Chapter 9: That Man Is Not Me
"Whoosh-"
Without waiting for anyone to respond, another stone smashed over, hitting Wang Dong's other hand, and at this time, Wang Dong rolled on the ground in pain, without saying a word.
"If I don't give you some color, maybe I'll have something to do next time!" Liu Dashuai's voice came from behind, and those people who pressed on me dispersed, in fact, they were all grass on the wall, as long as no one took them, they didn't dare to do anything to me.
"Liu Dashuai, there is something wrong with you! It's all green for me! Wang Dong grinned and stood up from the ground, and his two injured hands went directly into a pit, but for Liu Dashuai, he didn't dare to do anything excessive, and his tone of voice was much better.
"Hehe, if you don't want to be beaten again, get out of here!!"
Liu Dashuai didn't give Wang Dong a good face, he hunted and killed all year round, and he had already lost his childlike childishness, only a ruthless energy, of course, this ruthlessness was also tempered by his thousands of experiences, so the people around him didn't dare to bully him, because once he was ruthless, that person would definitely be punished.
Wang Dong was speechless when he was scolded, glanced at Liu Dashuai, and then looked at me, and ran away with someone.
"Xiao Jiang, the next time you meet them, don't be soft, if you really can't do it, you go and call me, I'll discount his leg!" Liu Dashuai walked over and put his arm around my shoulder, his eyes still staring at Wang Dong and saying cruel words.
I nodded and said thank you, and then went with Liu Dashuai to pick up things, there is an ancestral hall at the entrance of the village, which used to be dedicated to the village gods, and later the village committee was established, so we built a house there, and the things we took this time were placed in the ancestral hall.
The ancestral hall was almost uncleaned, and when Liu Dashuai and I went in, the dust choked our noses: "Uncle Wang, my dad asked me to take some for my milk and send them over, so my family doesn't need it!" Liu Dashuai stepped forward and said.
Uncle Wang in Liu Dashuai's mouth refers to Wang Peng, Wang Peng saw Liu Dashuai coming over, his face smiled, after all, every time Liu Dashuai's father brought back game from the mountain, he would invite them to eat.
"Dashuai, when will your father go up the mountain again? Those two pheasants last time, it was really good! Wang Peng asked while holding something for Liu Dashuai.
I saw that what Wang Peng prepared for Liu Dashuai was a yellow talisman, plus some pale yellow powder, which was finely ground, and I could smell a smell of sulfur and urine from a long distance.
"This yellow talisman is attached to the door, and the powder is scattered around the house!"
After speaking, Wang Peng handed the bag to Liu Dashuai.
"Okay, thank you, uncle, next time you go up the mountain, I'll ask my dad to give you a few more pheasants." Liu Dashuai took the things, and then said, "Uncle, you can directly prepare Xiao Jiang's share, and we will go back together." ”
As soon as this sentence was finished, Wang Peng, who was still smiling a second ago, suddenly changed his face, glanced at me coldly, turned his head and said: No!
The sudden refusal made me and Liu Dashuai stunned in place, it turned out that they didn't inform me, they just didn't prepare my share, but everyone in the village had something, but my father and I didn't have it, and I felt a little uncomfortable.
Thankfully, this isn't the first time! I quickly understood what was going on, but Liu Dashuai still wanted to continue asking: "Uncle, aren't you ......?"
Before he could finish speaking, I pulled him out, out of the ancestral hall, my tears almost fell, this feeling of being xenophobic by the whole world may be the real loneliness.
"Xiao Jiang, he lied to you, didn't you see that there are so many under the table?"
"I know." I replied silently and quickened my pace.
"Then why don't you want it, everyone in the village has it, why don't you give it to you and your grandfather?! You two didn't do anything wrong! ”
My father and I really didn't do anything wrong, but the fault was that I shouldn't have killed my parents as soon as I was born, and I was also called a broom star, and my father looked at other people's eyes together.
But what's the solution! I don't want them to die either! I want them to be with me too!
I wore and wore clothes, was bullied by my peers, knelt in front of them and was ridiculed, and I had to go home with a smile on my face, I didn't dare to let my father know, because he had paid a lot for me, and if I knew that I was being bullied outside, my heart would definitely be more sad than me.
It's just that I think God is so unfair! The murderers of my whole family are at large, and all the suffering needs to be borne by me!
I finally couldn't hold back and cried: "Da Shuai! Is my father and I so annoying? Why does my mom never come back to see me when she is alive!! ”
Da Shuai saw me crying, a trace of panic obviously flashed on his face, since I was a child, no matter how they bullied me, and even broke my ribs, I didn't cry once, but this time compared to flesh and skin, my heart was more painful!
My mom loves me but never comes out to see me!! I just want to be like a normal child! There's just a mother!
"Xiao Jiang!" Da Shuai put his arm around me: "Auntie didn't show up to protect you, she was killed back then, if the murderer knew that she was worried about you, he could use you to force her out!" ”
"However, you have to believe that she must love you, otherwise she wouldn't do it for you! You know? ”
I nodded, wanting to push the handsome away and go home by himself, but the handsome grabbed me, stuffed the yellow talisman in his hand into my hand, and said that he would go back and ask for a copy, I shook my head and refused, saying that if my mother loves me, she will definitely come out to protect me!
After saying that, I left without looking back, and when I got home, I said something to my grandfather, and then lay down on the bed and went to sleep.
When I was sleeping, I dreamed of my mother when she was young, she was dressed in plain clothes, her long straight black hair was coiled up to the top of her head, and her big warm hands were holding me......
We were walking on the way to school, I looked up at my mother with a smile, and kept calling "Mom, Mom", my mother also looked at me with a smile, but she didn't speak, and was halfway through, Wang Pang suddenly came out and scolded my mother for being a monster and couldn't live in the village, let her go back to the mountains, otherwise she would hit her with a talisman!
I held my mom's hand tightly and retorted that my mom wasn't a monster! Not a monster! Don't bully my mom!
Wang Pang pointed at my mother and laughed, and began to smash my mother with a talisman, my mother's whole body was smashed and caught fire, and she kept rolling on the ground, I cried and ran over, begging Wang Pang to let my mother go, stop smashing her with talismans, and promise that she will never go down the mountain again!
Wang Pang was even more excited when he heard this, and he kept laughing, he laughed, I cried even worse, crying and crying and woke up from my dream.
The moonlight outside the window shone in, and the pillow towel was wet, and I sat up from the bed, only to find that there was some excitement outside, and the dogs barked constantly, as if the dogs of the whole village had been dispatched.
"Xiao Jiang, what's going on outside? Go out and check it out! My grandfather's voice came from another room.
I let out a casual "oh" and was about to put on my shoes and go out, but a pair of hands suddenly covered my mouth, and at the same time, another voice came from my grandfather.
"Don't move! That person is not me! ”