family for his birthday, but it was all pushed on my head, and my father also believed in him and didn't believe me."

"I was locked up in a small dark room for three days and three nights, without food or drink."

"It was the eldest lady who had been living in the plum garden who released me, and from that day on, she recognized me as a child and stayed by her side to take care of me."

"Later, in order to prove my ability to my father, I tried my best to improve my cultivation and practice swordsmanship."

"For the competition of the son's list, I went to the mountains alone to practice, broke an arm, broke a leg, and took half a life to kill the one-eyed golden-eyed beast."

"But I only got a compliment from my father that was not salty or light, and I was happy for many days for a compliment."

"Even for that compliment, I fought all over my body to the end, and won the top spot on the son's list."

"I thought I could get another compliment this time, but after returning home, my father sat in the front hall with the concubine and the concubine's son, celebrating this lively."

"I thought I was celebrating my top spot, so I didn't even bother to change my blood-stained clothes, so I walked through the pain."

"But my father scolded me severely."

"He said that today is Yun Xi's birthday."

"He also said that I was unlucky and dirty, and told me to go back to my room."

"From beginning to end, he never asked me where my injuries came from, nor did he care about me, even if he later learned that I won the top spot, he ordered someone to buy some pearl agate for me, he never knew what I really wanted."

"The eldest lady said that for the sake of an unworthy person, even if he risked his life, he would be indifferent."

"Actually, I didn't have any hope for him a long time ago, but I really didn't expect that person to be so ruthless."

Listening to Shen Qingmian calmly tell about his experience, Ling Che was distressed and couldn't help but think of the days he had spent by Yin San and Bai Yusheng's side.

How different was he from Shen Qingmian before?

longing for family affection, longing for the love of his father.

But after all, it is not biological, how much love can there be?

Now that he has his biological father, he never sees him, even when he was in the Demon Sect, his father always finds various reasons to refuse to see him.

It is precisely because of the slightly similar experience that he can better appreciate the taste of being humbled to the dust in order to get family affection.

Shaking his head, shaking off all these messy thoughts, he grabbed a handful of small stones with a smile and handed them to Shen Qingmian, grabbed a small handful himself, picked up a few and threw them into the water.

"I forgot who told me, as long as I was unhappy, I would throw stones into the water, smash them hard, and if I couldn't relieve my anger, I would throw another handful until I was relieved, which was very spiritual." Take a hundred times to read the latest chapter of "Lingxing Jianghu Claw Book House" for free for the first time.