Chapter 123: I'm Sober Now
It's okay to close your eyes, and if you fall asleep, you don't have to think about it so much.
The car was moving slowly, and I was really napping.
It wasn't until Shen Yinan woke me up that I found that the car was parked at the door of the villa. It seems like I haven't been to this place for 800 years, and I used to live in a home for three years.
But in fact, the so-called home should be something that people will be attached to, not that as soon as I leave, the memory will slowly fade. So this can only be called a residence.
I didn't press the password, Shen Yinan opened the door and took me in.
I suddenly felt at a loss, as if I didn't feel comfortable standing anywhere.
Fortunately, Shen Yinan didn't say much, "Take what you want to drink yourself, and rest early." After he finished speaking, he walked up the stairs and turned off the headlights in the living room, leaving only a circle of small yellow lights.
I hurried to the guest bedroom on the first floor and opened the closet, which still contained my clothes. I took a shower and lay down on the bed, the silk sheets and quilt covers made me feel relaxed, I clicked on WeChat again, and told Ye Xuan that I was home.
Senwen only added me to WeChat tonight, and he said a good dream, and there was nothing else to say.
I looked at the circle of friends for a while, and then slowly fell asleep. At night in late spring and early summer, my body was still comfortable, plus I was a little tired, and I slept well.
But at some point, the good dream suddenly disappeared. I opened my eyes keenly, and I could still feel the danger approaching in the darkness, and I clutched the quilt tightly.
A crisp smell spread around me, who else could there be besides Shen Yinan. But I can't think of it, in the middle of the night, is he planning to sneak attack?
I remained silent, and he approached softly, sat on the edge of my bed, and caressed my face with his slender fingertips.
"...... sure you don't want to eat my tofu?" His lips were almost on mine.
I was confident that I was moving very fast, but when I pulled his hand away, he immediately squeezed my shoulder, and his lips fell on my neck, a little hot and a little itchy.
Is this called a night of murder? I only drank a can of beer, and I wasn't confused yet, so what did he want to bargain for?
My drowsiness was completely gone, and I said calmly, "No matter what you're doing, I don't want to." ”
"I know." But he didn't stop, his lips slid to my collarbone.
"It's useless, I'm calm now, and my heartbeat is normal. Meaning, your actions didn't make me feel the slightest mood swing, understand? “
"I know. But I always want to try. ”
"You can try it with someone else, and as for me, I'll be free. Impulsiveness comes at a price. "And I'm not the kind of woman you want to try.
Shen Yinan's lips finally left my collarbone, "If I say, I'm willing to pay whatever the price?" ”
"You won't." The obvious. I folded the quilt again and turned to the side, "Just bring the door for me if it's okay, I'm going to sleep." ”
"It's frustrating, but if I give up like this, it's not me." He stood up and walked to the door.
I want to say, living until now, isn't it clear that there are many things in this world that many people have to give up? Growth is probably like this, and you always have to go through these hurdles before you can take the next step.
Well, I'm calm now, calm enough to frustrate him. Hearing the voice of Shen Yinan bringing the door, I didn't lock it, not because I believed in him, but because I had a deeper understanding of myself.
But I couldn't fall asleep again, and what kept circling in my mind was the fact that there was a problem with the brakes. Who did it? Ling Xue? Ling Xiangdong? Or someone from the Lu family?
Why do you want to use your hands and feet on the brakes, unintentionally or intentionally?
I always feel that there is something indescribably weird, is it because I think too much?
When I got up early in the morning, I sent a WeChat message to Wen Yuan, roughly talking about the problem of getting off the brakes, Wen Yuan paid more attention to it than me, he said that he would investigate this matter thoroughly, and in addition, he would set off in a while and come to Jiangcheng to meet me.
"Okay, then you let the driver drive over, don't be too tired."
"Got it. I'll see you later. “
As soon as Wen Yuan said it, my heart was not so entangled, and it felt really good to have a family.
After I finished washing, I changed into a black knitted fishtail skirt, and I still had a lot of shoes in the villa, I chose a pair of dark green lace-up shoes to match, and as soon as I put on the bag, I saw Shen Yinan coming out of the kitchen.
President Shen Da is actually frying eggs and living for a long time to see the series. What I have seen for a longer time is that his gaze sticking to me is becoming more and more blatant, and there is a kind of arrogance of "I just look, look hard, how can you drip", and he didn't confiscate it at all.
I thought about it for a moment, and it seemed like the one that came here every season, and rounding it up was equivalent to what he gave me. However, I don't think President Shen has the time and energy to choose clothes for him.
The shoes are also new this season, I chose this pair when I was dizzy, and it is not excluded that he picked it recently.
"Finish breakfast before leaving."
Whatever, I didn't resist, pulled out a chair and sat down, ate sandwiches and drank milk in silence.
When I went out, I deliberately sat in the back, Shen Yinan raised his eyebrows and didn't speak.
When I returned to Pinyuan, I specially told Ye Xuan that Wen Yuan would come later, and he would help me set up a restaurant for dinner at noon. After that, Senwen called and chatted a few words.
It was all right, but when I was eating with Wen Yuan at noon, I went to the bathroom. Places like restaurants have always been a gathering place for gossip, and I suddenly heard two women outside chatting about this season's new products.
"Did you see that ex-boyfriend's skirt just now? It's so punctual.,It's really a fairy work that can make your ex-boyfriend want to get back together in a second.。 ”
"The black technology is so powerful, it seems that there is a walking corset on her body, which makes the murder weapon of the woman just now majestic. Ah, I really want the same style. ”
"Does the same paragraph have that effect? Do you know how many euros, nearly 100,000 euros, sister, there is a suite in a small city. ”
"The woman was so rich just now, and her man was so handsome, did you look at her shoes, Bai'er 800,000 yuan, I have the disease of hating the rich."
"Me too, there's no cure."
Uh, this ...... So this is the reason why Shen Da Tailed Wolf is blatant and looks hard? Particularly majestic? I look at myself, and it seems that there is a little bit of visual effect?
What the hell was I thinking! It was seen as a loss.
Waiting for the two gossiping to leave, I went out slowly.
Wen Yuan eats lightly, I order all light dishes, and I feel that this meal is particularly healthy.
"Eat more." Wen Yuan put a chopstick dish in my bowl, which I like to eat.
I really haven't eaten well recently, and I have a lot of things, so I don't need to go on the scale to know how many pounds lighter. It is good to be thin and thin, and it will be more energetic when wearing clothes, but the disadvantage is that the face will not be as energetic as before.
"Find a babysitter to cook, don't treat yourself badly."
I shook my head, "I don't want strangers at home." ”
"You." Wen Yuan put down his chopsticks, helped me scoop the soup, and waited until I was almost drunk before changing the subject: "There is a problem with the brakes, such a big thing, you should tell me as soon as possible." ”
"Am I all right?"
"When something happens, it's too late. I'm still saying the same thing, it's best if you can go back to Nancheng. You're over here, I can't keep an eye on it all the time. ”
I told Wenyuan that it was not yet time to go back.
"I recently asked the big guy to check on someone, he should report to you, right? It's all because of me, and I can't walk with peace of mind. ”
"It's not because of you, it's Lu Huainian. Wen Ying, that's enough, how much time do you think things have developed so far, how much time is left for you to get out of the way? It's better to plan ahead. ”
That's where I've been conflicted lately. If I shake my hands now, I can still walk cleanly, if it is later, even if Lu Huainian can't remember who I am, he will find out who I am, not to mention that Uncle Yuan is still being detained, investigate Uncle Yuan a little deeper, even if it is not Lu Huainian, others can find out, there is no impermeable wall in the world, this is a matter of time.
If Shen Yinan finds out first, what storm will it cause? He begged Lu Huainian for his life like a god of death that night, if he knew that I was Liu Ran, would it become more terrifying than that night, and his methods would be more cruel?
Let's go, the source hasn't been obtained yet, and Uncle Yuan is not completely safe; If you don't go, there will be no more time.
"Even if Lu Huainian knows, he won't blame you. Since he wanted you to live well that year, he wouldn't be so narrow-minded as to want you to avenge him or anything. But under the mistake, your revenge has also been avenged, and justice has been obtained, shouldn't you put aside the past and live a good life? ”
I understand the truth, but it's hard to do.
"Wen Yuan, I've thought about quitting, really. But Pinyuan is not only the last thing I can do for him, but also contains my hard work, and I can't say give up. ”
Wen Yuan looked at me deeply, "There is no way, do you have to bet everything?" What about Shen Yinan? What about Ling Xue? They are far from what you originally intended, but you are now more entangled with them than anything else. Wen Ying, you weren't so hesitant because of what? Because you are trapped, are you reluctant to Shen Yinan? ”
I subconsciously denied it: "No, Wenyuan, I'm very sober now." As stupid as I was, I won't now. ”
"Then go now, while I still have the ability to protect you. Wen Ying, don't let me down, lose Jian Yue, I've lost most of my life, if even you ...... You know what I mean? ”
Wen Yuan has always been restrained, but he will say this to me today, my heart jumps in shock, and my first reaction is, "Is something wrong with Shi Mu?" ”
"Shi Mu is okay for the time being, a little fluctuating, but it is still within my control. But Wen Ying, I suddenly couldn't see the direction clearly, maybe it was Shen Yinan, maybe it was the Ling family, maybe it was other competitors who were eyeing each other, in short, it was already emerging, and it wouldn't be too peaceful next. I poured a lot into Shi Mu in the past, after Jian Yue was gone, I slowly changed my role, and it was good to be behind the scenes, but if one day, I had to come out of the scenes again, and I probably didn't have the ability to protect you at that time. ”
I bit my lower lip tightly, and suddenly I was very powerless, I couldn't help Wen Yuan to myself, and I would even hurt Wen Yuan, and I felt exhausted.
It doesn't matter who it is, but they just want to hold what I care about and force me to comply. When I was still focusing on the source of products, there were already people behind me who were targeting Wenyuan, should I say, am I overestimating myself? I simply don't have the ability to protect the people around me, I was so small.
I made up my mind and made a decision: "Wen Yuan, I listen to you." “