Chapter 61: Unthinkable, Unforgettable
"No, you don't." She didn't look at him, staring at the ground, as if there was something on the ground, "I'll go myself." ”
When she walked to the door, she suddenly turned her head, her tone was extremely cold and weak, "You are a good gentleman, so I don't pity you, I pity the people of Jingbei." "But in my heart, you are not a good husband or father......
"Gentleman, is this really possible?"
In the Qingyuan Palace, Xiao Tang was bandaging the wound on his chest, and he just sighed from beginning to end: "Madame, I'm afraid I don't understand the monarch and hate you." ”
"She should hate me, but if I want to protect her, I have to trade her family's life. Anyway, the coming days are long, and I have a lifetime to atone for my sins with her. ”
"So what are you going to do next?"
"Presumably the news of her return has spread...... Now what they want is for the Qi family to die, and when the time comes, I will give her a new identity for the reborn, and I think they won't be reluctant to die once. ”
“...... Jun Hou is really thoughtful for his wife. ”
If that doesn't work, then you'll have to use coercive measures...... Of course, this is only the next step.
Xiao Tang bandaged Xiahou Jingyuan, "I see that Madame still has a gentleman in her heart, and she doesn't really want your life." ”
"If I wasn't sure she couldn't do it, I wouldn't have pointed the blade at my heart."
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Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable. Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation......
So far, she is now alone again. The play is the play, the seats are full of guests, and the only one who enters the play in the end is himself.
Suddenly, she felt a bitterness in her throat and retched against the wall. In an instant, tears fell uncontrollably, and she sat down on the ground leaning against the wall.
All my life, I was worthy of the heavens, my conscience, and no one else, but in the end I owed so many people...... Xiao Chenfan, everyone in the Qi family, it seems that all this was destined for me to fail them when I decided to marry him.
After a long time, Qi Yunshu tore off one of her hairs, two, three...... Until the ninety-nine, she tore off a strip of cloth from her clothes, curled up by the wall, tied the ninety-nine hairs together with tears, put them to her mouth and kissed them, and hid them beside the haystack on one side.
Love and hate are easy to distinguish, she never knew that she could distinguish love and hate so clearly.
She loves him, so she can't bear to kill him, she hates him, so she can't survive. Isn't that just what he wanted?
She was in the prison for the second day and night, and when someone finally stepped in, she smiled on her back, and finally there was a break.
To his surprise, it was not the person who was going to drag her to be executed, but Xiahou Jingyuan. She couldn't tell what kind of mood it was like to see him, but when she thought about it, maybe saying goodbye to him in this form would be the best outcome.
Xiahou Jingyuan ordered someone to open the door, and then walked in with a sword. She glanced at the sword, then turned her face away.
He just stood in place, looking at the expressionless man leaning against the wall, "What else do you want to say?" ”
"You do it yourself?"
"Yes."
She sneered in her heart, Qi Yunshu, Qi Yunshu, you really don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin, do you have to put your self-esteem at his feet and let others trample on it?
"Xiahou Jingyuan." She called his name softly, then slowly raised her head and looked at him with bloodshot eyes, "It's been eleven years, I can't get your sincerity after all, right?" Eleven years of playing, are you tired of doing it? ”
"It's not all drama." The love for you, the pampering of you, has been true since ten years ago.
"Qi Yunshu." He shouted, "Believe it or not, I'm doing it for you, and the means may be cruel, but I just want you to live." ”
She got up with difficulty, walked over step by step with pain, and looked directly at him, "Don't you think it's abrupt for you to say this?" ”
"Okay, then let me ask you, what would happen to you if it wasn't me who survived this time?"
She choked and looked away: "No if." "If that's the case, I'll go with you......
He frowned, all the words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat, he finally found his voice, and said coldly: "That is the case, we have nothing to say, when you wake up, I will explain everything to you." In the last sentence, he spoke in a very small voice, almost to himself.
Qi Yunshu smiled, slowly pulled out the saber next to him, put the hilt in his hand, and pointed the sword straight at his stomach.
Father, daughter's husband has done so decisively, it is also for the sake of the people, I hope you don't blame him under Jiuquan. But as a husband, he didn't do the duty that a husband should do, so his daughter can't stay with him until he is old, and his daughter will come down to accompany you.
"If this sword goes down, my Qi family will not owe you Xiahou Jingyuan at all." With tears in her eyes, she fell one after another after saying this. She held the blade of the sword in her bare hands, and took a step forward with all the strength of her life, and the tearing sound of the sharp weapon through the flesh resounded throughout the prison, and she looked him in the eye from beginning to end, until she lost all the strength of her body and fell...... On the last side, he hugged her and whispered in her ear: I have always loved you.
Xiahou Jingyuan is the only son of the Xiahou family, and he has placed high hopes on him since he was a child, and he wants to inherit the family business of the Xiahou family, but the world is hot and cold, and he is not allowed to have a mother in the market, so when he was ten years old, his father gave his mother a lot of money, and his mother was driven out of Xiahou Mansion in this way, and he has never seen it in his life.
When he was twelve years old, he found his mother, and the woman who had been holding him and coaxing him all day long had already turned into a rotting corpse, and no one had buried her, she was turned into decay in a dilapidated house, and at that moment, he understood the coldness of human nature, and he was no longer depressed, and decided to become a human being. It was also when he was twelve years old that he met her, a woman named Qi Yunshu.
Tongcheng's family surnamed Qi is just that, he saw her dressed gorgeously, he knew that she was the eldest lady of the Qi family, Qi Yunshu, and it was from that moment that he began to plan the marriage many years later.
But after all, the drama entered the drama and lost by itself.
He sank little by little in this poppy-like feeling, and in his heart, it was good to be like this as much as he wanted, but God wanted to test them.
A year after getting married, he tasted the feeling of being oppressed again in the palace, and he knew the danger best. But Qi Zhaoyi was her father, and he had to retreat step by step. In order to curb him, he had no choice but to gradually alienate Qi Yunshu, and claimed that he wanted to take a concubine, but it was just a formality, and in the end he did not take a concubine.
She didn't know that every time he estranged her, it was based on his pain, and which of her bad words was not turned into a dagger and stabbed into his heart. When she secretly wiped her tears, he didn't cut his heart like a knife.
Many years later, I suddenly realized that no matter whether he had the right or not, he couldn't protect the people he cared about after all.
Later, Xiao Chenfan appeared, and the first time he saw Qi Yunshu, he knew that he liked her. Eyes don't deceive people, that kind of eyes full of love but don't dare to approach for fear of hurting her, he has also had it.
In fact, to be honest, he is very envious of Xiao Chenfan, who can give all his life to the person he loves, even if it is his own life. But he can't, he still has the people of Jingbei, he still has the court, Da Liang has not yet calmed down, he can't be emotional.
He admits that he is jealous, and he is angry...... When she confessed that she had him in her heart, his whole body burned as if he was in a sea of fire, and it hurt so much that he really wanted to gouge out her heart and see what it was like. That day, he lost control and strengthened her, and he also vented all his hatred.
It is said that men are animals that think in the lower half of their bodies, and he regrets it later, and he thinks it's not wrong at all. For a whole month, he didn't dare to set foot in the Liusha Pavilion, and sometimes when he heard a little bit of news about her, he could always reread it in his heart several times. Such lovesickness tormented him day and night, and he couldn't live in peace.
Until one day, he knew that it was time to close the net, and this time he would definitely uproot the Qi family's nodules together, although it would make them fall into a catastrophe.
He knew that this strife would be an endless nightmare for her, no matter what the outcome was, so he had already planned for her.
Zeng has lived in seclusion all year round, and the pavilion is the most suitable for her. He had placed her there, not to let her escape the catastrophe, but not to let her see such a painful scene. As for what she found out later, it was another plan for him. Those people in the court had already decided that she was the woman who had brought disaster to the country, and they would definitely let him execute her at that time. That being the case, they fulfilled their wishes, and those who died once naturally couldn't find any major faults, besides, he did this just to block the mouths of Youyou, he wanted to protect her, who could help him.
He would do it himself, because he was afraid that others would not know where to hurt his bones, even though it would seem cruel to her and would break her heart.
On that day, he carried her back to Qingyuan Palace, and there were already a group of doctors waiting outside the hall, as well as Zeng Nian.
When Zeng Nian saw her injured parts, he sat on the ground on all fours, his eyes blank. He saw that she had shed so much blood, and he was stunned for a while, he should not have hurt the vital parts, and he should not have shed so much blood...... His gaze moved down, and saw that the hem of her skirt was all dyed blood-red, and he stepped forward to grab Zeng Nian's collar and yelled out of control, "What's the matter? ”
Zeng Nian let him get angry, and then just said lightly: "She's dead." ”
"I didn't hurt the vital parts, you tell me ......!"
"That's the vital part for her!" Zeng Nian interrupted him, and stared at him with scarlet eyes: "She has been pregnant for more than three months, and the fetus is unstable, but now it ...... It was one corpse and two lives. Seeing that he shook his head and looked disbelieving, Zeng Nian walked over and told him clearly: "Hemorrhage, no breath...... Prepare for the future. After saying that, Zeng Nian turned around and left......