Today's Meining is more beautiful than before, but she has become more nervous, no way, she is a more timid person.

Picking up the letter of introduction in her hand, she read it carefully again, looking at herself in the mirror, every hair is curly very well, the color of the hair is also very good, the makeup on her face has been painted since five o'clock in the morning, her fine lines, dark circles and acne marks are covered cleanly, and the traces of time are swept away, as for the set of clothes on her body that looks very simple, it cost thousands of dollars to buy, which is equivalent to her three months' salary.

"Meining, you are already very good, don't be afraid, go forward! It doesn't matter if you lose. She said to herself.

Wearing a pair of slightly ordinary high heels, she is still a glamorous looking urban white-collar worker, although the home is in a mess, there are several buckets of instant noodles piled up on the table, some of which are already hairy, not to mention the bowls in the kitchen sink, which will not be washed for hundreds of years, the bed is piled with clothes from all seasons in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and there are two thin blankets, a quilt, four pillows, and in the wardrobe, all kinds of bags and shoes are mixed together like a garbage dump. There are a lot of cosmetics on the dresser, some are empty bottles, some are just opened, from a dozen yuan a bottle to a few hundred yuan a bottle, the whole room is so messy that you can't look at it directly, but, aren't all girls nowadays this kind of virtue? As long as it looks good on the outside, it's enough.

Now in this society, everyone is under heavy pressure, for people who have been married and have children, the pressure comes from the old, the young, the car loan, the mortgage in the middle, and for the bachelors who are not married and have children, the pressure comes from the competition of peers, endless overtime and the desire that is difficult to fill, those advertisements always promote the necessity of luxury, micro-businessmen will always tell you that if you don't work hard, you will be wasted, a man with no money can not find a suitable girlfriend, and a colorless woman can not find a suitable boyfriend, everyone smiled on the surface, calmly and elegantly, greeted lightly, chatted, drank afternoon tea, and took a few photos. I feel that I have become a nobleman, and in private, everyone is a slave of desire, carrying a heavy shackle, and moving forward with difficulty.

Mei Ning, just a very inconspicuous little wave in this wave, she is not special compared to other girls, and even more cautious and conservative than them, she comforts herself, this is just sullen, and sullenness is a common problem of Scorpio girls, women are not sullen, how can it appear mysterious?

Although she is very conservative and cautious, but she is not a particularly calm person, a few months ago, it was because of talking back to her team leader, she was fired directly the next day, the day she sorted out her own documents, she was surprised to find that her team leader and the manager have an unusual relationship.

"Forget it, this era is always like this, there is nothing to complain about, just treat it as a dog bite." After she found out about this relationship, she said indifferently that she still had a little money on her at that time, and she could sit in the tea restaurant on the 18th floor, drinking sweet cloud black tea and eating macarons elegantly, while complaining to her best friend Xu Feifei.

"But what if you lose your job now and have no income in the future? You're not like I have a boyfriend to back you up. Xu Feifei said that she was much lazier than Meining, every job was three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, and she was very passionate at the beginning, but she was depressed before experiencing a few setbacks, and then resigned.

"Do you think I'm going to find a job? In any case, I am also a student of a prestigious university, and I have 3 or 4 years of marketing experience, and I have also worked overseas, so what company would not want to accept an employee like me? Meining said.

"Come on, you didn't spend money to go to a prestigious university, and your so-called overseas work experience, but you just worked in someone else's McDonald's for a few days, as for the 3 or 4 years of marketing, two of them were doing unskilled things, serving tea and water, cleaning, helping other people buy fast food, bubble coffee, printing some unimportant documents, nothing more than that." Xu Feifei ruthlessly exposed her.

The Mei Ning she said was naturally very clear, the reason why she said that was just to save some face for herself, after being exposed, her face was very ugly, she drank a cup of black tea, and continued to bow her head and swipe her mobile phone, to tell the truth, she felt that she hated Xu Feifei more and more.

After afternoon tea, she and Xu Feifei walked around the mall a few times, bought some clothes and jewelry, and then took a taxi home, and after returning home, she complained to her other girlfriend very angrily: "Xu Feifei is really getting more and more self-righteous, but he is talking about a person who is a supervisor in the gym as a boyfriend, and he walks with the wind, you know?" She spent thirty or forty thousand yuan in one breath in the mall just now, as if she was very generous, but I think she must just not want to lose to me, so she just slapped her swollen face and became fat, maybe she will take it and secretly return it later, I don't know what kind of person she is, it's not the first time she has done this kind of thing. ”

"Let me tell you, I know a friend in that shopping mall who sells clothes in a clothing store, and she was telling me a few days ago that Xu Feifei is really annoying, and he always buys clothes and returns them~" Her best friend said.

The two of them chatted for a while about Xu Feifei's bad words, and then turned to other things and talked until it was time to go to bed, Mei Ning reluctantly hung up the phone, took a shower in the toilet, changed into pajamas, and planned to go to bed.

"Mei Ning..." There seemed to be a voice calling, his voice seemed to be very close, and it seemed to be far away, Mei Ning was stunned for a moment, and then looked around.

A chill hit her heart, she had a boyfriend before, but after all, she didn't make any moves to break the rules, she has lived alone for so many years, because she is more introverted, so she doesn't have too much contact with the neighbors, so who is calling her name just now? She didn't understand.

"Some questions are never answered, and some answers are never answered, so when something you can't understand, the best solution is to ignore it." This is what her mother had told her, and she thought it was true.

So she no longer investigated the source of the sound, and just fell asleep like that, and in the next few days, she returned the installment of her mobile phone, paid two months' rent, and went to play with Xu Feifei, bragging to each other.

Soon, it was the day to pay the phone bill and repay the credit card, after she paid back the money, she was horrified to find that she had not much money left, in this era, money is a person's confidence, the more money people have less courage, Meining was not very bold and a little smaller, she began to look for a job seriously, but what surprised her was that the process of finding a job was not smooth at all, either she was dissatisfied with herself or the other party was not satisfied, and she could not find a job as good as before.

"Wait... Wulou, is there any connection between this story and your own? I'm still at a loss when I hear it. I said.