Chapter 18: I became acquainted with the strange self
On the afternoon of the first day of the club's orientation ceremony, Moran and I went to many clubs. Speaking of which, there are a lot of new interesting clubs this year, such as the new force theater troupe.
Mo Ran said that she wanted to go to the clothing club to find clothes that could be cosplayed, so I went with her.
The activity classroom of the clothing club is on the fourth floor of the comprehensive building, and we walked through the boulevard planted with ginkgo trees, from the teaching building, to the side of the comprehensive building.
When we walked to the fourth floor of the complex, it was already 1:50 p.m. Mo Ran said that she still had to choose clothes for a while, and after I told her, I thought about going to Li Xinyang.
The clothing club really has all kinds of strange clothes, and more importantly, the geographical location of the clothing club is very close to the fifth floor of the comprehensive building, so it is more convenient to find Li Xinyang.
Li Xinyang said that when he wanted to find him, he went to the old place to look for him. If we still have a tacit understanding, if we can still have the same heart and mind as before, then he will definitely be waiting for me on the roof on the fifth floor of the complex.
I walked down the stairs to the rooftop, although I don't know why Li Xinyang stayed alone on the rooftop or the playground all day today, but there was always a reason for this.
Li Xinyang saw me coming and said, "You are here, come and stand here, continue to look at the blue sky and white clouds." ”
"Hmm", I nodded, walked over, and continued to look at the sky in September, the white clouds in September, as Li Xinyang said.
"Do you know why I've been alone all day today?" Li Xinyang suddenly asked, the question I want to know the most.
In front of him, sure enough, I will still be nervous, I don't know, he told me these things that he has never told others, whether he really regarded me as a good friend and trusted me very much.
The question I always wanted to know, if he took the initiative to tell me, I would definitely want to know, so I replied, "Well, why?" Senior, I see that you usually have a group of people around you! Li Xinyang smiled, smiling so uninhibitedly and chicly. He only replied with one sentence, and he said, "If I don't care, why should I go for it?" ”
Yes, if you don't care, then why bother trying to fight for something you don't care about.
Li Xinyang's answer may just tell me that he doesn't care about this club orientation activity, so he doesn't want to participate in this club orientation activity.
However, this time there are three days in total, and today is the first day, I don't know if Li Xinyang will still stand on this rooftop in the next two days, looking at this blue sky.
Li Xinyang seems to have really learned to read minds, and what he said next is what I want to ask but dare not ask, he said: "Do you want to know tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, will I still come here, to the rooftop on the fifth floor of the complex building?" ”
"Ah", I still wondered how he knew what I wanted to ask, and then admitted, "yes, this event is three days, will you still come to the rooftop here for the remaining two days?" ”
Li Xinyang shook his head, and he said, "No, because I'll leave tonight to participate in the Olympiad for a week." ”
"Ah, so that's the case, then I'll congratulate the seniors first, the success of the Olympiad." It turned out that he was going to the Olympiad and wouldn't be coming to school for a week, and for some reason, I would be sad not to see him even for seven short days.
Perhaps, Li Xinyang really lives in my heart. No one will change his plan because of your feelings, but what Li Xinyang said next really proves that he changed his plan because of me.
"Xia Yongning, do you know? You are very special, you are different from others, I was going to leave yesterday, but I know that if I am not at JCDecaux today, you will be alone all day today, so I will go to the senior to find you, so I will take you to the rooftop, because I feel that we are all the same, and we don't care about club orientation. ”
Li Xinyang, he really set off a day late for me. Speaking of which, I really want to thank this senior across from me, if he hadn't agreed to me to attend the opening ceremony, I might have been alone, and if he hadn't been with me today, I would have been alone.
"But what's so special about me? Is it worth it for you to change your plans and change your itinerary? I asked Li Xinyang.
Li Xinyang He leaned against the railing, standing with his legs crossed, and in the sun, his shadow looked extraordinarily slender. The kind of person who lives in the sunshine is really good.
Li Xinyang replied: "You are special, not because you are different from others, but because you are yourself, do you remember the first time we met?" At that time, you were always nervous and unconfident. ”
"Yes, I was always nervous in front of you at that time!" I replied.
"However, as time goes by, we are all slowly changing, Xia Yongning, I hope that on the red list of the first month's monthly exam, your name can be in the same line as mine." Li Xinyang continued, then stood up straight from the railing he was leaning on, waved his hand with his back to me, and went down the stairs.
I yelled at him, "I will," and walked over to where he was standing, looking down at the ground. I saw Li Xinyang walking out of the entrance of the complex building, I don't know when there was an extra trolley box in his hand, and then walked out of the school gate and got into a taxi.
I hope that the senior I like, Li Xinyang, who is hearty and free on the volleyball court, will be able to succeed. Whether it is on the volleyball court, or in the monthly examination room, or in the Olympic arena, as long as his name is Li Xinyang, as long as he is still the same him, I believe that he will succeed.
Time, when a person is focused on something, really flies. Before I knew it, it was already 3:21. I also walked down the stairs to the activity classroom of the clothing club on the fourth floor to find Moran.
Mo Ran is still choosing clothes that she can cosplay, and sometimes I really admire her, how to pick out a dress for two hours and still haven't finished choosing.
I walked up to Mo Ran, who was happily picking out a white dress, supposedly to cosplay the queen of an anime.
Mo Ran glanced at the watch on his wrist and said in surprise: "Oh, it's been this time, I'm sorry, Yongning, I'll leave after I pick out this dress." ”
"Hmm", I nodded, and sat down in a chair next to me, waiting for Mo Ran to pick slowly.
Li Xinyang He is right, if you don't care about it, you won't fight for it, but since I have fought for it, I will definitely care.
So, he believed in me, and I will definitely believe in him. Twenty days later, Li Xinyang, I will definitely be on the red list with you, I will definitely be able to.
Mo Ran finished choosing the clothes, a total of six clothes, but she spent a whole month of pocket money to buy them.
We walked down the small road below the complex, and the apples on the apple trees on both sides were big enough that they looked like they were about to ripen.
I asked Mo Ran, "You must like anime very much, you like manga very much, and you care about these things, right?" ”
Mo Ran replied to me without hesitation, "Of course, I don't like it, how can I buy these clothes!" ”
Sure enough, only if we care, we will insist on it and get used to it!
Thank you, Li Xinyang, for taking your own day to teach me love and hope. I want to be the perfect version of myself in my heart.
I hugged Mo Ran, talking and laughing all the way. She first went back to the anime club to pick up her own things, and then accompanied me to say goodbye to the seniors of the literary club, and then walked home.
We carried a total of six sets of clothes in our hands, and happiness spread on our faces, and happiness accompanied us to our home.
When I got home, I wrote two lines in my journal, one line was "If I could, I would choose to believe" and the other line was "Today is really a meaningful day!" ”
Li Xinyang, thank you so much, I am familiar with that strange self.