Chapter 517': Self-blame

Fei Yinan was shocked and even unbelievable after learning that Song Ruyi's intelligence had degraded to such an extent.

But when he really saw Song Ruyi's child-like appearance lying on the hospital bed, he had to accept that this was the truth.

When Song Ru saw Fei Yinan, he immediately greeted him sweetly and called out his name. This gave Fei Yinan a little comfort, at least she hadn't completely forgotten about him.

But then came a deep sense of loss, Song Ruyi did not forget who he was, but seemed to have forgotten all the past experiences. Now she basically can't remember who Fei Yinan is, so she treats him as a friend.

Although he knew that this was a normal thing in the current situation, and he also knew that Song Ruyi might sometimes not even remember that Xiao Baozi was her daughter, Fei Yinan still felt powerless about such a fact, because he had nothing to do. Especially after the doctor told him that Song Ruyi's situation was basically impossible to recover.

"That'...... Is there any other way to improve her intelligence? Fei Yinan tried to solve Song Ruyi's problem in other ways, "Even if it doesn't return to before, even if it improves some, it's good...... Or, remind her of everything that came before? ”

"Well," replied the doctor after a moment's hesitation, "I don't think it's likely. This is because the patient is not only impaired with intelligence, but also with logical thinking, comprehension, and other abilities, including...... Memory. So, if you want to improve her intelligence level, I'm afraid it's really a difficult thing! It's a good thing if she can recover, but if she can't, she may be like this for the rest of her life, you must be mentally prepared......"

"That'...... Does she need to stay in the hospital all the time? Fei Yinan couldn't help but feel a little deflated when he heard that the doctor had a negative attitude towards almost everything, but in the next second, he asked the doctor worriedly as if he suddenly remembered something.

"That's not necessary, it's just that her current situation is not too stable, and she needs to stay in the hospital for observation for a while. After a while, her condition stabilized, and she was able to be discharged. The doctor replied, thought about it and then instructed, "However, the way she is now, she basically can't take care of herself in life, and I'm afraid that she can't do without people around her." So, you must arrange for someone to take care of her......"

Hearing this, Fei Yinan sighed, nodded, thanked the doctor, and left the office.

When he returned to the ward, Song Ruyi was already asleep.

Fei Yinan stood beside Song Ruyi's bed, looking at her quiet sleeping face, and the feelings in his heart were very complicated.

Sure enough, it was a six-year-old person with intelligence, and he remembered that she used to occasionally have insomnia, and she could only sleep backwards when she was very tired from work, but now her intelligence has regressed, and she has no worries in her heart, and it has become easier to sleep. Moreover, Song Ruyi is now like a child everywhere except for her appearance, and even her sleeping appearance has become so defenseless, so cute, just like a sleeping beauty.

After thinking that Song Ruyi would never have any worries or sad things in the future, Fei Yinan couldn't help but smile.

But in an instant, it was replaced by self-blame.

Fei Yinan sat in front of the hospital bed, tucked the quilt for Song Ruyi, and then held her hand outside.

He still vividly remembered that she used to apply hand cream every time before going to bed, so that her hands were still tender and seemed to have the faint fragrance of the hand cream. It's just that after the deterioration of her intelligence level, these small habits of hers have also disappeared.

Fei Yinan still remembers that every time she sleeps in the past, her hands and feet are always prone to become cold. But after getting sick now, my hands became hot.

Fei Yinan stroked Song Ruyi's hand, his eyes stared at her familiar face, and he couldn't help but leave warm tears in the corners of his eyes.

"I'm sorry...... Ruyi, I'm sorry...... It's all my fault, it's all my fault that I didn't take care of you......"

If he knew that Song Ruyi would become like this in the end, he would definitely stop her from doing that kind of work in the first place! Now that his intestines are about to repent, why didn't he pay more attention to Song Ruyi's affairs in the first place? Why didn't she check what kind of substances she was exposed to on a daily basis?

"It's all my fault for being careless, if I could have been careful, all this pain could have been avoided, and you would never have become what you are now......"

Since he can remember, Fei Yinan has known that crying sadly is useless, not only will it not solve any problems, but it is also a manifestation of cowardice. But this time, apart from sad tears, he really didn't know what to do. Fei Yinan felt that at this time, he seemed to be unable to do anything except look forward to a miracle.

But in any case, with Fei Yinan's character, he still won't cry bitterly, after realizing that no matter how sad he is now, he can't change anything, Fei Yinan sniffed, wiped a few tears from his cheeks, clenched Song Ruyi's hand even more, and said to her who was asleep: "However, don't worry, I will not give up." No matter what others say, I'm sure you can get back to the way you were before. So, even if it's very small, I'm definitely not going to give up. Don't worry, this time, I will, I will take good care of your ......"

Even if she was asleep now and couldn't hear what he was saying, he had to make such a promise to her.

After Fei Yinan said this, Song Ruyi, who was lying asleep on the bed, somehow suddenly broke free of his clenched hand, and then turned over and held the hand of the little bun who was sleeping on the other side of the hospital bed.

Fei Yinan then spared his effort and energy to take a look at the little bun that was asleep on the side. I saw that her little face also had tears on it, and after thinking about it, she saw him crying just now, as if she was crying herself, and at this moment, she probably fell asleep when she was tired of crying.

Come to think of it, she must have more or less noticed that something was wrong with her mother now. Song Ruyi suddenly seemed to be a different person, how could she not notice it?

Fei Yinan couldn't help but smile bitterly when he thought of this. In the past, Xiao Baozi always muttered that her mother was too busy and always at work, so she didn't have time to accompany her, but this time, Song Ruyi had time to accompany her, and maybe, their mother and daughter could become the best and most compatible friends...... So, I really don't know if this thing is a good thing or a bad thing......

Thinking like this, Fei Yinan stood up, walked around to the side of the bed, carefully wiped the tears on Xiao Baozi's face, and then gently moved Xiao Baozi's small body and stuffed her into Song Ruyi's quilt.

On the other side, Pei Aoting, who finally got out of the research room, returned to the dressing room exhausted, and as soon as she opened her mobile phone, which had been turned off, she received a message about Song Ruyi, saying that Song Ruyi was hospitalized again.

"Hospitalization...... Her physical strength is really ...... Intelligence, intelligence regression to the age of six? ”

Pei Aoting was very disdainful, but after a second, she read out the content of the message she received in disbelief, and her face was full of shock.

But after a while, Pei Aoting calmed down again, after all, Song Ruyi's work and experience were all there, and what she had done before was already very dangerous, and it was not impossible for such a thing as intellectual regression......

Thinking of this, Pei Aoting couldn't help but chuckle, she really didn't know whether to feel schadenfreude or feel sad for Song Ruyi now.

Although they are good girlfriends who grew up together, they have been talking about everything and knowing everything since they were young. But fate played tricks on the two of them, and the enemy she was looking for to kill her father was actually Song Ruyi's father. This pile of things piled up made her feelings for Song Ruyi very complicated, and she couldn't help hating it, but she couldn't hate it......

This time, the news of Song Ruyi's regression in intelligence made her recall these things in her mind again.

There is no need to guess this message, and she knows that it was sent to her by Fei Yinan. She knew very well that he had sent her this message, not only to hope that she would know about it, but also to probably hope that she would go and see her......

However, do you really want to visit Song Ruyi? Counting, they really haven't seen each other in a while......

At this time, a small assistant who worked together also approached the dressing room while taking off his gloves, and when he saw Pei Aoting stunned there, he couldn't help asking, "Sister Pei, what's wrong with you?" Are you too tired? Or is something happening? How do you stay there? ”

Pei Aoting heard someone call her, so she came back to her senses, glanced at the little assistant blankly, and then quickly smiled and shook her head: "It's okay, nothing." I might just need a break. ”

The little assistant heard her say this, and she didn't want to ask anything more, but she saw that her face and expression were still not quite right, so she smiled and said while changing her coat: "Sister Pei, if you want me to say, now that you can spend your time freely, what is there to worry about?" If there's anything you want to do, do it, we've finally been 'released'! I don't know how long I'll have to be 'locked up' next time! ”

The little assistant's words began to swirl in Pei Aoting's mind. After thinking about it, she decided to compromise on her own and go to the hospital where Song Ruyi was to see her.

Anyway, they are also friends who have had old loves. Moreover, there are too many connections to what they are doing.

Moreover, if Song Ruyi's intelligence really regressed, then she is now a child who doesn't understand anything, and the heavy burden she has been carrying on her body can be put down in this opportunity?