179 Xiao Tingli loves you
"What do you mean by that?" Zhen Xin never dared to think about it, "You're not in good health, are you?" Then why don't you tell me that the city hospital is the best hospital, and so many doctors will save you. ”
"What if you save it once?" Xu Mu looked very open, he clenched Zhen Xin's palm, "I don't have much time, I don't even want to waste a minute or a second, Xinxin, you can talk to me." ”
Xu Mu was suddenly like this, where could Zhen Xin accept it, she fell beside him and cried, "You have to at least tell me, why is this happening?" ”
"It's me, I can't live anymore."
Zhen Xin heard it in her ears, but she felt that there was still some hope, she got up and stared at Xu Mu, "I know you have always had this thought, but aren't we by your side?" ”
"Don't cry, okay?" Xu Mu pulled her hand, "Make me feel better." ”
Zhen Xin swallowed back his tears, turned his eyes sideways to look at Xu Mu, and saw that his complexion seemed to be better, but looking at it from such an angle, his spirit was gone, and he was very thin.
Zhen Xin knew that these were not good signs. She forced a smile and sat on the edge of Xu Mu's bed.
"Xinxin, do you remember what my dad looked like?"
Zhen Xin nodded her head, "My memories when I was a child are blurred, but there are photos of my godmother at home." ”
"Me too," Xu Mu raised his gaze and stared at the ceiling, "In my memory, my father's appearance is very vague, I only know that on the day he died, my mother was in pain, and the world was crying." It was also your darkest day, as we lost the people we loved the most. ”
"Xu Mu, I know that I am much luckier than you, I know so many things later than you, I don't suffer every day like you."
"Xinxin," Xu Mu's lips were lightly pulled, and her eyes fell on her face, "Since last night, my father's every move, the traces between his eyebrows and eyes, suddenly appeared in front of my eyes very clearly, he no longer appeared in my dreams, he was coming to take me away." ”
"Xu Mu!"
He could hear the panic in Zhen Xin's words, Xu Mu's consciousness was a little blurred, and his mouth was very dry, "Don't be afraid, don't be too uncomfortable, you ...... It will make me feel very uneasy to walk. ”
"Are you really leaving? Are you really going to go like this? ”
Xu Mu pulled Zhen Xin and let her lie on her chest, "I've always wanted to tell you I'm sorry, in order to avenge my father, I chose a shortcut to get close to the Jia family." Many times, I see you in danger and can't help you. I can't rest assured of you now, I really regret that when Jia Mengyan was crazy, I should have left her with no chance to hurt you except her. ”
"Xu Mu?" She looked up at him.
Facing Zhen Xin's gaze, Xu Mu didn't want to hide anything from her after leaving, "Quan Hui's thing was done by me, and I also led Jia Mengyan to Haixin District." ”
"What?" Zhen Xin's eyes showed disbelief, "Impossible, how could you do such a thing?" ”
"The time you and Han Beibei were hit, it was instructed by Quan Hui, this woman is not kinder than Jia Mengyan, and it is definitely a disaster to keep it."
"But ......" Zhen Xin's words jumped to his throat and was swallowed back, "Don't talk about this, you have a good rest." ”
City Hospital.
Xu Jing had already looked around the hospital, called Zhen Xin and Xu Mu's mobile phones, and they were all turned off.
She became more and more panicked in her heart, and when she looked at the sky outside, the snow had stopped, but the night was thick, and she hadn't come back at this time, Zhen Xin couldn't be so ignorant, the only possibility was ......
Could it be that something happened to Xu Mu?
When they went out, they didn't say where they were going, and Xu Jing didn't know where to look.
He even found the medical guide desk and the hospital doorman, and she wanted to ask if there were any clues, even a little bit.
At the entrance of the hospital, Xu Jing stood alone in the light, and Li Yi listened to Xiao Tingli's words and motioned to the driver to honk the horn.
Xu Jing came back to her senses after a while, she looked to the side, Xiao Tingli lowered the window, and Xu Jing raised heavy steps and walked away.
Xiao Tingli was the first to ask, "Have you found where to go?" ”
She shook her head lightly, "Xu Mu only said that he wanted to go out for a walk, but didn't say the specific place." ”
"Where's the phone?"
"It's off."
When Xiao Tingli heard this, he felt that the situation would definitely not be much better, "You get in the car." ”
Xu Jing didn't think about it so much, she sat in the back seat, and Li Yi motioned for the driver to drive forward, "Miss Xu, think about it again, where do Miss Zhen and Xu Mu usually go when they are in love?" ”
Xiao Tingli pinned his eyes out of the window, although the most important thing at this time was to find them, but the closer he got to Xu Mu's last days, the time between him and Zhen Xin would cruelly come into Xiao Tingli's eyes.
"Yes, but there are a lot of places, Xinxin and Xu Mu have a good relationship, and I can't wait to be together every day at that time......" Xu Jing's eyes were full of anxiety, and she couldn't care about how these words would make others feel.
"If you think about it again, you can't look for it like this."
"By the way, Xu Mu said that he was going to buy clothes."
Li Yi looked at Xiao Tingli, "Mr. Xiao, why don't you go to the nearby business district to look for it first?" ”
Xiao Tingli didn't speak, Li Yi took him as if he agreed, and he motioned for the driver to drive to the nearest Yaohan.
The Xu family.
Xu Mu couldn't help retching, Zhen Xin twisted a towel for him, she was anxious to get the phone, Xu Mu grabbed her wrist.
Zhen Xin struggled hard, and half of Xu Mu's body was pulled out of the bed. Zhen Xin hurriedly hugged him and asked him to lie back.
"Why don't you go back to the hospital?"
Xu Mu shook his head, and after calming down, he said, "It's useless, Xinxin, I took medicine." ”
"Medicine?" Zhen Xin was shocked, and pinched Xu Mu's shoulders with both hands, "What medicine!" ”
Xu Mu's lips opened lightly, and he said the name of the medicine, Zhen Xin heard this, his soul was lost, and he sat on the bed calmly: when he was admitted to the hospital, the nurse specially reminded them that this medicine was fatal for Xu Mu's illness.
Therefore, it is impossible for the people in the hospital to use it for him, and it is even more impossible for Xu Jing.
Zhen Xin's lips trembled, "Who, who gave it to you?" ”
Xu Mu closed his eyes in pain, he wanted to sit up uncomfortably, but he couldn't exert a little strength in his body, Zhen Xin saw this, hurriedly helped him up, and then let him lean on himself.
"Xinxin, let me go," Xu Mu said with a dying breath, "Don't let me live again and again, if there is really a possibility of healing, I want to live more than anyone else, so ...... Let me go. ”
"No!" Zhen Xin couldn't say anything else, "You tell me, who gave you the medicine?" Who is it? ”
Xu Mu's left hand, which could only move, held Zhen Xin's arm, "Since Xiao Tingli loves you, you have a chance to live well, and your heart is ......."
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
Xu Mu gasped violently, "Xiao Tingli...... He was by no means a kind person, and I could see it when the hospital was willing to admit me. People in a family like the Xiao family, we can't measure them by ordinary people's morality or medical ethics, Xiao Tingli's words can win thousands of human rights, he won't care, what he cares about is you. ”
"Shall we not say this?"
"Xinxin, don't struggle anymore," Xu Mu's head moved in her arms, "I can't hold out to the rescue room either, you let me finish everything I want to say." ”
"Why are you doing this? You've never been one to give up. ”
"Because I can't hold on, I'm tired," Xu Mu lay in Zhen Xin's arms, "But you still have to live, Xinxin, you have always been a smart person, you must be able to let yourself live well." ”
"I don't care about this now, I just want you to live, I can't watch you die." Zhen Xin hugged the man in her arms with both hands, this person accompanied her through the darkest time of her life, he took the little Zhen Xin's hand, and took her step by step in front, stepping out of the haze of the Zhen family, stepping out of the stepfather's abuse and beating, she saw the light and beauty of the outside world.
But why, did he have to go like this?
The closer she got to that step, the more Zhen Xin couldn't accept it.
"Xu Mu, no, no, can't ......"
"You are not allowed to go, you are not allowed to go."
She could understand Xu Mu's pain, and she also knew that he needed relief. But people are selfish, no matter how used to life and death, Zhen Xin can't accept it, live or die, for her and Xu Jing, anyone will choose to let him live.
Xu Mu gasped violently, he withdrew his palm, took out a folded piece of paper from his pocket, and stuffed it into Zhen Xin's palm, "I really can't hold it anymore, I have no regrets, I said everything I should say." ”
"Don't, Xu Mu, you still have a godmother! Can you bear to leave her alone? Don't go, don't--"
Zhen Xin's eyelids suddenly became heavy, and she realized that something was wrong in this room, but it was too late to stop it......
The last picture before consciousness disappeared was that Xu Mu imprinted a gentle kiss on her forehead, light as if hallucination......
Xu Jing followed Xiao Tingli to find a big circle, it was not a way to go on like this, Xiao Tingli thought about it, and suddenly asked, "Is it possible for them to go home?" ”
"No, Xu Mu promised to go back to the hospital."
"Instead of looking like this, it's better to go home and see, and if they're not there, start looking near home."
Xu Jing had no other choice but to agree.
The car drove out, it was not far from Xu's house, and it would take more than ten minutes to arrive, Xu Jing poked out his gaze, and his voice suddenly became excited, "It should be at home, the bedroom is lit!" ”
When Xiao Tingli heard this, his heart was finally relieved, and he looked for it, but he actually went home.
After the car stopped steadily, without waiting for Li Yi to open the door for him, Xiao Tingli took the lead and walked down, Xu Jing walked briskly in front, and the driver was left in the car.
When he came to the door of Xu's house, Xu Jing opened the door and entered,
From the living room to the room, the lights were on. But the house was quiet, and it didn't look like anyone was there.
Xu Jing's chest was thumping, and she quickly walked to Xu Mu's bedroom.
The bedroom door was lightly closed, not locked, and opened with a push.
A figure was lying quietly on the bed, it was Zhen Xin.
"What about Xu Mu? Xu Mu? ”