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After a water fight, the temperature in the mountains dropped, and the night breeze blew, Yan Luoxi was a little cold, and took Yan Ling back to the tent to change clothes.

In the tent, Yan Ling's little face was flushed with excitement, he sat there, took the small T-shirt handed by Yan Luoxi and put it on, he looked at Yan Luoxi seriously, "Mommy, do you want to be with Uncle Han?" ”

Yan Luoxi smiled slightly, "Uncle Han is Mommy's friend, a very good friend. ”

"It is said on TV that a woman wants to be friends with a man, which means that the man has no chance, but I think Uncle Han is not bad, if he takes care of you, you will not be lonely after I marry a wife and have children in the future." Words are serious.

Yan Luoxi couldn't cry or laugh, she knelt beside Yan Ling, stretched out her hand to sort out the small T-shirt on his body, she said: "Xiao Ling, it's still early for you to marry a wife and have children, you don't have to worry, it's really that time, as long as Mommy thinks of you, she won't feel lonely." ”

Yan Ling sighed, touched her head with her chubby little hand, and said helplessly: "Then I won't get married anymore, let's depend on each other." ”

Yan Luoxi looked up at him with a pretty face, "Okay, hurry up and get dressed and get ready for bed, don't be cranky, huh?" ”

After changing his shorts a few times, he lay down under the quilt and looked at the shining stars on the dark sky, "Mommy, the stars are so beautiful." ”

Yan Luoxi turned his back, quickly changed his wet clothes, and then lay down beside Yan Ling, looking at the night sky, the bright stars were dotted on the dark sky like diamonds, in this deep night, it was extremely beautiful.

"Well, the stars are beautiful, just like our little zero's eyes, flickering and flickering beautifully."

Yan Ling shyly hid in Yan Luoxi's arms, and reached out to hug her tightly, "Mommy, do you think there will be a beast in the mountains, what if it runs out and eats me when we fall asleep?" ”

Yan Luoxi was amused by his fairy tales, she reached out and tapped his nose, "There are no wild beasts in the mountains, you can sleep at ease, I will protect you." ”

"Then will you throw me down while I'm asleep?" Yan Ling raised his head and looked at Yan Luoxi uneasily, this place seemed to be far away from the city, if she threw him down, he should be able to find his way home.

But if she didn't want him to go back with her, even if he could find his way home, he wouldn't be able to go back, would he?

Yan Luoxi's heart was like being bitten by an unknown insect, and a pain suddenly appeared at the tip of her heart, and a layer of mist was covered in front of her eyes, "No, Mommy will never throw you down again, you can sleep at ease, don't worry about this." ”

Yan Ling cautiously stretched out his little hand, "Then let's pull the hook, Mommy has to talk." ”

Yan Luoxi closed her eyes, trying not to let the tears fall, she choked up, "Well, let's pull the hook." ”

Pulled the hook and stamped, Yan Ling finally fell asleep with peace of mind, Yan Luoxi heard his even breathing, and knew that he was really tired of playing today. But even if he was so tired, he didn't dare to sleep, was he afraid that she would leave him?

Yan Luoxi lowered her eyes, looking at his little hand holding her clothes tightly, tears rolling down her cheeks. All this time, she has never given this child a sense of security.

After Yan Ling fell asleep, she gently pulled his little hand away, then covered him with the quilt, she wiped away her tears, got up and walked out of the tent.

Han Zheng was fishing by the stream at night, she walked over slowly, and before she got closer, Han Zheng had already turned her head to look at her, the clear light of the bright moon was sprinkled down, and his cold and hard facial features were softened by the light, "Sleep?" ”

"Hmm." Yan Luoxi sat down beside him, she threw the fishing line into the stream, holding the fishing rod in her hand, and neither of them spoke for a while, but the atmosphere was not awkward at all, as comfortable as if the two had known each other for a long time.

Han Zheng turned his head to look at her, her eyes were red, the corners of her eyes were still a little moist, he raised his eyebrows slightly, "Are you crying?" ”

Yan Luoxi hurriedly wiped the corners of her eyes, she smiled at Han Zheng, but that smile was inexplicably distressing, "Han Zheng, I think I may be a very failed person, five years ago, I couldn't think of any other solution except to escape." Five years later, God punished me harshly for this, you know, every time I see Xiao Ling carefully pleasing me, I blame myself, blame myself for not being stronger back then. ”

Han Zheng listened to her quietly, and did not say anything to comfort her, because at this moment, she needed a listener, not a life coach.

"During that time, I thought I couldn't survive, I was even afraid of tomorrow, I was trapped in the dark, I complained about everything around me, I blamed that I shouldn't be alive. Several times, I thought I was going to die like that, but I was alive, alive to atone for my sins. ”

Yan Luoxi choked, she covered her eyelids with her hands, tears blurred her vision, "All these years, I have been standing in the abyss, I wish someone could reach out and pull me out of the abyss, but for so many years, this person has never appeared." ”

It was the first time for Han Zheng to see her so negative and decadent side, to be honest, he was not very good at comforting girls. At this moment, he stretched out his hand and gently held her tear-stained soft wattle, and there was a pain in his heart, "Luo Xi, there is a saying that there is a Buddha in the heart, and the Buddha is by your side, so the same reason, there is a demon in the heart, and the devil is everywhere all the time." ”

If she doesn't get rid of her demons, she will always live in pain.

And the only thing he can do is to do his best to help her get rid of her demons.

Yan Luoxi looked away, looking at the sparkling water, she sniffed, "I know, so I'm back, back to end the demon in my heart." ”

Han Zheng couldn't help but squeeze her hand, "Luo Xi, as a friend, I still say the same thing, don't touch the bottom line of the law." ”

Yan Luoxi smiled, she said: "Don't worry, I still have to grow up with Xiao Ling, so I won't do anything to make my relatives and enemies happy." ”

Han Zheng looked at the tears hanging on her cheeks, he leaned over, his rough fingertips touched her soft skin, and gently wiped away the tears, "Don't cry, the darkness in front of you will eventually pass." ”

Yan Luoxi looked at the handsome face close at hand, her eyelids were slightly itchy, she subconsciously shrank back, and saw his hand frozen in mid-air, she looked away, and saw that the fishing rod had been bent, she was so excited that she stood up suddenly, "Han Zheng, the fish is hooked, the fish is hooked." ”

Han Zheng withdrew his hand, swept away the embarrassment just now, he closed the line, took off the fluttering fish and put it into the bucket, Yan Luoxi squatted on the edge of the bucket, looked at the fish swimming around, she said: "Han Zheng, you are a little fishing expert, just for a while, you have caught so much." ”

"It's not that I'm good, it's that it's not overexploited."

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