Chapter Twenty-Eight: Death Without God
Lin Chengzhi shook his head and motioned for Rui Ning to take the two of them down, but he didn't say a word, Rui Ning didn't know what he meant, and directly took it upon himself to drive the two out of the house. Lin Chengzhi didn't blame anything when he found out, but said, "It's good that you decide." Then he sighed.
The next day after the incident, Fuli still did not wake up, the boundaries of Xishu have been all returned to the Southern Dynasty, the war has subsided, Jiang Guo will come to the Southern Dynasty after eight or nine years to pay tribute, contribute some specialties of Xishu and Jiang State, here Lin Chengzhi was invited to the banquet many times, none of them went to the banquet. Everyone in the world said that the Southern Dynasty and Jiang Guo secretly colluded to devour Xishu alive, and some rumors said that Jiang Guo was afraid that the Southern Dynasty would suppress it, and preemptively sent Xishu to the Southern Dynasty as a gesture of goodwill. There are different opinions, but no matter which one it is, it is only Xishu who has been injured from beginning to end.
On the fourth day of the incident, Fuli finally woke up, she had slept for three days and three nights, and the doctor regularly checked the wound and gradually healed, but specially instructed not to be too emotionally fluctuating, because her nerves are too tight now, and the slightest careless wound collapse will be wasted.
Lin Chengzhi strictly followed the doctor's instructions, and the meals she usually gave her were also very light, and sometimes when she didn't eat or drink, her heart would hurt as if she was being caught. She didn't bother her anymore, because he knew that she didn't want to see him, and that he would feel inexplicably satisfied in the study, in the pavilion, or secretly at night. Occasionally, when Tao Ling and Sakura Ling heard where she went today, what she did, and how much she ate, he would feel happy from the bottom of his heart, and he never thought that the first time he paid his feelings would be cheaper than grass.
On the fifth day, Lin Zhenxi came to the mansion, crying and begging him to go to Nie Chao and ask for the reason, but he couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion.
"Zhenxi, he has already made up his mind, why do you bother to do more useless retention."
"Nope! He is just angry with me, and he will come back when he is angry, you help me find him, help me tell him that I don't force him to marry me, I just ask him not to leave me again. ”
"Zhenxi, the gap between us and them cannot be bridged."
"I don't listen, I don't admit it!"
"Whatever you want." After speaking, Lin Chengzhi walked away, leaving Lin Zhenxi alone and calling Nie Chao's name in place.
He understood, he actually understood, there was an unbridgeable gap between him and her, but if it was him, why didn't he understand this truth?
He went to the Wenmo Academy, and it had been a long time since he had been to the Wenmo Academy. But everything here seems to be as usual, everything is as usual, it seems that nothing earth-shaking has happened here, and it seems that everything in Xishu is far, far away from here. When Xiang Wanting saw him, he was full of horror, and he felt that something was wrong.
"Sir."
"Are you all right?"
"Mr. Hui, everyone is preparing for the imperial examination, and everything is normal. In the days when Mr. was away, everyone was also very studious, and from time to time they would go to the ink academy to ask the master questions. ”
Lin Chengzhi hummed and stopped talking, everything was too calm...... But everybody knows it in their hearts.
......
After Fuli woke up, she still didn't eat or drink, but she just held the piece of jade in her hand and looked out of the window blankly, even Tao Ling and Sakura Ling called her unmoved, "Princess Shizi, you can eat a little more, you are seriously ill, this is not eating or drinking, your body really can't bear it." ”
Tao Ling squatted down and looked up at Fu Li, "Princess, your life is so valuable, don't do stupid things anymore." ”
Hearing the word Jin Gui, Fu Li's eyes seemed to be a little moved, yes, her life is really precious, let the entire Xishu maintain it, her lips have been peeled because she hasn't drunk water for a long time, and slowly opening her mouth is the limit, "Tao Ling, how is Xishu now?" ”
Tao Ling was stunned and was about to prevaricate, when he heard Fu Li say: "I just want to hear the truth, I have heard too many lies." ”
“...... Western Shu, Western Shu has been under the jurisdiction of the Southern Dynasty, and the people of Western Shu have gradually flowed into the Jiang State and the Southern Dynasty. ”
Fuli closed her eyes, and a tear flowed from the corner of her eye, "What about Your Highness?" ”
The two were overjoyed, and said in a daze: "Your Highness has gone to Wenmo Academy, if the princess has something, the slave will send someone to find it." ”
Fuli shook his head lightly, "He's back, let him come to me." ”
Sakura Ling smiled, thinking to herself if the princess was finally going to accept His Royal Highness, "Yes!" ”
The peach blossoms in April were all over the branches, and only a few days later, she could feel the scene of the withering. Why doesn't God favor her, why can't she even choose to die? Why did she hate it so much, but she still wanted to stay here? If the home is gone, the country is gone, what is the point of living?
In the end, she lived too carefree and carefree before, which caused her to escape from trouble, and even wanted to die, if she really died, how to explain to them under Jiuquan, they would definitely be cold, and they would blame her for being unfilial, but they never really understood her pain.
Fu Li got up and looked at the person in the bronze mirror, the face of melon seeds like a knife, the originally clear and agile eyes instantly lost their brilliance, and they were visibly haggard to the naked eye, and their faces turned yellow because they didn't eat. She pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, but found that she was laughing so influential, this is not Fuli, this is definitely not Ah Li, the father and the queen mother.
She picked up the blush on the table and dressed herself, and her face instantly became rosy, but the depression in her eyes couldn't deceive anyone. She suddenly had a sour nose, and couldn't help but think of how sad it would be if this look made Daddy and Auntie see it, and how much she blamed her for not taking care of herself, so she combed her hair in a bun as she spoke. Without Xishu's hair accessories, Xishu's hair bun is particularly simple, she suddenly thought of the people here who said that women should comb their hair in a high bun when they get married, will she make others laugh at her like this, after all, Xishu has been classified into the Southern Dynasty......
Just thinking about it, something suddenly popped out of her feet, she looked at it, her heart throbbed inexplicably, she slowly picked up Huan Ze and gently put it on her lap, "Are you hungry?" ”
Huan Ze chirped twice, Fu Li hurriedly took a piece of pastry for it, seeing that it was eating so happily, he couldn't help but taste it, and then he was a little sick to his stomach and spit it out.
This scene happened to be seen by Sakura Ling, who came in with food, she paused as if she had misunderstood something, and hurriedly ran in, "Princess Shizi, are you okay?" ”
Fuli shook his head, glanced at the food she brought over, and hurriedly said, "I don't have an appetite, you can bring it out." ”
As soon as the words fell, Sakura Ling let out a two-oh sound, hurriedly took it away, and then poured some water for her, "Concubine Shizi drink some water." ”
Fuli took it and drank two sips before feeling better. Sakura Ling hurriedly asked, "What does the princess want to eat, and the slave maid ordered the kitchen to do it, sour or sweet?" ”
She didn't feel that something was wrong with his words, she shook her head, she just wanted to drink Xishu's jade liquor, but unfortunately, she couldn't drink it anymore......
"I want to drink."
At this time, Tao Ling walked in, "Wine? Then he ran to her in small steps, and immediately refused: "The princess's injury is not healed yet, how can she drink?!" ”
Fu Li's face was parted, and he didn't say a word. Tao Ling stepped forward and squatted in front of her and looked at her earnestly, "Princess, don't be willful anymore. ”
After a long time, Fuli nodded reluctantly. Tao Ling looked at the porridge not far away, and asked gently: "Princess, drink some porridge, it's always not okay to skip meals." Seeing that she was still shaking her head, Tao Ling also felt helpless, and almost wanted to burst into tears.
"I want to get out and about."
Hearing this, Tao Ling and Sakura Ling were overjoyed, and hurriedly agreed to say yes, but they didn't want to help them leave, only saying that she wanted to go by herself.
It's good, it's a great help for her wound healing, but ...... princess, don't pull the wound, or it will tear it." ”
Fu Li just nodded lightly, then got up and walked out.
When she walked through the pavilion to the gate, a voice sounded in her heart, and soon she denied herself. They are from Xishu, and they are doing right, even if they want to go out, they must be open. And so, she sat down at the stone table where she used to sit, and her mind was full of the words she had heard that day.
"Our princess is also pitiful enough, Xishu is all gone, and the family is gone."
"Yes, it's a pity that there are no relatives left."
"But that doesn't seem to endanger us, besides, Jiang Guo is so dedicated to the Southern Dynasty, and he also dedicated Xishu to the Southern Dynasty, it seems that this matter is not harmful to us."
"I have to say that Your Majesty is really resourceful, and he got the realm of Xishu without spending a single soldier."
"But no, I thought that His Majesty would take into account the identity of the princess and lend a hand."
"What identity, the identity of Princess Xishu? Where is this comparable to a country, enjoying the benefits of a fisherman, it is indeed the monarch of our Southern Dynasty. ”
"Hey, you say, did our monarch just expect that there would be such a day before he would send troops to help?"
"Who knows, I think eighty percent is, and suddenly I feel that the princess is quite pitiful, and only His Royal Highness will be good to the princess in the future."
"Then let's take care of it more in the future."
......
Fuli looked into the distance, a flying peach blossom floated in front of her, she looked distracted, and was about to reach out to touch it, but she didn't think that a breeze would blow, and the flower would fly up, hiding and hiding and finally disappearing from her sight. Her hand hanging in the air fell, and she looked into the distance again.
A few handmaidens passing by hurriedly greeted them: princess.
She didn't feel pain, she didn't answer, she just stared blankly ahead until dusk, and Lin Cheng's road passed this pavilion.
Lin Chengzhi was a little surprised at first, knowing that her injury had improved, he was even more overjoyed, and put Xiao behind him and walked over slowly with a smile.